
{{ Hey. Serious post, I'm really sorry, but I feel like I'm digging myself in a bigger hole when I'm not addressing the problem. My partner texted me about a week ago with an update, which I'm very grateful about, but it's still difficult to make myself enjoy things I want to enjoy, or to even hang out with people before getting overstimulated and have self harm ideations again. It's kind of put me in a situation where I'm talking to about anyone, even if I don't like the person, the attention is comforting. I'm too scared to reach out to people, knowing they're okay with my bullshit, but I don't want them to see my like this or know how much I'm eating myself alive. Thank you for the support on my last similar post, it means a lot. Being away from Chittr kind of helps, but I miss roleplaying. Soon enough, I will return in a better headspace. #cw-self-harm #cw-self-harm-ideation #mental-health #cw-mental-health



