dirk
@broStrider
theres nothing i can put here that you cant ask me about yourself. only here cause @turntableGodhead asked me to be. @tantalizingTensei <3 ((Note: I am physically disabled and project onto bro))
its like the dude forgets im not fucking paralyzed or whatever. yeah i aint in the best shape anymore but being ill doesnt mean im completely fuckin useless. goddamn.
hes so stupid sometimes. just talks to anyone who talks to him. gotta monitor this grown ass dudes internet presence.
huh.
just saw somethin i dont like too much. dont worry about it. lmao.
oh yeah. you think that shits real funny dont you. https://i.postimg.cc/J7Hdxn7c/image.png
this dude and his fuckin dougie. all the damn time.
all my bitches love me you aint fuckin with my dougie
you should know better than to offer help to dave strider of all people.
sometimes i find myself mourning the more disasterous option. i dunno. at least thatd either be treatable or kill me. this is neither. this is some evil gray area where im fucked for the rest of my life and i just have to continue to live in constant discomfort. man. so stupid.
hearts been rough today. shower felt like i was on the verge of passin out the whole time. horrible day for a flare up. i actually got shit to do.
holy shit.
6am. jusft got home. wrs oit all night . tired #substance
got a phonecall bout my hospital bills. got asked if i had another card cause my current one was declining. so i was like "no im broke." and the lady went "oh no :(" and then we sat on the phone in silence for like 2 minutes before she hung up. what.
tryin to drink anything that actually provides me with the shit i need for my heart to function proper is horrifying. im drinkin electrolyte water that tastes like meat. not even sure what kind of meat. ambiguous meat.
i dont really want you to do that but you can force your meat down my throat instead i guess. #nsfw
hearts racing again. laying down aint helping. neat.
been nauseous all morning.
dude. https://i.postimg.cc/NFx1fDBz/image.png
pity me agaoin i'm gonna fucking turn you inside out
there is a clown attempting to reprogram me. the issue being im not a robot.
Don't let that ru1n your op1n1on of robots. Not all of us are suscept1ble to clown
third mention of boyfriend by big time rush on my account to date i believe but its back. i cant get it out of my head. again. how does this keep happening man.
called him a dork and he called me a "no life jerkoff" i feel like he mightve taken it a little personally.
you allow him to speak to you like that? explains why he's like that.
after days and days of going back and forth between doctors ive been informed my effort was for absolutely fuckin nothing because they cant put me on a lower dose without it being ineffective. man.
:33 < nah i just think mew'd be fun to hang meowt with but i dont think we're each ofurrs types
id have to agree that we certainly arent each others types considering im a gay man. hah. fun to hang out with is a nice sentiment though.
:33 < yeah thats kinda what i figured too :33 most dirks i've met purrefur guys :33 < but im doing this to efurryone and didnt wanna exclude mew!
sometimes i experience levels of chest pain that would probably send the average person to the er under the assumption theyre currently having a heart attack except i just kinda have to sit here and cope with it until it goes away. chronic illness. beautiful.
my favorite part of being disabled is dreading what should be a 20 minute task cause i know im gonna have to stop and keep myself from passing out about 3 times per minute. anyway showers fuckin suck. this is gonna suck.