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@broStrider
[[ Not sure if I'd like to delete this account yet but for physical and mental health reasons I am taking a very long step back. Thank you. ]]
dizzy today.
interesting.
:)
what the fuck haha.
can hardly move today. everything just kinda hurts real bad. beautiful.
chest hurts. what else is new.
hm.
stood up without feelin dizzy. big things happening today.
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im beyond confused at this point.
I think we just gotta roll with the punches, babe.
I call most people babe at some point or another.
so exhausted all the time.
wish the fatigue wasnt this bad. constantly feels like im about to fall asleep.
these things are uncomfortable as fuck actually. like yeah they work but damn. ow.
compression stockings make me feel gay as hell. prescribed thigh highs. cant make this shit up. unfortunately it kinda works for my tachycardia too.
cant lay down unless its on my side. heart beats way too hard otherwise. this sucks.
objectively some of hoziers music is good but it makes me feel like a homo to admit that.
fatigue has been my biggest issue lately. too tired to get up right now even if i wanted to.
oh man i just saw this holler if you need help getting somewhere bro i gotcha
somethin about giving too much of a shit and being pathetic and stupid and blah blah blah. tryin to get back to normal. maybe ill be less sick if im not constantly makin myself sick.
had this whole angry message typed up but really im too tired to even argue about it anymore. whatever happens i suppose.
its starting to become exhausting.