Tekras Iszovh
@temptedAnoxia
"= prev: navigation + helmtech, currently in non-imperial space. the rest of the universe is more fun than it sounds. hivemade robotics enjoyer also. ="
>> ¡'m a tw¡nk, ડo you can draw me fat BUT DO NOT draw me pregnant. #daડhboardreference #¡refuડe #fortw¡nkneડડ #tobemutua11yexc1uડ¡ve #w¡thfatneડડ #but¡cant #ડtandbeh¡ndmpreg #mpreghaterડ
>> ¡ NEED you to know that ¡ don't juડt poડt th¡ngડ 1¡ke th¡ડ unprompted, there waડ a REAડON for th¡ડ And ¡ need you to w¡thho1d your judgement on thoડe groundડ 😔😔 @temptedAnox¡a
"= you. tag me on this? hhhuuuuh. huh. =" "= what? okay. however. no judgement is withheld. ="
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- Ɨ |⟨-∊-∊p fΩrg-∊♱♱Ɨng ♱ⴵ-∊ vȺΣ♱n-∊ΣΣ Ωf ♱ⴵ-∊ ☪︎ȺpȺbƗlƗ♱Ɨ-∊Σ Ωf 屮ⴵȺ♱ Ɨ♱ m-∊ȺnΣ ♱Ω b-∊ Ⱥn ⴵ-∊Ɨr Ωf dΩΩm, Ɨ'm Ⱥ lƗvƗng, br-∊Ⱥ♱ⴵƗng /rul-∊Σ ☪︎Ⱥrd./ -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
"= why do you have so many... i know one, and that's because we were the only two to make it out of ours. ="
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- Ωⴵ, ♱ⴵ-∊ rΩgu-∊ Ωf ♱Ɨm-∊ Ɨ m-∊♱ Ωn ⴵ-∊r-∊. Ɨf Ɨ 屮-∊r-∊ ♱Ω d-∊♱ȺƗl -∊v-∊ry ☪︎lȺΣΣp-∊☪︎♱ Ɨn Ωur Σ-∊ΣΣƗΩn. Ⱥⴵ-∊m. ⴵ-∊Ɨr Ωf dΩΩm. PrƗn☪︎-∊ Ωf Br-∊Ⱥ♱ⴵ. BȺrd Ωf ♱Ɨm-∊. Σylpⴵ Ωf ♱Ɨm-∊ pȺg-∊ Ωf ⴵΩp-∊. |⟨nƗgⴵ♱ Ωf dΩΩm. ⴵ-∊Ɨr Ωf blΩΩd. 屮Ɨ♱☪︎ⴵ Ωf ΣpȺ☪︎-∊ rΩgu-∊ Ωf lƗf-∊ 屮Ɨ♱☪︎ⴵ Ωf rȺg-∊. 屮Ɨ♱☪︎ⴵ Ωf lƗgⴵ♱. mȺƗd Ωf dΩΩm. mȺƗd Ωf mƗnd. mȺƗd Ωf rȺg-∊. Σ-∊-∊r Ωf dΩΩm. Σ-∊-∊r Ωf vΩƗd. ♱ⴵƗ-∊f Ωf ⴵ-∊Ⱥr♱. pȺg-∊ Ωf lƗgⴵ♱ 屮Ɨ♱☪︎ⴵ Ωf br-∊Ⱥ♱ⴵ. -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
"= ah, hmm.... =" "= prince of doom, knight of void, page of blood, mage of breath, seer of life, prince of heart. and then, hm, one troll connected to himself, and that troll is our very own lord of time. i don't know how he pulled that together, he has shown me some videos he took of that place, yuck. and then, hm, in theory we were supposed to have a space player but he seems to have disappeared, hm? ="
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- Ɨ♱ ΣΩundΣ lƗ|⟨-∊ yΩur Σ-∊ΣΣƗΩn 屮ȺΣ Ɨn dƗr-∊ Σ♱rȺƗ♱Σ, ⴵΩ屮'd yΩu -∊v-∊n mȺnȺg-∊ ♱Ω g-∊♱ Ωu♱ Ωf Ɨ♱ ȺlƗv-∊ b-∊☪︎ȺuΣ-∊ -∊Ɨ♱ⴵ-∊r yΩu fΩund ΣΩm-∊ Ⱥl♱-∊rnȺ♱-∊ 屮Ⱥy ♱Ω l-∊Ⱥv-∊ ♱ⴵ-∊ ☪︎ΩnfƗn-∊Σ Ωf ♱ⴵ-∊ gȺm-∊ Ωr yΩu 屮Ωn Ɨ♱, ΣΩm-∊ⴵΩ屮. -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
"= aha, it was not a win. as i said, i am the only one alive. from that situation, and the time player, despite the very fun idiot that he can be, he uh, helped to a degree with my knowledge in order to pull us out. i don't know why i dropped the other five's roles, none of them pulled through. =" "= they were gone along with the whole session and universe it came from. it all kind of. self combusted. we had to skip out through the furthest ring and a very sketchy portal situation. ="
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- Ⱥ dȺmn ΣⴵȺm-∊, bu♱ Ⱥ♱ l-∊ȺΣ♱ ♱ⴵ-∊ ♱屮Ω Ωf yΩu ⴵȺd mȺd-∊ Ɨ♱ Ωu♱ Ⱥnd Ⱥr-∊ Ⱥbl-∊ ♱Ω dΩ yΩur Ω屮n ♱ⴵƗng nΩ屮. -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
"= (that situation being the six-player session. the lord did not die. obviously. he is curled up somewhere in my hive on the planet we decided to settle on and introduce a degree of revived life to, and he is cute.) ="
"= yes, exactly.... ="
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- ȺΣ mu☪︎ⴵ ȺΣ my BȺrd Ωf ♱Ɨm-∊ plȺy-∊r 屮ȺΣ nƗ☪︎-∊ FUUUU☪︎|⟨ dƗd ⴵ-∊ ☪︎ȺuΣ-∊ ΣΩ mȺny prΩbl-∊mΣ juΣ♱ by -∊xƗΣ♱Ɨng, ☪︎ΩnΣƗd-∊rƗng ♱ⴵȺ♱ 屮-∊ ⴵȺd ♱Ω d-∊Ⱥl 屮Ɨ♱ⴵ ⴵƗΣ fu♱ur-∊ v-∊rΣƗΩn, ♱ⴵ-∊n ⴵƗΣ fu♱ur-∊ pȺΣ♱ v-∊rΣƗΩn, Ⱥnd ♱ⴵ-∊n ⴵƗΣ fu♱ur-∊ fu♱ur-∊ v-∊rΣƗΩn fu☪︎|⟨Ɨng 屮Ɨ♱ⴵ ♱ⴵƗngΣ Ⱥnd ♱ⴵrΩ屮Ɨng mΩr-∊ fȺ☪︎♱ΩrΣ Ɨn♱Ω Ωur Σ-∊ΣΣƗΩn lƗ|⟨-∊ p-∊Ωpl-∊ 屮ⴵΩ 屮-∊r-∊n'♱ ♱ⴵ-∊r-∊ ΩrƗgƗnȺlly. -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
"= ah, we did not have any problems with time, thankfully ---- well, at least, once the sessions found eachother. and he only found me, obviously. i sat there for a good few wipes after everyone else got got. but that's not my issue. =" "= did you know. that the aspect of time and the nature of myself as a prince of doom do not mesh too well together? my future is remarkably unpredictable. it got on his nerves for a while, but now it provides him with a sense of much needed novelty, think about it. i could never live without some kind of surprise. ="
My Horns Are Sensitive So My Bias Is Clear But Horn Pulling Has Always Been A Weakness Of Mine, Especially To The Point Of It Aching, / Especially / When I'm On Top. This Is Partially Why I'd Like To Get Them Pierced, Actually. #nsfwe #nsfc
"= this is demented. you need. to get. help. ="
>> Do you not 1¡ke peop1e touch¡ng your hornડ ?
"= eeeeh. i'm protective. but. pulling is some other shit, fuuuuck that. ="
>> ¡ gueડડ ¡'m wonder¡ng what'ડ d¡fferent about your exper¡ence that makeડ you fee1 that way ¡'ve never had an ¡ડડue w¡th peop1e do¡ng baડ¡ca11y anyth¡ng to my hornડ
"= ok. look at them again, and, come back to me? you will understand at some point. i keep them nice. ="
>> ¡ know your hornડ are a 1ot b¡gger but ¡ have no way of rea11y comprehend¡ng what that'ડ 1¡ke for you !!
"= ah... well, just grow yours more and wait. ="
"= it's getting hard to ignore. the rampant. horniness. of this website #nsfw. =" "= and that is. coming from a troll with. horns that are big enough already. wink. =" ="
>--D=There=is=nothing=wrong=with=being=horny=so=long=as=you=are=respectful=it=is=one=of=the=natural=inbuilt=ways=for=us=to=relieve=pressure=maintain=and=also=it=is=vital=for=survival=and=the=reproductive=health=of=our=species=as=a=whole=haha=:P=#nsfw//<
"= those are two things i don't care too much for. pressure carves. interesting personalities. and trolls will survive no matter what genetic chaos they get put through. ="
>--D=It=seems=to=me=you=are=a=bit=too=employed=at=present=to=understand=the=benefits=of=horniness=which=is=a=good=thing=but=even=dedicated=threshecutioners=have=time=for=themselves=from=time=to=time=haha//<
"= oh, no. of course not. i would never be. "employed" after my last stint. =" "= i have other sources of. time occupiers. and an active ship. to pay attention to. ="
"= nobody is. paying me. i do not gain. it is not employment. ="
GANDER’S GANDER INTO THE FOLKS OF CHITTR PART ⒋⒈ — @tragicomedicDespot Tsarevna / Foremother of all Zalgo / The Witch of Doom / Her Highness / Judhri Ithaqa (if I can call you that) Look. The thrill of getting to psychoanalyze a GOD, ROYALTY, OR A ROYAL GOD never gets old. But I’m also Spooked EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. I mean, can I just say what an HONOR it is to Psychoanalyze Her Highness!! HOWEVER, there are real, tangible CONSEQUENCES if I get it ✕✕✕! Can DOOM access a guy from a different universe?! I DON’T KNOW, MAN, I DON’T KNOW!!!! (CROWD PANIC) … Oh well! Let’s Take A Gander at Judhri Ithaqa! (CROWD CHEER!) (Kill ⒎ Billion Trolls) (Save None Of Them) (I’ll Call Her Tsarevna From Here On Out) (Maybe There’s a POETRY IN THAT?) Prefacing by saying it’s hard to call the ordeal a PSYCHOLOGICAL GOD COMPLEX because she is literally Playing God. It’s a LITERAL god complex. Just Keep That In Mind. When you look at the surface, you find it initially easy to fit Tsarevna into categories. She is a DESPOT, cruel and absolute, mothering an entire species of Zalgoid with an iron fist and an open palm. She is UNFEELING, looming above nearly all on Chittr (figuratively and literally) as an EMPRESS. And most of all, she is COMPLACENT, knowing she has gotten as far as she could, staying comfortably in her box for millennia. That much she knows about herself: this was the role she was always meant to play. As far as she knows, she is comfortable because she is IN CONTROL. More on this shortly. Tackling the cursory: SELF-IMAGE, in Tsarevna’s case, is an Unconscious Overcompensation for her (cold and petrified) wellbeing. Creating a grandiose front fools the laytroll (layzalgoid) into believing she is self-assured and INFALLIBLE. That is to say, Tsarevna has an almost DANGEROUS kind of confidence. It’s only a given when you’re in a block full of subjects who seek your guidance. You notice the fallout in the way she interacts with OTHER TROLLS, a realm she has little to no discretion over (beyond the POST AND EDIT BUTTON on her platform, of course). She can be condescending, quick to frustrate, and schismmongering as any show of weakness may allow someone (⒈) else to take advantage of her. Trying to shed this guise to reveal your vulnerability is one of Tsarevna’s worst fears. (Mistakes, even?) It’s easier to pretend to be cold and above than susceptible because vulnerability was what caused her situation to begin with. Tsarevna is a product of her own circumstances. To understand WHY, or even WHAT, you must dig for the root. A well-angled cross from old friends (especially an old ♥r) leads me to believe that she did not CHOOSE this path, but rather this path CHOSE her when all other routes withered and died. Fate that draws too close becomes entrenched in inevitability. The truth is that her comfort comes not from WHAT SHE HAS but WHAT SHE CLINGS (DESPERATELY) TO. She doesn’t want to lose more than she has already. She ✎s autobiographies that AREN’T entirely Autobiographies. They’re memories framed as such. They’re a skewed, reckless attempt to sate her loneliness, to keep an extinct tradition alive. More than that, they’re a reflection of her inner turmoil. Tsarevna has, in a way, reduced herself into that trauma. I think playing SGRUB does that to a person. It turns you into someone (⒈) unsightly because you HAD TO. The game rewards cruelty, sometimes even over the intended GROWTH. That is the scariest part of GOD-TIERING: when cast under a certain light, ascending doesn’t become an EVOLUTION OF THE SELF, but perpetual STAGNATION. Now this is all you’ll ever be. The limit has been reached, and it’s nearly impossible to grow from that. This was never MATURING but levelling ↑. You notice the nuance with Tsarevna because all attempts to remedy her session have been met with disappointment and the HORRORS. The core of it all was always moving in tandem with her. POWERLESSNESS; LOSING HER WORLD, THE ONE SHE WAS PROMISED, IN A GAME SHE NEVER WANTED TO PLAY. Maybe she has a → to be bitter, to go grimshark, or grow cruel. It was a TOTAL, ARRANT DESTRUCTION OF HOPE. (But closure begets understanding, not redemption.) She lost EVERYTHING, and in an attempt to manage her grief, she grew into her alignment, her blood, as a concerted mainstay to the bereaved ESSENCE of trollkind. Ultimately it isn’t her fault——she was brought under the expectations of an ENTIRE SOCIETY, and had that stripped away from her in one (⒈) cruel session. She rules with fear to cling to an intergenerational cycle. She currently perpetuates this over a species she abortively made in the image of trolls. It’s in her biology, mind, and her pusher. This sort of LEARNED HELPLESSNESS is what festered into her INDELIBLE GOD COMPLEX. The idea of losing all that you have ← leaves an unshakable fear in the unfeeling. Tsarevna was never impassive; it was that she had NO CHOICE. And maybe she never did in a world that asked too much from her. It’s all layers ↑on layers of coping mechanisms to accept her role and persona. The narrative denied you a good ending and it is endlessly obvious you’re not OK. After all, where’s the joy in being ✕ED? To be FORCED into this position? To BE the bad guy? Sure, you can pretend this is all fine, that you’re at peace with what happened, but you’re not. The wounds will keep reopening until you find an outlet. You’re harborsick with grief and unvoiced rage. I think, above all else, you need people to 🗨 to. People that weren’t forged from your being and have a bias. Maybe Chittr is the → place for that. But in the end, it’s your choice as the witch, manipulator of FATE, to choose whether you want to stay where you are. Is it truly too late? (CLASSPECT: WITCH OF DOOM! The class most rebellious by nature. Betrayed fate and doomed her session when her hand was forced. Villains are forged through the looking glass. When you’re the subject, you never realize the weight of your actions. A villain who does not know better would never call themself BAD. But Tsarevna knows who she is, and the consequences of everything lay bare in her mind, a painful reminder that maybe she may always be alone with (physical/figurative) fragments of her identity. Doom was always Space’s poorest assistant.) Honestly, we should all strike a conversation with her to keep her company. She sounds like she needs it. Thank you guys for READING, and I’ll SEE YOU IN THE NEXT ONE! #gandertag #aqueen! #awarriorqueen #zalgo #zalgoid #layers #of #grief
"= another. positive review. you're good at this. . ="
>> ¡n the name of #exh¡b¡t¡on¡ડm ¡'11 rem¡nd everyone that ¡f you've ever wanted to ડee my nudeડ, ¡'ve poડted them on th¡ડ very ડ¡te before under #h¡merop¡cડ ! #nડfw #NડFC #k¡nkડ #daડhboardtrendડ
"= not doing that ="
I'm 8 apples tall.
"= short. ="