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GANDER’S GANDER INTO THE FOLKS OF CHITTR PART ⒋⒌ — @bummelBoogie Nyrita. (Just Nyrita!) HEADS (AND PANTS) ↑: though there isn’t anything NECESSARILY NSFW in this FEATURE, we will be Discussing #pailing-plus-coital-psychology (#well-its-more-sociology-here) and #quasiintimate-flushed-romances. Unpunny Jokes, too. If that isn’t your Party of Lusting People, I suggest you use your hands for better things… Like scrolling ↓ to the post beneath mine. I’m sure it’s Good. Great, even. (I hope!) Eyyyy (⒎⒎⒎⒎), what’s ↑ Chittr. We’re back at it with another Digital Panpeep, so let’s get → into it! This one (⒈) is Surely A Doozy. Let’s Take A Gander at Nyrita! (CROWD CHEER!) (CROWD HMM…) (CROWD THINKING; I could make a terrible joke here, but I’ll save it for the rest of the post!) I’d like you to Imagine Chittr as a Bustling Cafe for a second with me: idle chatter in abundance, a coffee for your troubles, a Stage rife with Life Announcements, lyricposts, etcetera. You’ve got your Big Bads on the ←, your Critics on the →, and camaraderie all around you. OK, now imagine Nyrita being a majoregular at this Cafe. She’s a face you just CANNOT MISS. SERIOUSLY. At an outside glance, you fall for the Image she’s constructed for herself: she’s laid-back, casual, flirty, friendly regardless, and has quite a Lot to say about… (well, you’ll just have to See For Yourself). A bringer of FUN AND PLEASURE, she has a prong in hosting the wipely SICK NASTY SUNDAY. She knows her activity and takes Pride in the LIFE (or I guess HEART) she’s BREATHED into the platform. Which is to say, it’s easy to assume that’s all there is to her: Porn Without Plot, as a Wise Collective Archive would paint her as. Uncommonly, a Guide to the Game. (I implore you to check out her LANDWALKING CONTENT, it's quite Interesting!) What mostly sets Nyrita apart from other Chittrers, content aside, is the fact that she actively subverts the SOCIAL PARADIGM. Particularly, she undermines the idea that you’re meant to have one (⒈) partner per Quadrant along with the pressures that accompany it. She encourages you to ♥ WHO you want, WHEN you want, and really enjoy yourself beyond Obligation. Those societal pressures mean nix because they’re intangible to her (those rules ultimately are), and as it stands, she exists on an entirely different plane to Alternia. As a social actor, Nyrita answers to HERSELF ONLY, perhaps her partners to boot, but it falls ↓ to her wants. This is a thing of CONJECTURE, but I believe Nyrita suggestively posts and performs as a form of PATHOLOGICAL ESCAPISM. It’s easier to indulge in those desires than to engage with the nature of her Identity. She, evidently, grapples with the Dread and Stagnancy that comes from what I can assume to be the PRODUCTS OF THE GAME. It’s that Equilibrium that draws her to a life of HEDONISM, aiming for what gratifies her the most over all else. This was likely exacerbated by the Game. Getting Desensitized from SGRUB isn’t anything Out of The Ordinary, especially from a game that expects everything around you to Die before you Win. As an inherent DESTROYER of her aspect (Bard of Heart), it’s only anticipated to assume this mindset of movement and thrill-seeking, if only to ESCAPE FROM HERSELF. With that, you find that her greatest enemy is her APATHY; she harbors more of it than you’d Expect the Certified ♥rlady to. She’s been destroyed and rebuilt so many times that she’s been habituated to a Variety of topics and choices, death and violence included. Though infrequent, Nyrita is very much capable of causing Destruction in her wake, to FLIP ON A DIME from sweet and approachable to a FORCE TO BE RECKONED WITH. When you pry beyond the surface, it’s revealed how much she struggles to get Intimate, to CARE to an extent most people yearn for. It leaves much to be Desired. You find this is most prevalent with her relationships. If you Take a Gander at the Diagram on the NEXT PAGE (Sternberg’s Triangle of ♥, which covers red romances to be exact), you’ll find that her relationships fall between PASSION AND INTIMACY, or FATUOUS ♥. In this context, PASSION is an intense, emotionally charged, and physically magnetic connection defined by deep desire and strong feelings, while COMMITMENT is the capacity to dedicate oneself (⒈self) to a partner. INTIMACY, however, is the connectedness and proximity of a relationship, which may become difficult to achieve in relationships that likely take root in coital pleasures as a REQUISITE. Nyrita is used to the Tommy-rapidfire Lust without emotions of a Fling on the Wipely. To a large extent, these relationships are considered ‘PURE’, in which they only exist so each partner can Squeeze as many benefits from them as possible. Things fall apart when they begin to Lose that NOVELTY, perhaps revealing additional facets to Nyrita that she tries to bottle ↑. This is an issue in the pursuit of forging meaningful relationships, not necessarily because she doesn’t WANT to pursue any Connection, but because it can become taxing to. Overcoming her apathy to achieve this intimacy is among her greatest challenges. She’s ↑ in arms with the definitions of her own CLASS, inherently destructive in nature. Ultimately, she is trying to put the effort in to feel like a PERSON, to be more than a Destroyer. But is it enough for *her*? TA-DA, the part where I 🗨 about you TO you! I think what’s important is that you are trying to forge those meaningful relationships, you’re trying to give things PURPOSE. You’re trying to give yourself purpose amidst this. You know you can’t reverse the clock and fix what you have broken, the things that BROKE around you, but you push forward anyway. The progress has been evident, but is it really healthy to cope this way? Have you ever sat ↓, REALLY sat ↓, to reflect on WHO YOU ARE? To relegate yourself to Your Girl, Nyrita denies you the → to be simply Nyrita Surname. And you deserve to be more than this. So are you truly happy where you are? As far as I can tell, you're CERTAINLY HAPPY, PLEASURED, and yet you still have some things to work out. Feelings and Sensations are Temporary. Identity, changing, lasts forever. But the best part among all of this is that you won’t have to do this Alone. PLEASE SEE: STERNBERG’S TRIANGLE OF ♥ THEORY, THE ‘PURE RELATIONSHIP’, APATHY/INDIFFERENCE, HABITUAL DESENSITIZATION, ♥ VS. LUST, INTERCOURSE AS A WAY TO AVOID TRAUMA, EVASIVE MANEUVERING, 🗨 THERAPY. (CLASSPECT: BARD OF HEART! https://file.garden/aZrbEVKh⒊wfTGmpc/coolchat.gif Shadows and Mirrors her ASPECT. Has made most of the progress required to best the Bard’s Plight. Trying to feel something in the grand scheme of a world that has come crashing ↓ far too many times, waging a war against her own indifference. This is the easiest way to do so.) https://file.garden/aZrbEVKh⒊wfTGmpc/meow.png Wowie Zowie. SO YEAH, GIVE NYRITA A FOLLOW, AND I’LL SEE YOU IN THE NEXT ONE (⒈)! #gandertag #sorrynyrita #ilikeyou #nyritaneedsahug #wowiezowie
GANDER’S GANDER INTO THE FOLKS OF CHITTR PART ⒋⒈ — @tragicomedicDespot Tsarevna / Foremother of all Zalgo / The Witch of Doom / Her Highness / Judhri Ithaqa (if I can call you that) Look. The thrill of getting to psychoanalyze a GOD, ROYALTY, OR A ROYAL GOD never gets old. But I’m also Spooked EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. I mean, can I just say what an HONOR it is to Psychoanalyze Her Highness!! HOWEVER, there are real, tangible CONSEQUENCES if I get it ✕✕✕! Can DOOM access a guy from a different universe?! I DON’T KNOW, MAN, I DON’T KNOW!!!! (CROWD PANIC) … Oh well! Let’s Take A Gander at Judhri Ithaqa! (CROWD CHEER!) (Kill ⒎ Billion Trolls) (Save None Of Them) (I’ll Call Her Tsarevna From Here On Out) (Maybe There’s a POETRY IN THAT?) Prefacing by saying it’s hard to call the ordeal a PSYCHOLOGICAL GOD COMPLEX because she is literally Playing God. It’s a LITERAL god complex. Just Keep That In Mind. When you look at the surface, you find it initially easy to fit Tsarevna into categories. She is a DESPOT, cruel and absolute, mothering an entire species of Zalgoid with an iron fist and an open palm. She is UNFEELING, looming above nearly all on Chittr (figuratively and literally) as an EMPRESS. And most of all, she is COMPLACENT, knowing she has gotten as far as she could, staying comfortably in her box for millennia. That much she knows about herself: this was the role she was always meant to play. As far as she knows, she is comfortable because she is IN CONTROL. More on this shortly. Tackling the cursory: SELF-IMAGE, in Tsarevna’s case, is an Unconscious Overcompensation for her (cold and petrified) wellbeing. Creating a grandiose front fools the laytroll (layzalgoid) into believing she is self-assured and INFALLIBLE. That is to say, Tsarevna has an almost DANGEROUS kind of confidence. It’s only a given when you’re in a block full of subjects who seek your guidance. You notice the fallout in the way she interacts with OTHER TROLLS, a realm she has little to no discretion over (beyond the POST AND EDIT BUTTON on her platform, of course). She can be condescending, quick to frustrate, and schismmongering as any show of weakness may allow someone (⒈) else to take advantage of her. Trying to shed this guise to reveal your vulnerability is one of Tsarevna’s worst fears. (Mistakes, even?) It’s easier to pretend to be cold and above than susceptible because vulnerability was what caused her situation to begin with. Tsarevna is a product of her own circumstances. To understand WHY, or even WHAT, you must dig for the root. A well-angled cross from old friends (especially an old ♥r) leads me to believe that she did not CHOOSE this path, but rather this path CHOSE her when all other routes withered and died. Fate that draws too close becomes entrenched in inevitability. The truth is that her comfort comes not from WHAT SHE HAS but WHAT SHE CLINGS (DESPERATELY) TO. She doesn’t want to lose more than she has already. She ✎s autobiographies that AREN’T entirely Autobiographies. They’re memories framed as such. They’re a skewed, reckless attempt to sate her loneliness, to keep an extinct tradition alive. More than that, they’re a reflection of her inner turmoil. Tsarevna has, in a way, reduced herself into that trauma. I think playing SGRUB does that to a person. It turns you into someone (⒈) unsightly because you HAD TO. The game rewards cruelty, sometimes even over the intended GROWTH. That is the scariest part of GOD-TIERING: when cast under a certain light, ascending doesn’t become an EVOLUTION OF THE SELF, but perpetual STAGNATION. Now this is all you’ll ever be. The limit has been reached, and it’s nearly impossible to grow from that. This was never MATURING but levelling ↑. You notice the nuance with Tsarevna because all attempts to remedy her session have been met with disappointment and the HORRORS. The core of it all was always moving in tandem with her. POWERLESSNESS; LOSING HER WORLD, THE ONE SHE WAS PROMISED, IN A GAME SHE NEVER WANTED TO PLAY. Maybe she has a → to be bitter, to go grimshark, or grow cruel. It was a TOTAL, ARRANT DESTRUCTION OF HOPE. (But closure begets understanding, not redemption.) She lost EVERYTHING, and in an attempt to manage her grief, she grew into her alignment, her blood, as a concerted mainstay to the bereaved ESSENCE of trollkind. Ultimately it isn’t her fault——she was brought under the expectations of an ENTIRE SOCIETY, and had that stripped away from her in one (⒈) cruel session. She rules with fear to cling to an intergenerational cycle. She currently perpetuates this over a species she abortively made in the image of trolls. It’s in her biology, mind, and her pusher. This sort of LEARNED HELPLESSNESS is what festered into her INDELIBLE GOD COMPLEX. The idea of losing all that you have ← leaves an unshakable fear in the unfeeling. Tsarevna was never impassive; it was that she had NO CHOICE. And maybe she never did in a world that asked too much from her. It’s all layers ↑on layers of coping mechanisms to accept her role and persona. The narrative denied you a good ending and it is endlessly obvious you’re not OK. After all, where’s the joy in being ✕ED? To be FORCED into this position? To BE the bad guy? Sure, you can pretend this is all fine, that you’re at peace with what happened, but you’re not. The wounds will keep reopening until you find an outlet. You’re harborsick with grief and unvoiced rage. I think, above all else, you need people to 🗨 to. People that weren’t forged from your being and have a bias. Maybe Chittr is the → place for that. But in the end, it’s your choice as the witch, manipulator of FATE, to choose whether you want to stay where you are. Is it truly too late? (CLASSPECT: WITCH OF DOOM! The class most rebellious by nature. Betrayed fate and doomed her session when her hand was forced. Villains are forged through the looking glass. When you’re the subject, you never realize the weight of your actions. A villain who does not know better would never call themself BAD. But Tsarevna knows who she is, and the consequences of everything lay bare in her mind, a painful reminder that maybe she may always be alone with (physical/figurative) fragments of her identity. Doom was always Space’s poorest assistant.) Honestly, we should all strike a conversation with her to keep her company. She sounds like she needs it. Thank you guys for READING, and I’ll SEE YOU IN THE NEXT ONE! #gandertag #aqueen! #awarriorqueen #zalgo #zalgoid #layers #of #grief
Sending pioe bombs to my inbox or the production studio's inbox will NOT Make The Next Benoit Belanq Film Haopen Faster. IT DOESN'T WORK THAT WAY!!! (Crowd Boos)
Listen, I don't care HOW excited you are for another sequel to In Which A Particularly Entitled In—Gro↑ Of Violet Trolls Loses Their Benefactor And Inheritance, And It Goes Without Saying That One (1) Of Them Is The Killer, But This Is Subverted Very Early On By A Reveal That It Was Actually The True Main Character Of The Film, A Lowblood Servant, On Accident, Who Is Also The Only Good Person Involved With This Collective, Which The Deceased Benefactor Recognized, Which Is Why He ← Her All His Money From Being An Author, And As She Is Coping With This Transition And Being Threatened By The Particularly Entitled In—Gro↑ (Now Out—Gro↑, To Our Main Character) She Is Approached By The Black Woolbeast Of The Gro↑ In Question, Who Is Secretly The Real Killer In Another Thrilling Subersion, And Then All His Plots Are Unveiled By The Brilliant Detective (Who Seems Unusually Simple At First Due To His Relaxed Southern Northern Alternian Demeanor And Tendency To Ramble) And Then The Real Main Character Finally Inherits Everything After All, Without Having To Jeopardize Her Moral Character Or Immigration Status.
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