@nightterrorPsychologist — #cw-suicide
The two most common problems in this house is Dave becoming immobilized and me having another suicidal episode. Jane's whole growing up in a cult thing I would consider the third most common issue.
I live in a constant state of being unsure if I want to kill someone else or just myself. #violence #cw-self-harm #cw-suicide
I both do and don't want to die and given how conflicting that is it leads to a lot of incontinent internal conflict. What I'm saying is I really need to find a new therapist.
Trying to drown yourself is incredibly difficult.
Sometimes I wonder if suicidal ideation is a genetic trait when it comes to those born through ectobiology.
Hello again grimCue I'm almost certain this was you. https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/ea56238c226a.png I'd rather not listen to them again lest we forget what happened last night, I've been on suicide watch all day because of it... Speaking of I'm shocked you had nothing to say about a prior post bringing up the topic of suicide. Now that the death threat is over back to the usual questions: https://forms.gle/N6NwRMqSohor9Bz97
Sometimes I think about that time I found an old chatlog where Jade's grandpa tried to convince my mother and Dave's brother into agreeing to a suicide pact.