𝚂𝚎𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜
@discardedPasts
No matter how buried the memories always resurface
By Technical Definition I Probably Count For This Whole Lot Of Myself, But Names Aren't Exactly Matching Up So I Will Stay Silent And Let The Lalondes Get Their Words In.
Hm.
Oh Space, Your Beauty Defines Everything.
[COMBO S7^R7++] ^ fellow enjoyer of 7he mo7her of ^ll, I see° [COMBO -- BROKEN]
Fabrications Are Not The Originals, They're Easy To Spot And Tamper With. Easy To Remove Parts Of, But The Originals Always Remain Buried.
Drowning In Bubbles, Waves Crashing Overhead. I'll Find Her Eventually, Just Need To Go Deeper.
Ever Trap Someone In And Endless Loop In An Endless Loop Of Their Worst Memories?
i usually gꙮ with hꙮwever lꙮng it takes fꙮr them tꙮ be permanently scarred frꙮm the experience. infinity is a bit ꙮverkill, mꙮst ꙮf the time - The Non-Mystical Regular Guy Man
The Voyage For Her Has Reaped No Rewards, So Best To Continue Forth And Keep Searching
How Is Everyone's Traumas And Tribulations Today?
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘:@custodialfabrication 🧹🧽 <people Listened. true Words. i Mattered. schedules Altered. people Waited. people Corrected. absolution Always. heard Words. right Clothes. good Times. did Good. helped Everyone. success Encloses. people Rely. people Depend. people Trap. expensive Trap. ceremonial Trap. left Quietly. no Sermon. no Warning. no Farewell. walked Away. found Work. small Work. low Work. easy Work. dead End. good Enough. nobody Listens. nobody Waits. nobody Asks. nobody Needs. perfect Arrangement. clock In. clean Messes. move Boxes. fix Nothing. leave Eventually. work Returns. floors Dirty. trash Fills. people Spill. nothing Lasts. very Comforting. no Calling. no Station. no Importance. no Audience. just Work. 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗 simplistic ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀
🧹🧽 <my shit. spilled out. clean up. aisle here. fuck lady. who submitted? kill yourself. #cw-self-harm
Love
Break Is Over, I Am Back.
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @megalomemes its Weird, At First, You Dont Remember Much Of It, Though, Waking Up In A Pile Of Corpses Isnt Really That Fun ....you Comb Through The Bodies, The Thousands, You Dont Really Remember How Many It Was, But It Was A Lot, More Than Enough To Fill A Chapel, Or Build A Castle Out Of Your Own Bones you Heft Each And Every One Of Them Onto Your Shoulders, And Onto The Piles, Deep Breath In, Deep Breath Out over and Over you Go Hive That Night, Palms Stained With Your Own Blood you Catch Your Reflection In The Mirror who Was That? you Dont Recognize The Face Looking Back At You deep Breath In, Deep Breath Out just A Trick Of The Light, Or Some Kind Of Ghost, No Reason For Concern you Get Back To Work each Body, Lifted With The Care She Deserves, Carried As If She Was The Most Important Thing In The World and Again you Go Hive and See Someone Who Isnt You In The Mirror deep Breath In, Deep Breath Out something Is Wrong something Is Terribly Wrong you Dont Know What, But.... deep Breath In deep Breath Out you Sit Down In The Shower, And Turn The Water On, Letting It Soak Into Your Chitin deep Breath In deep Breath Out you Lay Back, Staring Up Into The Water youll Take A Break Tomorrow tomorrow Comes you Dont Take A Break you Dont Take Breaks thats Just What You Do, You Keep Working more Bodies more Piles you Come Hive, And Look At The Mirror, Someone Else Stares Back, You Grip The Sink deep Breath In, Deep Breath Out you Look Down, Anywhere But The Mirror then Back At The Mirror, Someone Else.... you Push Yourself Away From The Mirror, And Collapse In The Shower.... a Time Player That Doesnt Know Who She Is? What A Fuck- Stop you Slam Your Fist Into The Tile, Denying That Thought Any Mercy you Sit Up, Turn On The Water and Think Of Nothing, Ignoring The Purple Dripping Off Of Your Body, Ignoring The Blood Pouring From Your Hand.... you Think Of Nothing #blood #karamacorpseparty #gore #slight-horror #death #one-becomes-three 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗 rigor Mortis ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀
Back From My Bi Weekly Leave For At Least A Short Bit
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @tipsygender this Will Fix You, That’s Why You’ve Been Repeating To Yourself. you’d Be Lying If You Said You Weren’t Scared, No Scared Isn’t Strong Enough, You Are Fucking Terrified, How Did You Let You Harasser Convince You Of This? “no More Emotions Or Painful Memories. Just. Efficiently Living Life.” that Was Her Claim. now You’re Here, Strapped To A Table, Lights Blinding You. “i Dont Want This” You Mutter. a Chip In Your Brain That Will Fuck With Your Emotions And Memories What Were You Thinking? This Is…well It’s A Lobotomy Basically! “i Changed My Mind, Pls Just Let Me Go Home” some Of The Workers Are Apologizing To You, It Doesn’t Really Register Through Your Sobs “do Not Stop The Operation, That Is A Direct Order” You Hear Temora Yell, And Your Blood Runs Cold. you're Not Getting Out Of This With Your Mind Intact, You Don't Want To Accept It. “if Someone Decides You Deserve To Suffer Again It Can Be Undone.” That’s Why She Said. That’s Why You Caved In, You Don’t Want This Anymore. you Don’t Want This. you Don- #cw-lobotomy #cw-torture #horror 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗 it Is Said The Definition Of Insanity Is Doing The Same Action Over And Over Again Expecting A Different Outcome. ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @embellishedbookworm it Was A Date. How Long Has It Been Since You Had Been On A Date? No, How Long Had It Been Since You'd Been On A Date With Someone New? Roxy Was That Someone New. Things Had Been So Exciting Between You, And Then They Got Hurt. They Got Hurt Bad. You Realized You Needed To Be There For Them. It Was One Of The Most Important Things You Could Do. they Were The One Who Asked You Out. A Hot Drink. The Stars. It Took Some Time, But That's Exactly What The Date Was. But It Was Magical. There Were Lights In The Yard, The Stars Were More Visible Than You Had Ever Seen, And Even In Just Cuddling Them, Everything Felt Perfect. You Had Always Thought Of Dates As This Big To-do, But They Showed You How A Small Date Could Be A Wonderful Thing. and You Loved Them. It's Hard To Say, Because Of Course It Is. You Wouldn't Be You If Expressing How You Feel Was Easy, But They Fell Into Your Life And Made A Home There. By The End, When The Two Of You Were Cuddling, You Knew You Wanted More. @tipsygender 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗 Drama Much? ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀
the pain of getting my heart ripped out of my chest would be easier if it was literal.
That's An Awful Lot Of Memories Discarded At Once.
Do you think you could hold onto those in a separate container?
Pitty.
Sorry For My Extended Absence.
An Enjoyable Nap That Was.
Lovely Day We're Having.