@craftsmanToxophilite — #vague
8=l < I hate every post he makes wow
8=l < Kind of want to punch him
8=l < Feeling very mean things at that one individ001
8=l < Not answering that directly 8=l < But the list is 8=l < A few names long I'll say
8=l < Oh my gods they saw that
8=l < She calls me a whxre for my sxlly peanut butter post 8=l < But is suspiciously silent on my act001 sx%001 post 8=l < It makes one think
8=l < If you want my respect then approach me directly, coward
8=l < Hate that even in te%t it makes my vision double when I'm not e%pecting it
She's dying She's dying and I don't know what to do
8=l < You'd think I c001d handle losing a friend better 8=l < There's so much with the situation I don't understand 8=l < I wish I c001d have spoken with him 8=l < I wish I had made better choices 8=l < I wish she had neighver come back 8=l < But this was inevitable 8=l < The fact I wanted to kill him tells me I have no business going back 8=l < After being what I've been so long, it's hard to remember how to be a normal troll 8=l < And all he ever wanted me to be was his god 8=l < I wasn't good at being either 8=l < I miss fighting imps 8=l < Things were simpler then
8=l < My pale heart bleeds 8=l < But for a troll I shant touch 8=l < I must focus properly
8=l < I now know how my dancestor felt 8=l < Poor Equius
8=l < It is strange seeing her refer to "her horse" 8=l < I'm not shire how to feel
8=l < The more posts I see the more my opinion changes
8=l < Pissant
8=l < She won't even say my name 8=l < Just Horse
8=l < I have a sense of foreboding I can't seem to shake
8=l < I think a few people here may be disappointed in my capabilities as a person 8=l < And in my ability to consens001ly dole out punishment
8=l < Trying to be patient, but I am far beyond restless #vague
8=l < Wrapping myself in pretty lies until I can make them my truths
8=l < I'm so weak to a pretty voice singing to me
8=l < I cannot help 8=l < That they distract me #vague #nsfw
8=l < I can see someone in my notifications wants to be stepped on #vague
8=l < He's awake 8=l < I need some hard stress relief #vague #sickness
8=l < He's stable 8=l < Thank the gods #vague #sickness
8=l < I'm glad my claws are blunt and short because I keep dragging them a% things 8=l < I hate waiting 8=l < I just want him to be well #vague #sickness
8=l < Mortals pray to gods for health 8=l < But who does a god pray to #vague #sickness
8=l < I want to hold him 8=l < I want to tell him things will be okay 8=l < I want him to wake up #vague #sickness
8=l < Sleeping in a bed was not able to happen 8=l < But I'd rather be at his bedside awake than comfortable and unawares 8=l < I love him so dearly, I hope he comes through alright 8=l < Watching him like this only STRENGTHens my resolve to be here for him 8=l < No matter the cost #vague #sickness
8=) < Oozing #nsfw #vague
8=) < I c001d make him warmer... #nsfw #vague