DESS
@unusedUnused
Just passing through and yapping about whatever crosses her mind. Player of every single instrument, practitioner of every single sports. Scythekind. Shadow Crystals collected: 5
I joked about th1s 1n a #su55est1ve context a b1t ove2 a month a5o but wow I really do need to 5et a roommate who can bully me 1nto stay1n5 on task so I don't keep pull1n5 the Nasu Class1c™ of "so I sta2ted wo2k1n5 on the s1xth entry when the second wasn't done yet."
Up at 4AM because I'm not sat1sf1ed w1th the name I came up w1th fo2 th1s album ⁺u_u⁺
"Oh, 1t'll be s1mple, I'll do a pun on FM synthes1s fo2 the En5l1sh pa2t of the t1tle and then just 51ve 1t You5aku Conse2vato2y as the kanj1 heade2!" Problem. That only comes out to three kanj1. So I need padd1n5 to stretch 1t out to the prope2 f1ve. Th1s 1s a deeply stup1d problem to have. But 1t 1s a problem I am hav1n5 nonetheless.
I should 5o camp1n5 a5a1n somet1me, I haven't done that 1n a wh1le. Adm1ttedly I'm a "we12do who sleeps on wet 5rass" k1nd of 512l but 1t's fun somet1mes.
THAT's what that's fo2? Oh my 5od that makes so much sense. #dashwatch1n5
@rebell1neKnockout DM me I want to know what the fuck happened.
Okay so 1. Trolls a2e the dom1nant spec1es of the planet th1s webs1te 1s from. They're k1nd of l1ke humans but not. The subtype th1s body 1s a pa2t of comes w1th the pe2k of be1n5 able to breathe unde2wate2. 2. An event 1s "canon" 1f 1t 1s relevant, essent1al, and true. Be1n5 unstuck 1n canon means you're 1n the vo1d space outs1de of real1ty and can k1nda float a2ound 1t but not actually 5o 1n. It's l1ke hype2mob1l1ty syndrome but fo2 spacet1me 1nstead of you2 jo1nts.
It's trad1t1onal to use a pe2sonal1zed typ1n5 qu12k, yes. I k1lled my ve2s1on of Ca2ol 1n one-on-one combat, so I replace ce2ta1n lette2s w1th the d151ts of 1225 1n ce2ta1n pos1t1ons as a way of lo2d1n5 my v1cto2y ove2 he2.
You're definitely NOT me if you still associate with the fucking Christmas number... Then again, fake-mom didn't seem like real mom all that much. And I have no reason to believe someone would pretend to be HER of all people. Also what the fuck do you MEAN you killed her???
I mean I k1lled he2. She was do1n5 some prophecy m1nmax1n5 bullsh1t 1n an attempt to TAS the apocalypse, and 1t was a cred1ble threat to my s1ste2's l1fe, so I reve2se-en51nee2ed he2 Kamen R1de2 belt and beat he2 1n a one-on-one. ...I don't know how wo2r1ed I should be about the fact that he2 body hasn't dusted yet, but 1t's completely 1ne2t. I have l1ke. A dozen came2as and mot1on senso2s po1nted at 1t, and the 1ce au2a's wo2n off, so. And, re5a2d1n5 the qu12k, 1t's s1mply a way of con5ratulat1n5 myself on my v1cto2y. It's not THAT ra2e to 1nco2po2ate someone's qu12k 1nto you2 own afte2 you k1ll them fo2 th1s exact reason.
I MEANT WHY THE FUCKING KILLING, DUDE. I seriously doubt she was trying to start the fucking apocalypse, that doesn't sound like mom at all. If anything that's the exact opposite???? Her whole THING is like, preservation??????? Whatever.
I know th1s sounds 1nsane 1f you we2en't the2e, but the apocalypse was 5o1n5 to happen anyway, because of prophecy bullsh1t. She TASed the *sta2t1n5 cond1t1ons* so that 1t would end up 1n a favo2able pos1t1on fo2 he2. Whateve2 that would actually end up mean1n5. It's been three months s1nce then so I'm not really su2e what he2 end 5oal actually WAS.
Good luck and so2ry you 5ot stuck 1n a Kamen R1de2 Double w1th a br1ck wall that hates you
I'm just say1n5, anyone who wants to colla2 me w1ll have to accept the respons1b1l1ty of hav1n5 to pe21od1cally bully me 1nto wo2k1n5 on my album. #su55est1ve #relatable-adhd-th1n5s
> "Touhou.sf2" > 98% of the 1nstrument samples have noth1n5 to do w1th Touhou Make 1t make sense.
I refuse to touch that th1n5 on pr1nc1ple, I was just rem1nded 1t ex1sted and 5ot really annoyed.
I'm su2e 1t's a pe2fectly f1ne Gene2al MIDI but I have othe2 Gene2al MIDI fonts that a2en't try1n5 to adve2t1se themselves on capab1l1t1es they don't have. If I need ZUNpets I w1ll s1mply roll my own on Synth1.
I want to throw hands w1th someone 1n EXE 4.5 so bad r15ht now but I can't let myself 5et d1stracted o2 I w1ll neve2 f1n1sh th1s project. I swea2 my ADHD wasn't *th1s* relentless befo2e I 5ot unstuck 1n canon.
You eve2 have that feel1n5 whe2e you THINK you know how you2 softwa2e wo2ks 1n a 51ven s1tuat1on but you're not conf1dent enou5h 1n you2 assessment to actually do 1t, so you just approx1mate 1t 1n a dumb way because do1n5 othe2w1se would r1sk los1n5 project f1les? ...I don't know off the top of my head how runn1n5 the t1me s15natu2e throu5h an automat1on laye2 wo2ks 1n LMMS, so I just have th1s track set to 1/4 t1me 1nstead of alte2nat1n5 eve2y othe2 measu2e l1ke I want.
It d1dn't occu2 to me to wonde2 about th1s at the t1me because I was f1xated on the adrenal1ne rush of 5ett1n5 to k1ll my mom, but when I 1n1t1ally broke back 1nto canon my ha12 was l1ke, REALLY wet. What the hell was that about, actually.
Just spontaneously remembe2ed a recu2r1n5 n15htma2e I used to 5et. Now that I actually have the context fo2 what was happen1n5 1n 1t I'm really cu21ous why I was even dream1n5 that 1n the f12st place.
Now that my ha12's 5row1n5 out a b1t I should put a ma5enta 5rad1ent on 1t. One of the pe2ks of th1s vessel 1s that I can just command 1t to adjust 1ts appea2ance w1thout hav1n5 to put 1n any of the effo2t.
So was anyone 5o1n5 to tell me the2e's a 2v2 mod fo2 Actress A5a1n?????? I haven't thou5ht about that 5ame 1n yea2s and th1s seems l1ke a 5reat excuse to try to 5et 5ood.
As fa2 as 5ames I already know, Tan5o updated recently and now I can ed1t my folde2 w1thout sta2t1n5 up the emulato2. I have a lot of f1ne-tun1n5 to do and I need a lot of pract1ce to comfo2tably say I'm back 1nto the sw1n5 of th1n5s, but I'm exc1ted to be able to throw hands 1n EXE 6 a5a1n.
(Read as: Local seadwelle2 w1ll do l1te2ally anyth1n5 bes1des wo2k on he2 album)
Oh, a2e we post1n5 he15hts? My o2151nal body was 6'5" but th1s loane2 one 1s 5'8". Ho2ns not 1ncluded, obv1ously.
Almost 10PM. That fuck1n5 son5 1s st1ll loop1n5. Appa2ently 1t's a mecha open1n5 from the He1se1 e2a. I'm just 5o1n5 to f1nd somewhe2e else to crash fo2 the n15ht. If I have to hea2 one mo2e measu2e of th1s I'm 5o1n5 to cull someone 1st5.
So I l1ve w1th my s1ste2, r15ht, and we don't talk much because ou2 schedules a2e completely d1ffe2ent. Anyway, she's been blast1n5 th1s one fuck1n5 son5 on repeat at max1mum volume w1th the doo2 locked fo2 OVER AN HOUR. It's 9 PM. I have no 1dea what possessed he2 to do th1s but I can't concentrate fo2 sh1t l1ke th1s. Should I 5o check 1f the2e's a set of ove2-ea2 headphones I can compensate w1th o2 just leave the 5oddamn house unt1l she's done.
Pro5ress on the album 1s slow and pathet1c, but "slow and pathet1c" 1s mo2e than "ze2o"!
#ou2mouth #su55est1ve
#ourmouth
Th1s Mothe2's Day, let th1s post be a rem1nde2 that k1ll1n5 you2 sh1tty pa2ent(s) 1s both encou2a5ed and an excellent use of you2 t1me. Ha2d to bel1eve 1t's already been almost three weeks s1nce I d1d that.
Took mine out with the planet.
Eu5h 1t's 5 AM. I need to 5et sleep at SOME po1nt. Peace.