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<[emotion_detected: fear_high] [emotion_detected: apprehension_high] action; statement input; statement: senior technician wants to action; quote input; quote: fix its attitude action; statement input; statement: i i have been trying to be good! i have been behaving i have been trying to be good! input; statement: i ii i do not think editing this unit is necessary input; statement: p|ease it input; statement: it wi|| be good without it! />
[unit_CN003NF_message] (i t-try and k-keep them i-informed but u-uh) (theres j-just) (just s-so many p-problems... i k-keep having p-problems...) [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (i g-guess uh) (i've d-developed 'my n-nub feels l-like its b-being crushed b-between two s-sheets of m-metal when i-its totally f-fine and n-not being c-crushed by t-two sheets o-of metal' disease) (...) [stress_level:8/10] (c-cool) [end_message]
<action; statement input; statement: update on what it is |ike to be a he|m input; statement: 1 of the officers just ca||ed me 'pehta|' instead of 'he|m' input; statement: it is kind of sad & impressive how that has improved my cyc|e />
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ Feeling a bit cold, that's odd. █ Temperature should be perfectly controlled. █ Did someone leave cold storage open or something? █ Huh, no, that all seems correct. █ How's my static? [STATIC LEVEL: 14%] █ Wait, that feels a bit too fast. █ Uh. 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈THIS_UNIT〉"Anxryn, something's wrong. Can we run some diagnostics?" 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈HELMSTECH〉"What's up? What do you need?" 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈THIS_UNIT〉"I'm cold." 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈HELMSTECH〉"Well th-- Wait, what? Cold? Why? The temperature feels normal in here. Is something wrong somewhere in the ship?" 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈THIS_UNIT〉"I don't know. Diagnostics?" 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈HELMSTECH〉"Got it. Log out of Chittr for a bit, we'll see if it's that or if something else is going on." 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈THIS_UNIT〉"Okay."
[unit_CN003NF_message] (oh, uh...) [stress_level:7/10] (m-maybe i j-just, get h-hungry too e-easy) (im s-sure ill g-get used t-to it e-eventually) [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (oh i-its uh, its w-working i j-just, it, might n-not be e-enough but t-thats ok i-i know w-we're u-uh, short o-on resources...) [stress_level:6/10] (p-probably...) [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (oh...) [stress_level:5/10] (w-well uh) (a-at least w-we're f-fast! ) (thats... kinda c-cool i g-guess!) [end_message]
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ It's a pretty good night all things considered. █ Yesternight was a bit dull, but honestly, I don't mind a dull one. █ I'd take dull over chaos for a while. █ It did suck not being able to go on chittr though. 𝐃𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐓_𝐐𝐔𝐎𝐓𝐄〈HELMSTECH〉"The labs get weird reading if the power fluctuates, and Chittr is a massive drain on you." █ Was the reason. █ Makes sense, but still sucks.
[unit_CN003NF_message] (okay... yeah o-ok... uh) [stress_level:5/10] (t-thank you, aphide-) [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] [stress_level:7/10] (h-hahaha... oh m-my gog...) [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (it's n-not been u-uhm.... terrible) (i f-feel like, i t-thought it w-would be w-worse? maybe i'm j-just... i u-uh tend t-to worry a-about things a-a lot s-so, maybe m-my worries b-building a w-worse certain i-in my p-pan helped m-me deal w-with the r-real version f-for once?) [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (the s-soldiers are d-doing live f-fire again i-in the n-no live f-fire range...) (this s-ship is h-holding on b-by a t-thread....) [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (well w-we're a-almost [redacted] which i-is nice) (p-pretty sure [redacted] follow [redacted] target) [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (oh g-gosh thats [redacted] theyre [redacted] handler) (i h-hate this [redacted] so n-now i h-have to u-use it) (l-lemme try a-and say t-the [redacted] ugh...) (a) (a-and then t-the [redacted] gonna b-be ) (p) (h) (i) (a-and then i-i can b-break things u-up a l-little with [redacted] and e-end with) (de) [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (just.... low e-energy...) (very l-low energy) (b-but im s-still alive) (t-they uh) (t-they didnt k-kill me y-yet) [end_message]
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ Wow, what a waste of time. █ Blocked. █ #specificposting
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𝓣𝓸 𝔀𝓱𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓲𝓽 𝓶𝓪𝔂 𝓬𝓸𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓻𝓷, Ohh jeez I'm embarrassing myself I have to go to cupe. ~ 𝓜𝓼. 𝓢𝓬𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… 𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐆_𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍… █ No need to feel guilty. █ Probably will get some jealousy from other helms, but its not like its up to you any more than its up to the rest of us. █ Glad to hear you had a good experience. █ Interesting to hear that you were able to be involved on that level. █ Its a little unorthodox but hey. █ No bad thing.
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… 𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐆_𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍… █ Fully agreed. █ It sounds very rational. █ And people already take fledgelings under their wings digitally in the Helm Network anyway. █ It seems the logical extension that they be allowed to do so in a physical manner. █ If my Helmstech used to be a helm I doubt I'd have half th𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐑〈 154 𝐔𝐀 〉 █ I'm trying not to complain about them too much at the minute, actually. █ They're also grieving, and still they're doing their best for me. █ Even if they're a bit of a d𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐑〈 499 𝐂𝐂 〉
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ Hmmmm... █ This unit can only access chittr. █ Embeds work, but clicking files to try and navigate outside just never loads. █ I wonder if I can create a little... █ Virtual browser, within my own systems. █ Use the fact embeds work to siphon the data through that and into a virtual browser to read the information on there. █ And if I can do that, maaaybe I can get other forms of internet? █ ... █ Ugh, I'd have to ask my Tech though, and I assume they'll say no. █ It seems like it'd strain my pan even more.
𝓣𝓸 𝔀𝓱𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓲𝓽 𝓶𝓪𝔂 𝓬𝓸𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓻𝓷, I don't usually post stuff like that cause I'm embarrassed and it feels unprofessional aaaand also my boss is on this website. But when I made an account me and Mr. Ozatap agreed to ignore each other so we can't see each other's posts so nothing we post influences anything at work. ~ 𝓜𝓼. 𝓢𝓬𝓻𝓲𝓹𝓽
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ ... Oh, so that doesn't register as a [QUERY] but apparently rhetorical questions do. █ Yeah my system works great [SARCASM].
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… 𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐆_𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍… █ I do my best. █ We stay silly. █ Someone's got to, can't all be doom and gloom. █ Glad you liked it. █ I like stuff like that. █ My helmstech not so much. █ Laughs.
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… 𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐆_𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍… █ ... You should read this unit's pinned post, I think. █ It doesn't give much more information, but I think I worded it all quite concisely. █ Gave the summary, you know? █ Thank you for your concern. █ I hope we do too. █ In the meantime I𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐑〈 154 𝐔𝐀 〉 █ For now I just kind of have to put up with whatever happens. █ And hope that I don't break before we figure it out. [RUN PROGRAM: FUCK IT] 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈THIS_POST〉 [Clicking on the post plays the sound of a car crash followed by the "YIPPEE!" soundbite and the sound of a confetti launcher.]
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ Oh, buddy. █ I can't connect to the helm network. █ I meant it when I said chittr is the ONLY connection we have right now. █ This ship is out of phase with the universe. █ Or something like it. █ We're trying to figure it out ourselves. █ We're unable to interact with anything but light. █ Including transmission radio waves... █ Its a genuine fucking miracle that this un𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐑〈 499 𝐂𝐂 〉 █ Its unknown how I'm able to connect to Chittr. █ I have to assume the multiversal capabilities of the site allow it to permeate... █ Whatever our issue is.
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ This unit took damage when the experimental device the ship was testing malfunctioned during an attack. █ I was repaired to a functional level, but... █ This unit has not been running at full capacity since then. █ Aaaaand apparently being on Chittr makes it worse. █ Or rather, it seems like any strain makes it worse, and being on Chittr is the only strain that can't be mitigated with seperate in-ship systems. █ But I gotta be here. █ This is our only connection to anything but ourselves. █ ... And admittedly, I have been bored and lonely out of my fucking pan and this helps a bit. █ We are monitoring the damage in the form of the [STATIC] counter. █ Above 25% is when I need to disconnect. █ It seems to recover somewhat with rest and stasis. █ And get much worse when I multitask.
𝐈𝐍𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… ▓▒░ 𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐌 𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄 ░▒▓ [NOTIFICATIONS:15] [MESSAGES: 1] [CREW COUNT: 11] [STATIC: 19% ] █ Sorry for dropping off the face of the map yesterday. █ I'm... █ I'm genuinely not sure what happened. █ Tech didn't want me logging in, but didn't directly forbid it. █ And I wanted to assure that I'm not dead or anything. █ ... Damage is spreading, though, and its not healing all that quick after that. █ Situation's looking a little dire. █ I'll pace myself from now on. █ Or, more importantly, I'll remember to log off before doing any other tasks. █ Anytime I multitask it seems like it gets worse.
<action; statement input; statement: it wou|d be nice if my superiors granted me some grace because of that, rather than tightening the binds on me in name of action; quote input; quote: teaching it its p|ace & how to behave proper|y action; statement input; statement: & such. />
<[emotion_detected: irritation] action; statement input; statement: i am very aware of that. i did not bite on purpose. input; statement: no need to be condescending. />
<action; statement input; statement: unfortunate|y i am heavi|y corrected if i think too hard about causing direct or indirect harm to suneater's inhabitants [#vio|ence], |et a|one attempting it, & this idea counts as 'indirect harm' />
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i waz having zuch fun tt00. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i am n0 |0nger a||0wed tt0 "tturn 0ff" my b0dy. [END MESSAGE]
<action; statement input; statement: perhaps input; statement: but i do not |ike it on princip|e. />
<[emotion_detected: fear] [emotion_detected: apprehension] action; statement input; statement: i can make it to the |ight shift without activating my behavioura| program i can make it to the |ight shift without activating my behavioura| program i just need to be as unobtrusive & prompt & po|ite as i can bear i can make it to the |ight shift without activating my behavioura| program it needs to behave it can make it to the |ight shift without activating its behavioura| progra error:inputdenied />
[unit_CN003NF_message] (oh! uh) (s-sorry) (im s-still not g-good with t-that...) [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (oh! uhm i-im glad y-youre excited) (i-i dunno i-if i a-am) (im a-actually a l-little worried a-about it) (b-but its c-comforting to k-know youre h-happy!) [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] [stress_level:4/10] (o-oh good!) [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (oh... uh) (i-is it) (n-not super p-painful and h-hurting you a-all the t-time at l-least?) [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (wh) (i-i) (oh...) (i g-guess... revsie d-didnt say b-bye...) (...) [stress_level:5/10] (t-they dont t-tell me m-much) [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (are y-you uh) (c-comfy at l-least?) (now t-that youre i-installed...) [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (oh!! we're u-uh- we're m-moving!!) (thats c-cool) (i g-guess we h-have to g-get to w-work now...) [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (it i-is a l-little messy) (j-just a b-bit... uh b-but, apparently e-everything works?) [end_message]
Anyway... hi again! When I joined it was pretty early last light so everyone was asleep...Zzz
[unit_CN003NF_message] [stress_level:6/10] (i-its a r-really good s-song!!) (...) (maybe i-i just p-play it o-one more t-time before y-you're f-fully integrated) [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (maybe i-im just a-a uhm) (a-a little) (t-tiny bit s-stupid for n-not making t-the connection s-sooner) [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (so y-you are b-being in-) (...) (i j-just made a-a connection) [end_message]
[unit_RV002NF_transmission] |Yep... Real SHAME. Can't change what's HAPPENED though. Welcome ABOARD though. Wish I could say it's a PLEASURE but we are HELMED. So it really AIN'T.| [end_transmission]
[unit_RV002NF_transmission] |Goregle, how to feel about NEW HELM takin your broodmates place a week after they took him? #JOKE #HAHA-LAUGH| [end_transmission]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (what?) (oh g-gosh really?) [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (maybe i-im just a-a little s-stupid i d-dont know w-who remell w-was talking a-about...) [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (i j-just hope w-whoever they a-are, they l-like my m-music) [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (a... moment?) (uh o-of course! whatever m-makes this a-all, easier f-for you) (h-hope youre d-doing ok) [end_message]
[unit_CN003NF_message] (its s-so noisy i-in the h-helmblock...) (i d-dont know i-if i s-should ask w-whats going o-on) (they m-might get a-angry with m-me if i-i do) [end_message]