♦ pitied by @unendingUroburos
Just had a scary thought, that there's a 0.02% chance there's someone out there that really loves me, never have I been more terrified of a thought.
Ugh I need vodka, I'm starting to have thoughts about kissing people again. #substance
Just had a terrifying thought, that there's a small possibility that someone yearns for me, scary shit I know. #spooky #scary #Ohgodthehorror
i've had mUch less patience of late, when it comes to Unwanted advances from certain cherUbim. qUite frankly, hearing *that* makes me want to be sick! i jUst want these men to leave me well enoUgh alone.
i did not want to know that! XU~
hmmm nah
man im glad im just a sing≡r
KAR UPDATE: QUESTIONING MY SEXUALITY.
evveryone is a asshole in this game
...BEC WAS MEAN TO ME AGAIN... :(
---- |oh that doesn't make much sense to me I'm sorry| ____
>:εε som3on3 said th3y hat3 g33n ;<< ~
WHY THE HELL DOES EVERY OTHER VARIATION OF ME POST THAT THEY ARE HORNY? DID I MISS A MEMO OR SOMETHING?
Upon further review, I've come to the conclusion that human 8eds aren't quite as dura8le as I thought. I was under the impression that oak was, argua8ly, amongst the top contenders for the 8est possi8le options for a frame. How laugha8le of me to 8elieve that. The mattress met the same f8. I need a new one. ::::(
holy fucking leg cramp pain aughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
You people make a girl NEVER want to get her derp on.
time to dig myself a little hole of embarrassment! ~u~;
I'm going to ignore her ★nd hope she tires herself out.
trust me, it would not be pretty
its not really but its also not something i would consider avoidable
afraid i can't help it he is my boss after all
i tell ON-E JOK-E and this happens fuck my life honestly
Why are they pitchflirting. I'm literally right here.
Bedtime again. Nervous systems are fucking annoying.
tha slumber party was ok but moby it aint for trolls coz everyone went to bed and im wide awake eelmao
I'm sorry, my companion, but no. We all have our own destinies, and yours culminates here. I would not rob you of that.
I’m in hell.
It’s surprising to me. And disappointing. I wanted to get infected and study it like a bug.
no
She keeps saying that "Space And Time" are overrated and is now flashing green a bit. Shes starting to scare me.
Been far too aware of a certain someone, as though things haven't been shitty enough.
Not a good day to be in my head.
Tell me why I just found Stinky in the garage, somewhere she couldn't fucking get down from. Why do cats do this.
MUM!!!!!!!!!!!
Go+regle Search:Ways to+ erase specific memo+ries fro+m o+thers?
Go+regle Search:Fastest way to+ dig a ho+le large eno+ugh to+ crawl into+ and bury yo+urself in.
Go+regle Search:Ho+w to+ delete Chittr po+sts
UGH WHY ARE THERE NO GOOD CLAW SHARPENERS BUILT FOR CHERUBS THIS IS BULLSHIT GOD FORBID A MAN-WOMAN EVER WANT TO STAY AT THE TOP OF HIS-HER GAME SO I CAN FLAY THE THROATS OF ALL WHO DARE THINK THEY CAN STEP UP TO ME —EMBER💥
OH MY FUCKING GOD STOP!!!!!!!!!!! I DONT HAVE AN ALIEN MATESPRIT FUCK OFF
Diary Entry #6 I dreamed abo+ut her again, last night. I do+n't remember many o+f the details, but I recall fleeting mo+ments o+f passio+n, and so+ft mo+ments o+f tenderness. And to+wards the end, I remember so+mething else... The phanto+m presence o+f her, in my mind, so+o+thing my co+nscio+usness and guiding me thro+ugh acts that so+meho+w felt even mo+re intimate than anything physically co+ncupiscent, while also+ being mo+re gentle than even the so+ftest caress... Needless to+ say, I wo+ke up in quite a state, and spent the first ho+ur o+f my day tending to+ that. I can o+nly co+unt my lucky stars that I live alo+ne, and do+n't have to+ wo+rry abo+ut any no+sey ro+o+mmates accidentally o+verhearing me as I bury my face in the pillo+ws while mo+aning her name, and making a mess o+f my sheets. Again. After I cleaned myself up, I began to+ also+ think abo+ut ho+w it feels so+ strange, that the dreambubbles and the dreams o+f everyday life can be so+ clo+sely related, yet so+ co+mpletely separate... I kno+w fo+r a fact that o+ne is no+t the o+ther, and they even feel different. No+ matter ho+w go+o+d o+ne may be at lucid dreaming, it still do+esn't ho+ld a candle to+ the bubbles, as far as ho+w real everything is. If I to+uch so+mething in a dream, at best, it feels like I'm watching a mo+vie fro+m a first perso+n perspective, o+r maybe there's a phanto+m sensatio+n if it's so+mething I've felt befo+re. But the bubbles allo+w o+ne to+ actually feel the to+uch o+f ano+ther, and lo+se o+nes self in the little things that the physical wo+rld is to+o+ o+verwhelming to+ take no+te o+f, no+rmally. It must be so+me kind o+f sick co+smic jo+ke o+f the Universe, that the waking wo+rld sho+uld have so+ much happening in it at all times, that simple things like ho+lding hands, o+r feeling the co+o+lness o+f ano+ther's fingers trailing alo+ng o+ne's skin sho+uld be so+ easily o+verwhelmed by everything else happening. Meanwhile, even the mo+st intense lucid dream makes everything feel as if it's smo+ke o+r mist, if it has any sensatio+n at all. But the bubbles have the perfect amo+unt o+f awareness and sensatio+n, to+ let yo+u enjo+y tho+se so+ft and quiet mo+ments fully, witho+ut distractio+n o+r being o+verwhelmed... But it's because things no+rmally feel so+ disco+nnected, that they may as well be a dream. Seems as tho+ugh no+ realm is perfect. Everything is either to+o+ much, to+o+ little, o+r to+o+ fleeting... Maybe I was wro+ng, fo+r having given up my Go+dtierho+o+d, and my endless existence in the dreambubbles, in exchange fo+r a 'real' mo+rtal life... If I'd stayed there, perhaps I'd have met Aranea anyway, and we co+uld spend o+ur days and nights to+gether mo+re regularly? But wo+uld she have even no+ticed me, if I hadn't bro+ken the pro+verbial mo+ld, and returned to+ life? O+r wo+uld she simply have seen ano+ther po+int o+f data? Ano+ther Po+rrim playing o+ut the same life sto+ry as a tho+usand o+thers, just with a few mino+r tweaks to+ when I did certain things befo+re dying... I do+n't think I'll get much do+ne to+day, diary... Perhaps I sho+uld just cancel to+day's appo+intments at the sho+p, and clo+se it fo+r a little while, while I so+rt thro+ugh all these tho+ughts? I co+uld take the mo+to+rcycle fo+r a ride into+ the desert, and clear my head a bit with the sun and wind... #nsfw #shestillthinksthisdiaryisprivate
Sadly... X(((
I am well past this point.
I think there comes a certain point in lag where the only correct answer is to start hitting your head on your desk.
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One should exercise extreme discretion regarding unsolicited gifts from unknown sources. It is wise to remem8er the cautionary nature of the 'Monkey’s Paw', 8enevolence is rarely the primary motive of a stranger, let alone the white ink dou8lespeak.
come to think of it, it *is* a bit shamefUl i can't even break warp. i'm a grown cherUb, dammit, i oUght to be spanning lightyears in minUtes! U~U #vent
sat up too long and now my spine. ow.
being alone sucks.......no one would want to befriend a limeblood though :(
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i never did end Up taking that photo, sorry loves. suffice to say, jane doUsed me in a very, very potent plaster, painting me in the alabaster of hUman bone! roxy, meanwhile, has been tricked into the shadow dimension for the evening. i was meeting with some people from pUblic works aboUt my latest mUral, and sUffice to say they had qUestions. i mUst stress: *april fool's is not a recognized holiday on #earthc.*
TIPS I WISH I KNEW. WHEN I WAS GETTING INTO "LOVE." FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME. 1. LOVE IS PAIN. 2. YOU WILL EITHER KILL THEM. THEY WILL KILL YOU. ONE OF YOU WILL DIE FOR A BORING REASON. OR YOU WILL BREAK UP. YOU CAN ALWAYS SKIP TO THE GOOD END. BY BREAKING UP. AS QUICKLY AS POSSIBLE. 3. ALL MEN DO IS LIE. AND CHEAT. AND GAY. YOU CAN AVOID THIS PROBLEM. BY CHEATING FIRST. AND HARDER. THIS NEUTRALIZES HIS INEVITABLE BETRAYAL. AND ALSO. ENSURES IT. LIKE BALANCING A SCALE. OR CREATING A TIME LOOP. 4. WOMEN WILL HURT YOU EVEN WORSE.
Go home, Gorr'Rylaehotep