@ARCHIVEADDICT I DON’T KNOW IF YOU WILL FORGIVE MY NEGLIGENCE BUT I DO WISH TO ALSO OFFER A SINCERE APOLOGY FOR MY ACTIONS ALSO DAMAGING YOUR FOREST. FROM WHERE I STAND RIGHT NOW, I DIDN’T KNOW IT HAD DONE DAMAGE THERE AS WELL BUT I GUESS THAT’S WHAT YOU GET FOR GETTING LOCKED UP ALMOST THE EXACT SAME CYCLE AS THE DAY OF THE COLLAPSE. I HOPE NO ONE ELSE GOT HURT THERE AS WELL.
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TRUE AS THAT MIGHT BE, TAKE THIS AS A TROLL TRYING TO MAKE SOME SORT OF AMENDS TO THOSE WHOM I’VE HURT. I KNOW THE REST OF MY LIFE WILL BE IN HERE AND WHEN THE TIME COMES I WANT TO AT LEAST GO KNOWING I TRIED TO APOLOGIZE WITH WHAT LITTLE ABILITY I HAVE TO DO ANYTHING HERE.
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OK. ARADIA IF THAT’S WHAT YOU WANT THEN SURE I’LL DO THAT.
really bad time for this
ARE YOU FUCKING DEMENTED?! WHAT MAKES YOU THINK THAT THIS IS EVER THE RIGHT MOVE? LOOK, I UNDERSTAND WHERE YOU'RE COMING FROM WITH THIS- IT IS A TRULY KARKAT NOTION TO WANT TO APOLOGIZE FOR OUR ENTIRE EXISTENCE, BUT FORCING HER TO SEE THIS. TO SEE *YOU*. ON THE FUCKING TIMELINE AFTER YOU ALREADY FUCKED HER LIFE UP? WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU? WHAT DID YOU EXPECT THE OUTCOME TO BE HERE? "OH KARKAT, IT'S OKAY! I FORGIVE YOU! LET'S FROLIC IN THE FIELDS TOGETHER!" YOU REALLY MUST BE THE MOST DENSE MOTHERFUCKER TO HAVE EVER LIVED AND YOU'RE MAKING THE REST OF US LOOK BAD BY COMPARISON. THE IDEA THAT I HAVE THE CAPACITY TO BECOME YOU MAKES ME SO SICK TO MY ACID TRACT THAT I MIGHT START PUKING JUST IN SHEER HORROR OF WHAT YOU'VE BECOME. YOU'RE NOT JUST A LIAR AND A FRAUD, YOU'RE A SELFISH PRICK. A WALKING DISASTER. GET A FUCKING JOB, STAY AWAY FROM HER.
IF YOU’RE DONE. I WAS TOLD I SHOULD APOLOGIZE TO HER BY IT SEEMS SOMEONE WHOM IS CLOSE TO HER IN THE FIRST PLACE. SO DON’T GO TWISTING THIS AS A “OH KARKAT WANTED TO BE AN ASS AND MAKE EVERY ONE IN FUCKING EXISTENCE GAG AT THE REALITY THAT HE IS STILL ALIVE.” I WAS SIMPLY TRYING TO APOLOGIZE TO HER PERSONALLY SINCE THE YOUNG TROLL SUGGESTED IT. SECOND DON’T THINK FOR A SECOND THAT I THOUGHT THIS WOULD BE SOME HAPPY REUNION. I KNOW THAT I HAVE HURT A LOT OF LIVES AND I AM NOT SO INNOCENT THAT I WOULD BELIEVE THAT SHE WOULD ACCEPT AN APOLOGY AND ACT LIKE I DIDN’T RUIN HER AND MANY OTHERS LIVES. BUT I WOULD LIKE TO APOLOGIZE TO EVERYONE WHOM THE DAMAGE I CAUSED HURT. THIRD. I WOULD LOVE TO GO OUT AND GET A FUCKING JOB BUT AS I HAVE STATED IN MANY OTHER COMMENTS AND POSTS, I AM STILL IN JAIL. ONE OF THE JAILERS GAVE ME THIS PALMHUSK. I CAN’T GET A JOB YOU FUCK. AND LASTLY, I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT YOU’RE TALKING ABOUT “HAVE THE CAPACITY TO BECOME YOU”? I DON’T KNOW WHO THE HELL YOU ARE ASSHOLE, BUT TRUST ME WHEN I SAY I PLAN TO LEAVE HER ALONE.
IF YOU HAD ANY SENSE YOU'D HAVE NEVER REPLIED TO ME. ALSO, YOUR STUPIDITY IS NEVER MY FUCKING PROBLEM, I'M NOT GOING TO EXPLAIN ALL OF THIS SHIT TO YOU SO YOU CAN JUST KEEP WALLOWING IN THE MUCK OF YOUR OWN DEEP FRIED THINK PAN. WHOEVER TOLD YOU TO APOLOGIZE TO HER IS AT BEST IGNORANT AND AT WORST DOWNRIGHT FUCKING MALICIOUS. THIS IS NOT WHAT SHE NEEDS, THIS DOESN'T HELP ANYONE. ALL IT DOES IS SERVE YOU TO APPEASE YOUR WOUNDED EGO AND MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER ABOUT ALL THE SHIT YOU DID. JAIL IS THE *LEAST* YOU FUCKING DESERVE- ON ALTERNIA YOU'D HAVE BEEN RIGHTLY CULLED AND BECOME A LOST FOOTNOTE TO HISTORY. THE FACT THAT YOU STILL TYPE IN THAT NEON, EYE-SEARING LIME TELLS ME EVERYTHING I NEED TO KNOW. YOU MIGHT *THINK* YOU'RE SORRY, BUT YOU'RE NOT. YOU'RE JUST SORRY YOU GOT CAUGHT. YOU TRULY ARE THE WORST, MOST PATHETIC KARKAT.