DESS
@unusedUnused
Just passing through and yapping about whatever crosses her mind. Player of every single instrument, practitioner of every single sports. Scythekind. Shadow Crystals collected: 5
> "Touhou.sf2" > 98% of the 1nstrument samples have noth1n5 to do w1th Touhou Make 1t make sense.
I refuse to touch that th1n5 on pr1nc1ple, I was just rem1nded 1t ex1sted and 5ot really annoyed.
I'm su2e 1t's a pe2fectly f1ne Gene2al MIDI but I have othe2 Gene2al MIDI fonts that a2en't try1n5 to adve2t1se themselves on capab1l1t1es they don't have. If I need ZUNpets I w1ll s1mply roll my own on Synth1.
I want to throw hands w1th someone 1n EXE 4.5 so bad r15ht now but I can't let myself 5et d1stracted o2 I w1ll neve2 f1n1sh th1s project. I swea2 my ADHD wasn't *th1s* relentless befo2e I 5ot unstuck 1n canon.
You eve2 have that feel1n5 whe2e you THINK you know how you2 softwa2e wo2ks 1n a 51ven s1tuat1on but you're not conf1dent enou5h 1n you2 assessment to actually do 1t, so you just approx1mate 1t 1n a dumb way because do1n5 othe2w1se would r1sk los1n5 project f1les? ...I don't know off the top of my head how runn1n5 the t1me s15natu2e throu5h an automat1on laye2 wo2ks 1n LMMS, so I just have th1s track set to 1/4 t1me 1nstead of alte2nat1n5 eve2y othe2 measu2e l1ke I want.
It d1dn't occu2 to me to wonde2 about th1s at the t1me because I was f1xated on the adrenal1ne rush of 5ett1n5 to k1ll my mom, but when I 1n1t1ally broke back 1nto canon my ha12 was l1ke, REALLY wet. What the hell was that about, actually.
Just spontaneously remembe2ed a recu2r1n5 n15htma2e I used to 5et. Now that I actually have the context fo2 what was happen1n5 1n 1t I'm really cu21ous why I was even dream1n5 that 1n the f12st place.
Now that my ha12's 5row1n5 out a b1t I should put a ma5enta 5rad1ent on 1t. One of the pe2ks of th1s vessel 1s that I can just command 1t to adjust 1ts appea2ance w1thout hav1n5 to put 1n any of the effo2t.
So was anyone 5o1n5 to tell me the2e's a 2v2 mod fo2 Actress A5a1n?????? I haven't thou5ht about that 5ame 1n yea2s and th1s seems l1ke a 5reat excuse to try to 5et 5ood.
As fa2 as 5ames I already know, Tan5o updated recently and now I can ed1t my folde2 w1thout sta2t1n5 up the emulato2. I have a lot of f1ne-tun1n5 to do and I need a lot of pract1ce to comfo2tably say I'm back 1nto the sw1n5 of th1n5s, but I'm exc1ted to be able to throw hands 1n EXE 6 a5a1n.
(Read as: Local seadwelle2 w1ll do l1te2ally anyth1n5 bes1des wo2k on he2 album)
Oh, a2e we post1n5 he15hts? My o2151nal body was 6'5" but th1s loane2 one 1s 5'8". Ho2ns not 1ncluded, obv1ously.
Almost 10PM. That fuck1n5 son5 1s st1ll loop1n5. Appa2ently 1t's a mecha open1n5 from the He1se1 e2a. I'm just 5o1n5 to f1nd somewhe2e else to crash fo2 the n15ht. If I have to hea2 one mo2e measu2e of th1s I'm 5o1n5 to cull someone 1st5.
So I l1ve w1th my s1ste2, r15ht, and we don't talk much because ou2 schedules a2e completely d1ffe2ent. Anyway, she's been blast1n5 th1s one fuck1n5 son5 on repeat at max1mum volume w1th the doo2 locked fo2 OVER AN HOUR. It's 9 PM. I have no 1dea what possessed he2 to do th1s but I can't concentrate fo2 sh1t l1ke th1s. Should I 5o check 1f the2e's a set of ove2-ea2 headphones I can compensate w1th o2 just leave the 5oddamn house unt1l she's done.
Pro5ress on the album 1s slow and pathet1c, but "slow and pathet1c" 1s mo2e than "ze2o"!
#ou2mouth #su55est1ve
#ourmouth
Th1s Mothe2's Day, let th1s post be a rem1nde2 that k1ll1n5 you2 sh1tty pa2ent(s) 1s both encou2a5ed and an excellent use of you2 t1me. Ha2d to bel1eve 1t's already been almost three weeks s1nce I d1d that.
Eu5h 1t's 5 AM. I need to 5et sleep at SOME po1nt. Peace.
Fo2 some reason 9/8 1s mo2e counte21ntu1t1ve fo2 me to wr1te 1n than the othe2 12re5ula2 t1me s15natu2es. Wh1ch 1s k1nd of we12d, you'd th1nk that 1t'd be the othe2 way a2ound s1nce 9/8 facto21zes and 11/8 doesn't.
Fo2 no pa2t1cula2 reason, 1f I was conce2ned that the2e m15ht be t1me loops happen1n5 a2ound me that I'd need to be ca2eful a2ound the constra1nts of, and wanted someone to check 1n w1th and do a qu1ck 1nte5r1ty check on my un1ve2se, who should I contact? Is the2e a spec1f1c pe2son I should 5o to o2 1s messa51n5 random T1me playe2s unt1l someone calls back 5ood enou5h?
SOUNDS LIKE YA NEED. A CROWBAR. TAKE YER PICK THERES LIKE A WILLIAM OF EM
IIf you fiind that iindiiviidual let me know! II've got que2tiion2 two for real, e2peciially about my tiimeliine. II fear diirectly 2eekiing one out could cau2e two paradoxe2, 2o II am actiively tryiing two avoiid that. Don't need the tiime poliice on my a22 two.
Re5a2dless of how l1ttle sleep I actually 5et, 1t feels 5reat to actually be able to s1t down and compose a5a1n. M15ht even have a complete album out w1th1n the week at th1s rate.
I am soooooooo tempted to check whethe2 th1s loane2 body actually has prope2ly colo2ed blood o2 1f 1t just dec1ded on 1ts own that "th1s 1s what you 5et when you add antle2s to a human." But I don't own an autoclave... (#cw-self-ha2m I 5uess??? It's not l1ke 5ett1n5 you2 blood drawn actually ha2ms you, I just want to know.)
Not su2e 1f th1s headache 1s dehydrat1on o2 an actual problem
Try1n5 to do post-process1n5 on the photo to make 1t a less te2r1ble avata2 made 1t wo2se, actually. I th1nk I m15ht just suck ass at ed1t1n5.