Aranea Serket
@arachnidsGuidance
A new lease on life is a very powerful thing. ::::) [[pfp by https://frigiddoctoratus.tumblr.com/]]
The mood of the evening is interesting, to say the least.
It does seem like I arrived as the site is starting to wind down for the night, which is a 8it of a shame, 8ut one can't have everything.
THE RIGHT TO DESTROY EVERYTHING GIVES ME DOMAIN OVER ALL THAT CAN BE DESTROYED. WHICH IS TO SAY. EVERYTHING. AND EVERYONE. ALL OF CAUSALITY HAS BEEN FORMED BY MY OWN HANDS AND IN THE IMAGE OF MY OWN HANDS. EVERYTHING YOU ARTLESS SHIT ASS ERRORS IN THE GENE POOL DO AND KNOW IS REFLECTIVE OF WHAT I WAS, AM, AND WILL BE. YOU CANT ESCAPE ME. YOU CANT IGNORE ME. BECAUSE. I HAPPEN TO BE. PREVIOUSLY. PRESENT.
I imagine you would kill me if you had the chance, that we would not 8e having this conversation were you a8le to simply end me and my existence. And, the fact that we are having this conversation tends to indicate that you don't have the power to do anything more than talk. I can't escape you 8ecause I haven't 8locked you. It's not complicated.
YOU ARENT DEAD BECAUSE I HAVENT KILLED YOU YET. THATS HOW *TIME* TENDS TO WORK, DIPFUCK.
It seems all I needed to do was show up, and everyone started coming out of the woodwork. Now, I can't 8elieve that this is some sort of superpower I possess, 8ut far 8e it for me to not take a little pride in the achievement.
And of course, I can't escape @aeneasCaldarium. I don't really know what I expected.
The pro8lem with that is that he wouldn't get to know what it's like to feel 8roken. I wouldn't 8e a8le to see the light in his eyes dim. A corpse can't know a fate worse than death. 8ut, I am curious a8out the fun you have managed to find. >::::)
Perhaps we have a great deal to show each other. I can safely say, with enough pressure, a girl can learn just what she is capa8le of, and I have definitely 8een under pressure.
You've 8een through more than most, and you've managed to polish more than I had imagined. Honestly, of all of us, I may envy you the most.
You're not wrong, 8ut it feels like you got to 8e more free. You can say whatever you want, do whatever you want, and no one judges you. Or at least, their opinion doesn't change.
Envious more than jealous, 8ut for a while, yes. I have a side to me that I showed off, and everyone, everyone hated me for. And, I hid it, I hid it for a long time. 8eing dangerous scares them. Fear makes for a lonely death, and it turns out, a lonely life, too.
Hello dear, how have you 8een? It's 8een so long since I've seen any of our num8er, for any iteration of our little group.
O+h, I have been just fine. Bo+und to+ my hive and so+ busy with my little ho+bbies I barely even pick up my palmhusk. I wo+uld lo+ve to+ say I see just eno+ugh o+f o+ur little gro+up o+n here, but that wo+uldn't be true. There are far to+o+ many versio+ns o+f us fo+r any o+f o+ur o+wn go+o+d. Cro+nus in particular.
That is not a 8ad thing to like doing, not 8y a long shot. Kindness tends to return kindness in kind, as it were.
Of course it would 8e Cronus. Somehow I am not shocked, despite everything. And, there have 8een many things, including what I 8elieve some might consider a retcon, and my own journey to to a 8rand new life. A life that includes a higher education, which is a rather funny thing to explore at times. 8ut, while I may know a considera8le amount of things, what would I 8e if I didn't continue to sharpen that tool at my disposal? Still, it's good to have ho88ies, and I feel my own have 8een a little lacking, if I'm 8eing honest.
That so+unds like an exciting sto+ry, I wo+uld lo+ve to+ hear it in detail ano+ther time, hm? Yo+u sho+uld always have so+me ho+bbies. Just fo+r so+mething to+ do+ as to+ no+t feel unpro+ductive when yo+u aren't being pro+ductive.
It is a 8it of a tale, yes. I think I would enjoy telling it some time, if you were interested in hearing. I imagine you have your own tales to tell, you were never one to keep things to yourself. 8ut finding things to do can 8e a struggle. I suppose I got so use to death, and the lack of needs, that I hadn't considered that once the clock started ticking again, I would need to find things to occupy my time. One can't simply turn themselves off, or focus for the equivalent of days, not when they need to eat, drink or sleep. Even the god tier doesn't resolve the pro8lem. 8oredom is harsh, and I'm not afraid to 8e 8lunt a8out it.