Dess Kisaragi(?)
@unusedUnused
Just passing through and yapping about whatever crosses her mind. Player of every single instrument, practitioner of every single sports. Scythekind. Shadow Crystals collected: 5
The gifted kid to burnt out catgirl pipeline is a real thing, source being me of course.
It bette2 fuck1n5 not be.
I mean at least that wouldn't be 51v1n5 1nto my appa2ently-cosm1cally-o2da1ned fate of tu2n1n5 1nto a we12d shadow cat. But I'm ve2y f1ne the way I am, I don't want o2 need to 5et h1t w1th the the21an beam.
#aspe(ttalk 4/12: void the more and more i learn of void, the more and more ridi(ulous “void is nothingness” seems. it (ertainl7 does skew m7 anal7sis some that this is the loudest fu(king void land i’ve ever been on, but i think it’s tr7ing to tell me - and get me to tell 7ou - something. not that void doesn’t have nothingness on it, but it’s a shell. a surfa(e level evo(ation. void is nothingness in the same wa7 that breath is wind, 7ou know? void is… well. ever7thing, 7ou know? ever7thing outside a small (ir(le of “importan(e”. and the more 7ou spend in the darkness, the more blinding and pointless the light seems. 7ou (ould spend forever here and not un(over a fra(tion of a fra(tion of a fra(tion of the se(rets. it just goes on and on and on. the sun just a pinpri(k in an endless o(ean. past a (ertain point, the problem void pla7ers fa(e isn’t being unequipped. the problem is there’s just too fu(king mu(h to (all upon. when 7ou have ever7thing no one thought of at 7our fingertips, what’s the right answer? what should be brought into the light and made to be? and what even is there in the ever7thing?
Makes sense. If L15ht 1s relevance (s15nal) then Vo1d 1s 12relevance (no1se). I feel l1ke 1f I we2e mo2e of a phys1cs ne2d I'd be able to do some convoluted bullsh1t w1th that...
from @tiredSublime: "Yaoi or yuri" why not both? ...i know you probably want me to pick one though. yaoi, because i know rankmaid would like that if she were around. #mail. https://forms.gle/LCT7QeaDuNs1GaeW6
I m1ss Rankma1d...
Leg cramp.
HATE IT WHEN THAT HAPPENS...
Good morning, all! Or Good Dusk for those more nocturnally inclined in other worlds! Had an excellent run, really cleared the old noggin' up. Working now on grabbing some breakfast (bagel with cream cheese and lox) and a coffee now. How is the start of your day going?
You know when you take a son5 that was wr1tten 1n an 12re5ula2 t1me s15natu2e and then a2ran5e 1t 1n 4/4 and 1t sounds really d1so21ent1n5? That's my pan r15ht now.
i've seen a Ffew helllmed tTrolllllls here on chitTtTr, and im kinda sitTtTing here wondering iFf tThe empire justT llletTs tThis slllide lllike "uummm Yeah bitTch llletTs give em chitTtTr tThem tTabllletT grubs lllove itT"
You can't exactly STOP someone from 5ett1n5 on ch1ttr. I was on he2e back when I was an 1nco2po2eal memo2y-construct unstuck 1n canon and wasn't even us1n5 a phys1cal dev1ce to 5et on the s1te.
*「 Are you puppie, buny, or kitby 」
Unfo2tunately I am pretty su2e I am k1tby (de2o5ato2y) (you know the exact one I'm talk1n5 about, probably) and would ve2y much l1ke to not be.
aspect slander pt. 8 - Void s0mething of a c0old0wn slander after that last mess. i consider there tw0 be three major 0ddballs for aspects: breath, v0id, and rage. aspects which are the least defined and work in ways least directly in service 0f skaia's goals. d0esn't mean i think they're pro0f it doesn't have them, just that whatever level they're w0rking on is harder t0 immediately grasp. 'void is n0thingness' is a comm0n misconcepti0n. nothing d0esn't exist (eheheh.) but seriously, it's n0t giving you literally n0thing, you can't give what d0esn't exist. i w0uld argue that even mores0 than the frog aspect v0id exists for c0ntrast, two give 0ther things meaning. it is more accurately: the aspect of secrets and absentia, a w0rd with a more accurate c0nnotati0n than 'nothing.' if anything it's m0re of the space aspect than the fr0g one ever c0uld be, powers interacting with the absence 0f somethings that we call n0thing for lack 0f better words. y0u can make it sound as edgy as y0u like but rx wouldn't be creating jacque fucking shit with her abilities were it truly bent 0n nothingness. y0u can't steal nothing, because n0thing doesn't exist. y0u can however fill an absence with s0mething. i don't think y0u could ever pr0ve a meaningful difference between a space player teleporting s0mething and a void player filling an absence with that same s0mething that isn't pedantic. and i don't think skaia cares 0r would be able t0 tell the difference even when i finally have my fronds ar0und its neck. pedantry aside, it's these nuances that end up fucking 0ver a void player in the end. v0id gets gifted two th0se skaia wants silenced. the ones m0st likely to keep secrets fr0m themself and others, tw0 hide who y0u are and push down y0ur own feelings. great f0r group c0hesion, terrible f0r whoever is shutting themselves up f0r the greater go0d. there's all manner of ways t0 incentivize it. equius was a fucking freak but ultimately a harmless one. if y0u lo0k back rationally and ign0re how unpleasant he might've been t0 interact with, eq was a massive contribut0r two the gr0up effort. fucked up as it is, he was the team medic. vriska's arm, tv's legs, aa's body (i kn0w i know but we're f0cusing here). he crammed d0wn all his freak shit two make that happen and we made him d0 it. nob0dy gave a fuck about letting eq say his sweaty, euphemistic piece besides np and it's pr0bably why he died. there was never an interest in rehabilitating his issues, or kinks lets be real, and they g0t him killed. nob0dy was stronger than eq. that fuckhead cl0wn knew it, thats why he didn't try and 'fight' him. eq hid every weird thing he was for the sake 0f the group and was discarded f0r it. i doubt rx wants me rehashing her pr0blems with bo0ze either, so i can gl0ss over them by attributing it tw0 the same factor. hiding 0ne's real self by any means necessary even as it's killing you. thank fuck she made it 0ut alright but it lo0ks pretty obvi0us in retrospect that the same p0ison was being used under a new name. it's an aspect built t0 feed off insecurities and squeeze s0meone with them intw0 a more useful m0uld. nothing can't break, rust, 0r shatter. but it also d0esn't really matter. if you're n0t careful it will make a player into s0mething that doesn't exist except as a c0ntrast. and loneliness is never str0nger than when you're surr0unded by other pe0ple.
"h1d1n5 one's real self by any means necessa2y even as 1t's k1ll1n5 you" ...I hate how much th1s makes me feel called out.
It does feel k1nd of awkwa2d phys1cally tapp1n5 someone w1th what's bas1cally an oddly-shaped sha2d of 5lass to heal them. But 1t wo2ks, so I can't compla1n.
Gonna be honest, didn't even know you could use them like that. But... yeah Thanks for saving my life
It's no problem. ...We're unbel1evably lucky that I could use th1s one 1n pa2t1cula2 l1ke that.
Angel abov- no actually that saying feels really sour now Jesus Christ? Yeah. That works Jesus Christ everything fucking hurts
Do you know whe2e you a2e r15ht now? I'm pretty su2e we're both vo1d playe2s so I th1nk I m15ht need someth1n5 to wo2k w1th.
You're uh.. another me, right? I'm in the Dark world in the shelter. Kris and Elly and Suzy kicked my ass. Almost killed me cause the... the Angel made me kill their friend I think. Third hero from the prophecy But it left. Fucked off and they chased after it
Alr15ht. G1ve me a couple m1nutes and I'll be the2e.
Okay, I'll be us1n5 a L15ht/Blood/Space fraymot1f that I don't unde2stand at all to lock onto the counte2pa2t locat1on of my un1ve2se's Hometown shelte2 1n you2 un1ve2se. Th1s m15ht be a l1ttle unpleasant, because I'll be pull1n5 you throu5h my un1ve2se's shelte2 wh1ch has an extremely h15h da2kness concentrat1on, but you'll be land1n5 1n the basement of my house. (Also, I'll be 1n R1de2 fo2m, so look fo2 the obnox1ous pansexual fla5 a2mo2.)
I didn't understand a bit of that but I got that I'd end up in your basement. Got it Sure hope you can use healing magic or something in the light world there cause I am. So fucked. Fahah
I've a2r1ved. I should be as v1sually obv1ous as 1t can 5et. I may not have l15ht wo2ld heal1n5 ma51c but fo2 some reason what I do have 1s concentrated L1fe aspect bullsh1t. I can expla1n late2.
I'm currently at the bottom of a pit near the fountain. Bunch of fucking. Greyscale human body parts down here. Thought they were bodies at first There's a Great Door here but it broke when the Angel left, so I guess the dark world spread to the rest of the shelter or... outside.
Alr15ht, I see you. Please stand by.
Almost the2e. I'll 5rab you and then 1mmed1ately reel 1n the connect1n5 cha1n 1n about 20 seconds. So2ry 1f th1s ends up hu2t1n5.
My loane2 body phys1cally can't 5row body ha12, wh1ch 1s really funny to me, cons1de21n5. #dashwatch1n5
VvvvvvvvvvvV ‧˚๋࣭૮×ﻌ✩ა๋࣭⭑ 💬 are you 'saying you hijacked a seadwellers bod ^^^^^^^^^^
It's somehow even dumbe2 than that. Someone dumped a human backup body that they we2en't us1n5, and the 1nstant I try to 5o 1ns1de 1t automat1cally refo2mats 1nto a fuchs1a. I'm probably neve2 5ett1n5 my o2151nal monste2 body back, but th1s one's 5rown on me.
VvvvvvvvvvvV ‧˚๋࣭૮×ﻌ✩ა๋࣭⭑ 💬 ‧˚๋࣭૮×ﻌ✩ა๋࣭⭑ 💬 ‧˚๋࣭૮×ﻌ✩ა๋࣭⭑ 💬 ‧˚๋࣭૮×ﻌ=ა๋࣭⭑ 💬 wow you got sentenced to being a fuschia ‧˚๋࣭૮×ﻌ=ა๋࣭⭑ 💬 by some fucked up univer'se ‧˚๋࣭૮×ﻌuა๋࣭⭑ 💬 thats sad. especially since it sounds like you werent even a troll ^^^^^^^^^^
...Thanks fo2 the sympathy, I 5uess. Honestly neve2 really stopped to th1nk about how unh1n5ed my s1tuat1on 1s.
chittr being chittr. #dashwatching.
So2ry about the 1ncred1bly stup1d conve2sat1on you just bo2e w1tness to. It w1ll probably happen a5a1n, I'm not 5reat at know1n5 when to just put down the keyboa2d and do someth1n5 else.
i cant blame you, ive gotten into my fair share of arguments with a different english. i try to just ignore that one in particular though since hes had an active negative effect on my life since the start.
Probably sma2t to block that 5uy, yeah.