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On An Unrelated Note. I Have Been Prescribed / Several / Medications For My Anxiety. I Will Get Worse Before I Get Better Sorry I'm Advance
EvErythIng wOUld bE mUch EAsIEr If thEy hAd jUst lEt mE bE A sImplE prIEstEss I thInk I wOUld hAvE bEEn A lOvEly prEAchEr A nIcE cOmmUnIty rElIgIOUs lEAdEr, On A lIttlE nOwhErE OUtpOst, prEAchIng thE wOrd Of thE dArk cArnIvAl I wOUld hAvE A lIttlE bIg tOp, And pErhAps A trAIlEr... And wE wOUld hAvE scrIptUrE stUdy sEssIOns On sAtUrdAys A nIcE grOUp brEAkfAst On sUndAys... sOmEtImEs thEy cOUld cOmE tO thE dOOr Of my trAIlEr, OUt bEhInd thE bIg tOp, And Ask mE 'sIstEr lOlAdA whAt sAy yOU Of thIs dIspUtE' And I wOUld UsE whAt I knOw Of thE scrIptUrE tO AnswEr It bUt, sUch Is nOt my lOt In lIfE blEssEd bE thE mEssIAhs...
3> I just sliced my finger open again with a guitar string. Again. For 40th time. I'm bleeding out. Help me. <3
i need more on my plate >X3 i have too little to do and so much time for once
thE wOrst pArt AbOUt tAkIng lAshIngs Is thE wOUnds On yOUr bAck ArE vEry lOng, And In A pArt Of yOUr bOdy thAt mOvEs And chAngEs A lOt, sO OncE A scAb fOrms yOU nEEd tO kEEp It stIll, Or rIsk It OpEnIng OncE mOrE lUckIly, thIs tImE I dId nOt rEqUIrE stItchEs, sO, vEry kInd Of thE clOwnfEssOr... AmEn
[emotion_detected: fear_high] action; statement input; statement: head tech is coming in. in bad mood after being he|d up by cadets input; statement: wishthisunit |uck it is so scared
[I'M NOT DOING OKAY ]
Alright.yall.we.got.another.hot.and.steamy.edition.of.#zemfucks.as.requested.by.richy this.time.doing.a.paper.shredder.that.i.dragged.from.the.wreckage.of.Callie's.burning.hive so.the.hive.is.still.burning.but.my.other.bodies.are.putting.that.shit.out gives.me.a.little.alone.time.with.this.lady.here now.long.time.regulars.to.zemfucks.know.that.i.like.to.have.either.a.hole.or.a.pole,.better.if.theres.both.(i.love.you.mcdonalds.icecream.machine.answer.back.my.texts).today.we're.working.with.a.hole.so.guess.it.means.im.topping bit.of.a.tight.fit,.but.the.teeth.really.get.in.there,.make.sure.you.feel.welcome.yknow? he's.a.real.biter.though.but.if.you.can.get.past.that,.its.really.not.all.that.bad. but.the.mouth.is.a.little.hard.to.get.in.there.for which.is.where.i.think.the.even.better.option.lies,.for.you.voyers.out.there!.See.this.little.shit.vibrates.when.it.shreds.paper,.press.it.against.your.spot.of.choice.and.feed.it.paper,.let.her.buzz.away,.plus.you.can.talk.dirty.to.it whole.time.I.was.saying.to.mine."Oh.yeah.you.eat.daddys.tax.documents,.good.boy,.oh.yeah.you.get.that.shit.shredded.you're.doing.so.good.for.daddy".cuz.i.was.feeling.masc.tonight,.and.man.I.busted.a.fatter.one.than.i.expected A.surprising.9/10
*ΰ©β©β§βΛπ€I may not be a celebrity, but with three celebrity quads, I certainly sympathize with the nonsense some of them go through.βββα―β
but i just know thβ‘ first timβ‘ i try a backflip on stagβ‘ im crashing and twisting my spinβ‘ in twain
i wwas gonna post some of my song highlights then i realised WWOWW ITS SUICIDAL
maybe i should stop lyricpostin and actually post my owwn fuckin music someday but i am actually shit at evverythin i do and no one wwill evver care enough to actually listen so i guess i double die π€ͺ
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pe0ple already think very little 0f me and unchaineds antics are n0t helping
action; statement input; statement: i hate it when some of the officers are in the kind of good mood that they current|y are input; statement: they are much more |ike|y to use any justification they can to punish me as harsh|y as they can without impairing basic he|m functioning [#vio|ence]
its t00 late f0r me
doin a little better im nevver sharin anythin that givves me joy again
[emotion_detected: apprehension] [emotion_detected: fear_|ow] action; statement input; statement: it is |ooking |ike i wi|| be worked very hard tonight input; statement: overheard the head technician discussing that he intends to make sure action; quote input; quote: the he|m doesn't cause us any issues action; statement input; statement: that does not bode we||
