The imposter
@imposterSyndrome
I MISS THE DAYS I WASNT STUCK BEHIND BARS. AT LEAST I DONT NEED TO BE BORED FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.
// i do have plans for this little fucker right here. he will die. he will join the after life soon. he just needs to get to that point. for those interested in this imposter, dont worry he will be around even after he finally joined the dreams but i intend on him doing what he can to really apologize for what he did. hes still a karkat. he still takes all the blame onto himself but in the same breath he doesnt want to be hated as much as he hates himself. a few things will never change like the fact that he called himself a limeblood when he very much was not. hes still to scared of others knowing what he really is. or the fact that this whole event will way on his mind forever. but he is willing to be "fixed". so if you want to join in trying to make this man see his faults and stuff, please come join the fun! #Talkofdeath
OH I THINK I UNDERSTAND NOW.. I GET IT.. I HOPE.. THIS WILL AT LEAST RIGHT SOME OF THE WRONGS IVE DONE... #CW-SELF-HARM? #HORROR
I dou8t very much that there is enough good karma out there to right what wrongs you have caused, 8ut please feel free to hope anyway!!!!!!!!
NOT THAT ANYONE CARES OR NEEDS TO CARE BUT I HAVENT BEEN FEELING SO GOOD...
YOU KNOW IN HIND SIGHT.. GIVING ME A PLAMHUSK WAS NOT A GREAT IDEA.
I w★s ★ctu★lly going to ★sk ★bout th★t ye★h.
I GUESS ONE OF THE GUARDS HERE FELT SOME SORT OF PITY FOR ME OR SOMETHING. HE GAVE ME THIS AS THE ONLY TIE TO THE OUTSIDE WORLD. IMAGINE IF YOU WILL, JUST ME SITTING HERE ON THE FLOOR OF MY CELL WAITING FOR THE ONLY ENRICHMENT I GET IN MY CYCLES TO COME VISIT ME SO IM NOT ALONE, WHEN THIS BIG GUARD WALKS OVER AND PUSHES A PALMHUSK THROUGH MY BARS. I LOOKED AT HIM AS HE WALKED AWAY LIKE HE WAS CRAZY AND HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE.
THERE WAS NO APPS ON THIS DEVICE BESIDES THE INTERWEBS. NOT EVEN ABLE TO USE THIS THING FOR ITS INTENDED PURPOSE. MAYBE IF I WAS AS GOOD AT HACKING I WOULD BE ABLE TO DO THAT BUT IM NOT CHANGING THE ONLY THING I HAVE RIGHT NOW TO BLOW UP IN MY FACE.
WHAT MADE YOU WANT TO RESPOND TO THIS CHITT ANYWAYS? YOU COULD HAVE KEPT SCROLLING.
Curiosity I suppose, j★il is ★ pretty unf★mili★r concept to me so I w★s wondering if p★lmhusks were st★nd★rd for j★il residents.
NO THEY ARENT. I LIVE ON BEFORUS SO RULES ARE APPARENTLY MORE LAX THAN ALTERNIAN BUT HERE NO. ITS NOT. I DO APPRECIATE THIS CONVERSATION THOUGH.
Yeye, hope you c★n find more I guess. J★il sounds re★l boring.
// i do have plans for this little fucker right here. he will die. he will join the after life soon. he just needs to get to that point. for those interested in this imposter, dont worry he will be around even after he finally joined the dreams but i intend on him doing what he can to really apologize for what he did. hes still a karkat. he still takes all the blame onto himself but in the same breath he doesnt want to be hated as much as he hates himself. a few things will never change like the fact that he called himself a limeblood when he very much was not. hes still to scared of others knowing what he really is. or the fact that this whole event will way on his mind forever. but he is willing to be "fixed". so if you want to join in trying to make this man see his faults and stuff, please come join the fun! #Talkofdeath
mmongus
YOU KNOW... SITTING ALONE WITH YOUR THOUGHTS IN A JAIL CELL REALLY DOES GIVE A MAN TIME TO THINK... I.. I REALLY DIDNT MEAN FOR SO MUCH RUIN TO COME FROM WHAT I DID.. I KNOW ILL NEVER FULLY MAKE IT UP TO THOSE WHO I HURT BUT... I WASNT JOKING ABOUT REGRETTING MY ACTIONS.
OK IM BREAKING THIS THING DOWN AND RESPONDING AS I READ IT CAUSE THIS SEEMS TO BE GETTING OUT OF HAND AND CAUSING MY HEAD TO SPIN. I DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED FOR MY BLOOD COLOR TO BE WIPED FROM EXISTENCE IN YOUR TIMELINE. I DONT KNOW WHY I WAS HATCHED WRONG NOR WHY I DONT HAVE THE ABILITIES OF MY BLOOD. YES GAMZEE IS HIS NAME. THE WARDEN HAD TO TELL ME SINCE HE CAME TO VISIT ME. I DONT KNOW HOW HE FOUND OUT ABOUT ME OR WHY HE STARTED VISITING ME IN ALL HONESTY BUT.. HES REALLY NICE AND DOESN'T TREAT ME LIKE A MURDERER. I GUESS I WOULD HAVE TO SAY HES PROBABLY THE CLOSEST I HAVE TO A MOIRAIL THOUGH I WOULDNT EVEN LUMP HIM IN THERE EITHER DUE TO WHAT I AM AND NOT WANTING TO LUMP HIM IN WITH MY STUPID SHIT. YES I AM HAPPY THAT AT LEAST ONE OF US FUCK UPS CAN HAVE A CHANCE AT HAPPINESS. AND I DONT KNOW FOR SURE. HE COULD BE DOING SO FOR ALL OF THE STUPID ASSHOLES IN HERE. ALL I KNOW IS HE VISITS OFTEN AND SOMEHOW HE DOES A GREAT JOB OF KEEPING ME FROM DOING ANYTHING STUPID.. I DONT KNOW HOW MANY TIMES HES MADE ME LAUGH OR SMILE AT SOMETHING HE DID.. WISH WE HAD MET BEFORE ALL THIS.
hMmMmM CoUlD Go aSkIn oUr h.i.c i tHiNk sHe's oN HeRe oR A FeW Or tHeM. wOuLdN'T ReCoMmEnD It, EvEn i dOn't fUcK WiTh tHe h.b.i.c I Do fEeL LiKe i'vE SeEn tHiS CoLoR, fEeLs fAmIlIaR BuT My pAn's bEeN CoOkEd bRoThEr )O: GrEaT HoNkInG JoKe tHaT Is mOtHeRfUcKiNg eXiStEnCe i gUeSs. We fInD A WaY MaN, gOt lIkE ThIs pUlL On uS. cOmE On mAn jUsT AsK, sUrE He'd lIkE To bE YoUr rAiL. mIgHt eVeN FuCkInG BrEaK YoU OuT If yOu aSkEd. I'D Do aNyThInG FoR My kK, fOr aNy kK ReAlLy. (o: I LiKe hEaRiNg tHaT MaN, gOt mY PuShEr aLl sOfT OnE Of mE'S StIlL GeTs yOu lAuGhInG.
WHAT EXACTLY HAVE YOU DONE TO COOK YOUR PAN MAKARA? YOU CAN SAY THAT AGAIN. I WOULDNT. I WONT. I DONT WANT HIM TO ACTUALLY BREAK ME OUT. IF HE DID HE MIGHT EVEN END UP IN HERE WITH ME. I WOULD NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN IF THAT WERE THE CASE.. OH COURSE HE DOES. HES A MIME. THEIR WHOLE TROUPE HAVE TAKEN A VOW OF SILENCE BUT EVEN WITHOUT HIS VOICE HE COULD MAKE ANYONE SMILE. I HOPE WHEN IM GONE THAT HE MAKES MANY OTHERS HAPPY AFTER ME. . .
lIkE A WhOlE LiSt mAn? SoPoR MoThErFuCkIn sLiMe, GoIn cOlD TuRkEy oN ThAt. CrAcKiNg uP FiNdInG My mOsT SaCrEd tExT WeRe jUsT A FaKe aSs jOkE. nOt eVeN A FuNnY OnE BrOtHeR. kIlLiNg a fEw rIgHtEoUs bRoS. lIsTeNiNg tO A SwEeT TaLkIn' PuPpEt. MoSt oF ThAt sHiT WaS LiKe iN A DaY. uUuUuUh gEtTiNg cUt iN HaLf aLl tHe wAy uP LiKe fUcKiNg hOtDoG StYlE. pRoBaBlY StUfF BeFoRe tHaT ToO BuT ThE PuPpEt yA SeE. )o: Aw bRo aNd yOu'rE WaY ChIlL, dOn't wAnT YoU RoTtIn aWaY In tHeRe mAn. mMm, DoN'T ThInK ThAt wAs a tHiNg iS ThE DaRk cArNiVaL, bEiN Up uNdEr tHe bIg tOp sEeM LiKe a fUcKiNg lIfE TiMe aGo mAn. WhY ThEy gOtTa bE SiLeNt tO Do aLl tHiS MiRtH SpReAdInG? )O: cOmE On mAn yA'Ll gOt pLeNtY Of sWeEpS ToGeThEr tO CoMe.
... WOW THATS.. THATS A LOT OF STUFF. ILL GIVE THAT TO YOU. YOU ALTERNIAN COUNTERPARTS ARE KIND OF STRANGE. NOT IN A BAD WAY JUST.. DIFFERENT. NO WE DONT HAVE THAT MUCH LONGER. I KNOW WE DONT. DONT ASK ME HOW. I KNOW IVE LIVED LONGER THAN WHAT WAS INTENDED FOR ME BUT FOR SOME REASON HERE I AM. I DONT WANT TO BE HERE FOR ALL OF EXISTENCE. I WANT OUT BUT.. I DONT BELONG OUT THERE. IM A FREAK OF NATURE. SOME SICK JOKE PLAYED ON OUR UNIVERSE. IM MESSED UP AND BROKEN. ALWAYS HAVE BEEN. THE FACT I MADE IT TO ADULTHOOD IS IN ITSELF A.. MIRACLE. I WISH THERE WAS MORE MIRTH FOR ME. I WISH A LOT OF THINGS BUT MY REALITY IS MORE BLEAK THAN THAT. IF I COULD REDO THIS LIFE I WOULD... I WOULD HAVE BEEN HONEST. TRULY LET OTHERS KNOW MY FEELINGS. SPEAK OF WHAT WAS WRONG INSTEAD OF BURYING MY HEAD IN SHAME... I WOULD DO EVERYTHING FOR THOSE WHO I CONSIDERED FRIENDS. I WOULD PROTECT WHAT MATTERED MOST.. I WOULD LIKE TO THINK IF I COULD RE DO EVERYTHING I WOULD LEARN TO BE A LEADER. HAVE A MOIRAIL LIKE YOU.. MAYBE FIND CONNECTIONS, BONDS I COULD REALLY HOLD ON TO.. AND I WOULD HOPE I WOULD NEVER LET GO. I HOPE I WOULD LEARN TO FORGIVE THOSE AROUND ME AND EVENTUALLY MYSELF.. I WOULDNT PLAY BEING SOMEONE OR SOMETHING ELSE.. ID JUST BE ME.. JUST KARKAT.
yEaH, jUsT MoSt oF ThE StUfF I ReMeMbEr. YeAh yA'Ll aReN'T ThAt bAd. HeArD YoU WeRe rEaLlY StUcK Up bUt i lIkE YoU MaN. i lIkE YoU A LoT. )o: MaN, bUmMiNg mE OuT TaLkIn lIkE ThIs. AlL ThAt sHiT SoUnDs lIkE ThE Kk i kNoW. hE'S LiL BuT He yAp's sO MuCh. ReAl hOnEsT AnD GoT HiS WhOlE PuMp bIsCuIt iN EvErYtHiNg. ThAt's wHy i lIkE ThE GuY So mUcH. hE CaReS AnD I AlWaYs wOnDeReD WhErE A MoThErFuCkEr gOt aLl tHaT FrOm. ThErE'S ThIs wElL In yOu vAnTaS. dUnNo wHy iT'S ThErE Or hOw iT WeNt aNd gOt iNsIdE Ya'lL BuT MaN It's rEaLlY FuCkInG SoMeThInG. gUeSs tHaT'S WhErE YeR FiRe wEnT? i sEeN It mAn, AiN'T NoThInG ElSe lIkE It. AlL ThAt wIsHiN AnD HoPiN YeR DoInG BrO ... ShIt cOmEs tRuE. nOt aLl oF It, SoMe sHiT'S OuTtA MoThErFuCkErS CoNtRoL BuT YeAh a lOt oF It dOeS. DuNnO If kNoWiNg tHaT MaKeS It eAsIeR, i hOpE It dOeS BrOtHeR. cAn't gO ChEcKiNg oUt tOo mOtHeRfUcKiNg sOoN EvEn iF It hUrTs
IM STUCK UP? I DONT SEE THAT BUT OF COURSE OTHERS WILL HAVE THEIR VIEWS I SUPPOSE. I MAY NOT BE THE BEST OF PEOPLE BUT I NEVER CONSIDERED THAT I WAS BEING THAT HARSH.. SO.. YOUR KARKAT IS WHAT I WISHED FOR? THEN I GUESS ITS NOT ALL FOR NOT.. SORRY IF IM BUMING YOU OUT JUST. I HAVE A LOT THIS CONVERSATION IS MAKING CLEAR TO ME. NO. I CANT LEAVE YET.. I HAVE TO SAY GOODBYE FIRST. THERE'S A TROLL FROM YOUR WORLD WHOS COMING TO VISIT ME. I HAVE THE DECENCY TO AT LEAST BE HERE FOR MEET HIM AND I WOULD LIKE TO SEE MY GAMZEE ONE LAST TIME BUT I KNOW ITS COMING. THANK YOU MAKARA. FOR THIS CONVERSATION. FOR EVERYTHING. YOU'VE BROUGHT ME A LITTLE HOPE EVEN IF IT IS FLEETING. I HOPE YOUR KARKAT NEVER LETS GO.
// wish i could edit this to add the hashtags! #talkofdeath #twpossibleplanning
gUeSs iT WaS A CaTcH AlL BoUt yA'Ll fRoM ThAt tImElInE? I GuEsS? nO WaY Of kNoWiN FoR SuRe bUt i'd lIkE To tHiNk sO? sAmE NaMe aNd wHaT NoT. )O: iM GlAd tO HeLp bUt mAn i dOn't rEaLlY LiKe wHeRe tHiS Is gOiNg ... eVeN ThO I CaN'T StOp yOu )O: ... YeAh mAn, GlAd i cOuLd lIkE HeLp. BuT PlEaSe aT LeAsT AsK ThAt mE? eVeN If iT'S SeLfIsH. fEeL LiKe i gOtTa aT LeAsT TrY. #tWpOsSiBlEpLaNnInG #tAlKoFdEaTh // AdDeD JuSt iN CaSe
THANK YOU. BUT I WONT. I KNOW YOUR PROBABLY RIGHT. THAT HE WOULD BE SO SWEET AND KIND AND SAY YES BUT.. IVE HURT ENOUGH OF THOSE WHO I CONSIDERED TO BE CLOSE WITH. I WONT BE WHAT BRINGS HIM DOWN TOO. HEH MAYBE THIS IS ALL IT TOOK FOR ME TO BELIEVE IN SOMETHING. ITS WHAT YOU THINK. IVE MADE UP MY MIND. AT LEAST IT MEANS I WONT BE ABLE TO DO MORE DAMAGE. #TWPLANNINGDEATH #TALKOFDEATH #TWSELFHARM ? //I DONT KNOW WHAT OTHER HASHTAGS TO PUT HERE. IF THERES MORE I SHOULD LET ME KNOW I REALLY DONT WANT TO ACTUALLY TRIGGER PEOPLE.
I HAVE DECIDED TO MAKE A NEW POST. WHO HERE HAS SOME MUSIC THEY THINK I WOULD LIKE?
(^･ω･^) < HOW ABOUT THIS ONE??? #music <h>https://youtu.be/LtDlfPYzs38?si=C8YzCtAT3TMXg41b</h>
(^･ω･^) < PRETTY SURE ITS A HUMAN LIFE CYCLE STAGE, LOOK I WON'T GIVE THIS UP UNTIL I FIND SOMETHING!!!
(^･ω･^) < THIS ONE??? <h>https://youtu.be/NHXYKpHG7Rk?si=7M0hFutMLr7i4hyg</h>
(^･ω･^) < GOOD BECAUSE I WAS ABOUT TO SEND YOU BABY SHARK IF YOU HATED THAT ONE!!!
(^･ω･^) < IT WOULD HAVE B33N FUNNY!!!
… I’M ALSO GOING TO HAVE TO CATCH UP ON EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED WHILE I’VE BEEN IN HERE… INCLUDING MUSIC… FUCK MY LIFE…
I’M SORRY..? WHAT WAS THE THOUGHT PROCESS BEHIND OUR TWO WORLDS? ALTERNIA? ALTERNATE? BEFORUS? BEFORE US? REALLY? WHAT? WHAT WAS THE POINT? DID SOMEONE JUST GET LAZY AT NAMING THINGS? UGH… THIS IS SO FUCKING STUPID...
GAMZEE. NO IT’S NOT FUNNY. I SWEAR.. WHEN ARE YOU COMING NEXT? IT’S BEEN OVER 7 CYCLES..
@ARCHIVEADDICT I DON’T KNOW IF YOU WILL FORGIVE MY NEGLIGENCE BUT I DO WISH TO ALSO OFFER A SINCERE APOLOGY FOR MY ACTIONS ALSO DAMAGING YOUR FOREST. FROM WHERE I STAND RIGHT NOW, I DIDN’T KNOW IT HAD DONE DAMAGE THERE AS WELL BUT I GUESS THAT’S WHAT YOU GET FOR GETTING LOCKED UP ALMOST THE EXACT SAME CYCLE AS THE DAY OF THE COLLAPSE. I HOPE NO ONE ELSE GOT HURT THERE AS WELL.
please d0 call me rustmaid. it reflects 0ther me's title in a way if find entertaining. 0r call me aradia. make it as c0nfusing as p0ssible t0 differentiate us. it w0uld be funny. 0u0
TRUE AS THAT MIGHT BE, TAKE THIS AS A TROLL TRYING TO MAKE SOME SORT OF AMENDS TO THOSE WHOM I’VE HURT. I KNOW THE REST OF MY LIFE WILL BE IN HERE AND WHEN THE TIME COMES I WANT TO AT LEAST GO KNOWING I TRIED TO APOLOGIZE WITH WHAT LITTLE ABILITY I HAVE TO DO ANYTHING HERE.
tHE ONE YOU KNOW AS "tHE rANKMA1D" 1S TO ME mEG1DO-SAN, rANKMA1D-SENSE1, OR MORE PERSONAL TERMS OF ENDEARMENT. 1 W1LL KEEP 1N M1ND YOUR PREFERENCES FOR THE FUTURE, - n1TRAM-DONO
OK. ARADIA IF THAT’S WHAT YOU WANT THEN SURE I’LL DO THAT.
really bad time for this
ARE YOU FUCKING DEMENTED?! WHAT MAKES YOU THINK THAT THIS IS EVER THE RIGHT MOVE? LOOK, I UNDERSTAND WHERE YOU'RE COMING FROM WITH THIS- IT IS A TRULY KARKAT NOTION TO WANT TO APOLOGIZE FOR OUR ENTIRE EXISTENCE, BUT FORCING HER TO SEE THIS. TO SEE *YOU*. ON THE FUCKING TIMELINE AFTER YOU ALREADY FUCKED HER LIFE UP? WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU? WHAT DID YOU EXPECT THE OUTCOME TO BE HERE? "OH KARKAT, IT'S OKAY! I FORGIVE YOU! LET'S FROLIC IN THE FIELDS TOGETHER!" YOU REALLY MUST BE THE MOST DENSE MOTHERFUCKER TO HAVE EVER LIVED AND YOU'RE MAKING THE REST OF US LOOK BAD BY COMPARISON. THE IDEA THAT I HAVE THE CAPACITY TO BECOME YOU MAKES ME SO SICK TO MY ACID TRACT THAT I MIGHT START PUKING JUST IN SHEER HORROR OF WHAT YOU'VE BECOME. YOU'RE NOT JUST A LIAR AND A FRAUD, YOU'RE A SELFISH PRICK. A WALKING DISASTER. GET A FUCKING JOB, STAY AWAY FROM HER.
IF YOU’RE DONE. I WAS TOLD I SHOULD APOLOGIZE TO HER BY IT SEEMS SOMEONE WHOM IS CLOSE TO HER IN THE FIRST PLACE. SO DON’T GO TWISTING THIS AS A “OH KARKAT WANTED TO BE AN ASS AND MAKE EVERY ONE IN FUCKING EXISTENCE GAG AT THE REALITY THAT HE IS STILL ALIVE.” I WAS SIMPLY TRYING TO APOLOGIZE TO HER PERSONALLY SINCE THE YOUNG TROLL SUGGESTED IT. SECOND DON’T THINK FOR A SECOND THAT I THOUGHT THIS WOULD BE SOME HAPPY REUNION. I KNOW THAT I HAVE HURT A LOT OF LIVES AND I AM NOT SO INNOCENT THAT I WOULD BELIEVE THAT SHE WOULD ACCEPT AN APOLOGY AND ACT LIKE I DIDN’T RUIN HER AND MANY OTHERS LIVES. BUT I WOULD LIKE TO APOLOGIZE TO EVERYONE WHOM THE DAMAGE I CAUSED HURT. THIRD. I WOULD LOVE TO GO OUT AND GET A FUCKING JOB BUT AS I HAVE STATED IN MANY OTHER COMMENTS AND POSTS, I AM STILL IN JAIL. ONE OF THE JAILERS GAVE ME THIS PALMHUSK. I CAN’T GET A JOB YOU FUCK. AND LASTLY, I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT YOU’RE TALKING ABOUT “HAVE THE CAPACITY TO BECOME YOU”? I DON’T KNOW WHO THE HELL YOU ARE ASSHOLE, BUT TRUST ME WHEN I SAY I PLAN TO LEAVE HER ALONE.
IF YOU HAD ANY SENSE YOU'D HAVE NEVER REPLIED TO ME. ALSO, YOUR STUPIDITY IS NEVER MY FUCKING PROBLEM, I'M NOT GOING TO EXPLAIN ALL OF THIS SHIT TO YOU SO YOU CAN JUST KEEP WALLOWING IN THE MUCK OF YOUR OWN DEEP FRIED THINK PAN. WHOEVER TOLD YOU TO APOLOGIZE TO HER IS AT BEST IGNORANT AND AT WORST DOWNRIGHT FUCKING MALICIOUS. THIS IS NOT WHAT SHE NEEDS, THIS DOESN'T HELP ANYONE. ALL IT DOES IS SERVE YOU TO APPEASE YOUR WOUNDED EGO AND MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER ABOUT ALL THE SHIT YOU DID. JAIL IS THE *LEAST* YOU FUCKING DESERVE- ON ALTERNIA YOU'D HAVE BEEN RIGHTLY CULLED AND BECOME A LOST FOOTNOTE TO HISTORY. THE FACT THAT YOU STILL TYPE IN THAT NEON, EYE-SEARING LIME TELLS ME EVERYTHING I NEED TO KNOW. YOU MIGHT *THINK* YOU'RE SORRY, BUT YOU'RE NOT. YOU'RE JUST SORRY YOU GOT CAUGHT. YOU TRULY ARE THE WORST, MOST PATHETIC KARKAT.
#TWDEATH #KULLING #SELFBLAME OK I AM GOING TO POST THIS AS A WAY TO FINALLY GET MY SIDE OF THE STORY OUT. FOR THOSE OF YOU WHOM DON’T KNOW ME I’LL BE SHORT WITH THIS. MY NAME IS KARKAT VANTAS. SOME WILL KNOW ME AS THE IMPOSTER. I AM A LIME BLOOD WHO LACKS THE ABILITY OF MY BLOOD CASTE. NOW ON TO MY SIDE OF THE STORIES THAT HAVE BEEN SAID ABOUT ME. THE DAY THAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO WORK IN THE MINES AND BURN OFF THE GASES BUILT UP DOWN THERE I WALKED AWAY FROM MY POSTED STATION TO TRY AND FIND ONE OF MY HIGHER UPS TO EXPLAIN MY SITUATION. THIS TOOK LONGER THAN EXPECTED AND BEFORE I COULD FIND THE BASTARD THE MINES HAD EXPLODED AND MANY DIED FROM IT. I CURRENTLY SIT HERE IN THIS DIRTY UNCOMFORTABLE CELL NOW. AND I’M GOING TO ROT HERE FOR THE REST OF MY EXISTENCE DUE TO MY NEGLIGENCE. THOUGH I DO THINK I WAS ACUTELY RESPONSIBLE FOR THE LIVES THAT WERE LOST THAT DAY MAY I ALSO SAY THAT THE TESTS SHOULD HAVE BEEN CONDUCTED IN A MUCH BETTER MANNER TO KEEP SOMEONE LIKE MYSELF FROM SLIPPING THROUGH THE CRACKS. IT ISN’T MY FAULT I WAS BORN WITHOUT THE ABILITIES OF MY CASTE. IT’S NOT MY FAULT THAT EVERYONE I TRYED TO TELL DIDN’T LISTEN TO ME WHEN I TOLD THEM MY BLOOD DOES NOT HARNESS THE SAME AS MY CASTE. THE WORKINGS THERE NEED TO BE REFORMED. I WILL ALSO STATE I AM VERY SORRY TO THOSE WHO CARED FOR THE TROLLS WHO DIED IN THIS INCIDENT. I.. I DIDN’T THINK IT WOULD TAKE ME THAT LONG TO TRY AND GET SOMEONE’S HELP… IT SITS SQUARELY ON MY SHOULDERS AND I HOPE WHEREVER THEY WENT IN THE AFTERLIFE WAS SOMEWHERE COMFORTABLE AND NICE…
… ALTERNIA? ALTERNATE BEFORUS? OH GOG I JUT REALIZED THE NAMING THING BETWEEN THE TWO THIS IS STUPID. AND WHY WOULD I NEED TO PRESERVE MY “INNOCENCE” WHEN IT’S OBVIOUS I REALLY DON’T HAVE MUCH AT THIS POINT.
yeah, and y0urs is the planet that came bef0re us. it's the stupidest shit in the universe. whatever dude. i was just trying t0 give y0u warning that alternia is p0pulated exclusively by ridicul0usly vi0lent and em0ti0nally stunted freaks. y0u bef0rans are s0fties s0 i th0ught y0u'd appreciate a heads up.
IT REALLY IS. AND WAIT OURS ACTUALLY DID COME BEFORE YOURS? SO THERE’S A FAR DISTANT DECADENT OF MINE OUT THERE… I HOPE THIS DOESN’T COME BACK ON THEM. AND WHAT DO YOU MEAN ALTERNIA IS POPULATED BY VIOLENT AND EMOTIONALLY STUNTED FREAKS. IF IT IS A FUTURE ITERATION OF BEFORUS THEN IT SHOULD HAVE JUST THE SAME KIND OF CALMNESS OUR WORLD HAS. WHAT HAPPENED BETWEEN THE TWO?
the answer t0 that is absurdly c0mplicated and w0uld require giving y0u a crash c0urse 0n parad0x space, scratched timelines, and ect0bi0l0gy. but basically: alternia's empress is nuts in a c0mpletely different way than y0ur empress is nuts. and yeah, y0u've g0t a descendant. c0ngratulati0ns.
d0 y0ur jailers have access t0 y0ur palmhusk 0r whatever it is y0u're using t0 chitt fr0m?
CRAP.. WELL SORRY FOR THE FUCKED UP PLACE YOU LIVE IN.. IF SOMEHOW YOU END UP BACK ON BEFORE US COME VISIT. EVEN IF IT’S JUST FOR A LITTLE IT BE BETTER THAN HAVING NO VISITORS BESIDES THE MIME.
it's c00l. i d0n't live 0n alternia anym0re, th0ugh that's an0ther l0ng st0ry. it might be time f0r me t0 b0unce fr0m this place pretty s00n th0ugh s0 yeah fuck it, i'll c0me t0 bef0rus f0r a while.
n0thing, d0n't w0rry. i've just been 0n earth c way l0nger than i wanted t0 be and want a change 0f pace. timeline h0pping is just what i d0.
TIMELINE.. OK YOU KNOW WHAT? I’M NOT GOING TO ASK A QUESTION THAT FROM YOUR POINT OF VIEW WOULD BE SO FUCKING IDIOTICALLY STUPID THAT EVEN UTTERING IT MAKES OTHERS LOSE BRAIN CELLS. INSTEAD I’LL JUST SAY OK AND I HOPE THAT THINGS GO WELL I GUESS.
THIS IS INTERESTING. ONE OF THE JAILERS HERE FELT BAD FOR ME AND DECIDED TO GIVE ME A PALMHUSK. I DON’T KNOW WHY HE THOUGHT THIS WAS A GOOD IDEA BUT I WON’T COMPLAIN. IT’S BETTER THAN SITTING HERE DOING NOTHING.
HI GAMZEE. HOW ARE THINGS GOING ON OUTSIDE OF HERE? BET IT’S DOING OK. FUCK CAN’T BELIEVE THIS GOT ME TO SMILE.
MMMMY CULLER LET ME JOIN FOR WORK。 HE SAID ITS GOOD ENRICHMENT。 WHATEVERTHATMEANS
ENRICHMENT FOR A CULLER? DO I EVEN DESERVE SUCH A KINDNESS AFTER WHAT I DID?
PFFT. STUPID MIME. OKOK I’M GLAD AT LEAST I DIDN’T FUCK EVERYTHING OVER.
IF THEY THINK SO。
WHATEVER. AT LEAST I’M NOT BORED ANYMORE OR SITTING HERE ONLY FOR THE MIME TO COME VISIT ME. IT’S NOT LIKE I HAVE ANYTHING ELSE TO DO. WISH THE BEDDING HERE WAS SOFTER THOUGH.
… FUCK DON’T START APOLOGIZING FOR MY OWN STUPIDITY. I SHOULD HAVE DONE THE JOB I WAS GIVEN INSTEAD OF WONDERING OFF. FUCK ME AND MY STUPID LACK OF ATTENTION SPAN.