@timaeusTurning — #rant
Okay, who's spreading the lie that being a bottom is hard? As a guy who use to be a bottom, it was the easiest thing in the world, now being a top is so God damn stressful cause you gotta plan all the shit. #nsfw #rant
Gotta say, having mixed feeling is one the most bullshit and illogical things that I have to deal with on a daily basis, why can't it just be cut and dry, I get it emotions aren't meant to be logical nor will ever be, but damn if it wouldn't be heaven to understand the chemical formula that goes on in my brain so I can manipulate it to my advantage. #Rant
Also on top of running low on Newport, I have this fuckin twisting knot feeling forming in my stomach, don't know what emotion my brain is trying to convey or process, but I hate it. #substance #rant