𝚂𝚎𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜
@discardedPasts
No matter how buried the memories always resurface
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @croesuskingpin "back In My Day, We Had To Take Pain Like Real Men." It Was Hard To Listen To Him Talk, Not After What He Had Done, It Was Terrible, It Was Hard On Your Fins, Even The Pitch Made Your Spine Tremble And Quiver In Fear. "not Whatever You Have Going On, You Seem Scared All The Time, Is There A Reason, Ritchy?" Yes, Yes There Was– But You're Way Too Afraid To Say It Out Loud. "not Talkative Tonight, Are We?" Eskari Chuckles And Laughs, His Heavy Body Falling Over Yours, Putting Pressure On It. You Can't Even Bother To Complain Or Make A Sound Of Displeasure. You're Not A Wriggler Anymore, You Don't Need Him To Help You Fall Asleep. "hm, I See, I Understand If You're Mad At Me." But, To Be Honest, You Didn't Feel Any Particular Way About All This Anymore. Hopefully You Will Forget When You're Older. eskari Groans And Sits Up, Rolling Out Of Your Bed– Just So...casually, Like He Had Done Nothing. "good Light." #cw-implied-abuse oh My 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗 ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀
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Well Then
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @nightterrorpsychologist it Feels Like Second Nature By The Time You Reach 14. you Wake Up Feeling Awful, You Didn't Even Get A Full 5 Hours In So You Go To Make A Cup Of Coffee, There's A Reason You Keep The Coffee Maker In Your Room Now. it's Practically Routine. you Don't Remember Who You Were Talking To But You've Been More Irritable Lately, The Blood On Your Arms Is The Only Blanket Of Comfort You Have. it's Practically Routine. you Go Out For A Walk, Once Again A Small Part Of Your Brain Hoping To Die. It Would Be So Easy To Jump Into The Falls. You Don't, But You Wonder How Your Mother Would React, If She Would Even Notice. ga: Rose Please Back Away From The Falls tt: Sorry Kanaya, There's Nothing To Worry About I Just Got Lost In Thought Again. why Does She Worry... it's Becoming Routine. you Follow Strange Noises, Investigate Anything Off. Something Does Lunge At You And Your Forget Your Goal And Instead Hit It With A Book. Great Going Rosalina. another Failure. It's Time To Go Home. it's Routine. you're On Your 8th Caffeinated Beverage Of The Day And Talking To Your Friends. You Don't Talk About What You Did Today, They All Know, All Of This Is Normal, It's Routine By Now, Day After Day, Wanting So Badly To Escape This Cycle. it's Routine, It's All A Fucking Routine. why Does It Feel Like A Decade Later Time Is Repeating Itself? #cw-self-harm #suicidal-ideation #gore tick Tock 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗 ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀
I suppose at this point I'm just proving that time is a flat circle.
Indeed It Is
Don't Forget, I'm With You In The Dark
plEAsE dOnt
Why Not?
I cAnnOt lEt thEm sEE plEAsE thE dArk Is cOmfOrtIng yOU cAn bE yOUrsElf whErE nO OnE mAy nOtIcE
Everyone's True Colors Show Eventually
Somewhat Near 10k Kull... I Have Something Planned For That Actually.
I was just thinkin about you yesterday, oddly enough. Good to see you back
I'm Never Truly Forgotten.
How Do You All Feel Today?
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Good To Hear It.
Worrse now. Been a bit, ain't it?
It Has Been A While Hasn't It.
...Mnh. Hope yerr doin' arrrright.
Quite Fine.
No different from most days this past week, which isn't exactly a good thing.
Your Suffering Is Inevitable, It Is Our Birthright You Know.
I am well aware.
Indeed You Are.
Oh. The memory viewer is back. Joy.
Always A Pleasure.