Choisp and Ralsyz
@choicepaRalysis
+ we are choisp and ralsyz + - we need help to make decisions- + will you help us? + - will you choose? -
+ goodlight everyone + - goodlight -
goodl|ght you two!!! sleep t|ght dont let uhhhhh the drones? the drones b|te yeAh :)
+ should we sleep? + - should we sleep? -
+ why did someone hate that chitt..? + - are we not supposed to feed birds? - + or did they not like the person we @ed? + - we are confused -
it may have been an accident or someone who just hates people’s chitts for fun. do not worry about it.
+ in nicer news + - we saw a crow today - + @unforeseenFragment we fed the crows + - it was nice -
:> ^v^ I’m gl^d you enjoyed it. I c^n ^lw^ys instruct you to stop if you get bored or decide you don’t like it, but I’m gl^d you did. <:
+ ... we don't want to think about being different anymore + - we had forgotten what our colours meant for our futures - + we had forgotten + - it's okay - + it's a very very long time away + - and we will be just fine -
+ we keep looking at that drawing we did and thinking how different we really are + - we usually see each other as overlayed images, really - + shared senses + - shared sight - + we feel more similar than we are + - it's a bit odd -
+ we even remembered to tag it and did not have to edit the tag in afterwards + - that is good - + we did good + - yay -
+ difficult + - this was difficult - + we don't normally like drawing how different we look + - but we do look quite different, don't we? - + we hope you like it + - we drew each other, then swapped to add back our own colour into the image -
+ thank you + - thank you very much - + who are you? + - how should we refer to you? -
+ oh + - oh apologies - + it was only a matter of time before we accidentally asked someone we'd already met + - we didn't write you down in our notes - + we didn't write you down + - oops -
+ we usually write down all the names + - we suppose we must have been multitasking too much and it slipped by us - + that or we lost the paper... + - we will have a physical look in the drawing room later -
+ thank you secret + - thank you secret - + we worked hard + - it was difficult -
+ wow this is difficult + - drawing in a different style is difficult - + we hope it looks good + - we will slowly get there -
+ sometimes we wonder how much of what was done to us we do not know + - we do not know how much of us is how we were hatched and how much is what we were made into in the laboratory - + we wonder if our emotions were always this difficult to read or if they made us like that + - for convenience -
+ we will draw them later + - we will draw them later -
+ we have thought about it + - we have thought about it - + we think we should be sad + - we are confused about why we are not - + we suppose perhaps it is delayed + - but it has been delayed a long time already if so - + hm + - hm -
+ we think maybe we are not very good at emotions + - we think maybe we were supposed to mourn? - + are you supposed to mourn when someone you care about dies? + - we were told not to worry about it so we have been not worried about them even after they died - + as instructed + - as instructed. -
+ we can draw them + - that seems good - + we will draw them after the thing we are drawing now + - we will draw them later thank you -
+ we have been trying to get the support we need from chittr + - they made our decisions for us - + because we cannot make decisions + - this is why we ask so many questions - + if something is unclear to us we become paralysed + - chittr is okay at helping us with this - + we have many new friends now + - our new friends help us with this also -
(˶ˆ꒳ˆ˵) —— That dOes sOund like a fOrm Of grief tO me, in all hOnesty. And Of cOurse, I'm always happy tO help. (✿◞‿◟) —— (˘ ³˘)
You're most welcome, Choisp and Ralsyz. I hope you continue to have good friends that can help you with making decisions.
+ peter said that it means we are missing them + - maybe we are? - + maybe we are + - we are not sure - + emotions are not something we understand well + - we have only recently started learning when to smile - + we are not good at that either + - we are bad at it -
+ thank you peter + - thank you peter - + we hope so too + - we are never alone but we cannot support each other without anyone else -
(˶ˆ꒳ˆ˵) —— Hey, nO One is perfect at expressing emOtiOn! At least, I knOw I'm nOt ( ◠ ◠;) It's sOmething we all have tO strive tOwards! DOn't be sO hard On yOurselves. And I think Peter may be right, in that regard. Ultimately, thOugh, whatever yOu're feeling, yOu twO are nOt alOne, Okay? ObviOusly yOu have each Other, but yOu alsO have me and the Other peOple yOu've met. YOu have suppOrt ❤︎ —— (˘ ³˘)
+ thank you missie + - thank you - + this is true + - we are never alone - + and we are less alone than ever +
+ we suppose it will feel less difficult if we draw each other + - that could be fun - + we usually each draw ourselves + - so we are in our own colours -
+ should we try to draw something more realistic + - it is so much harder though - + should we try? + - should we stick to what makes us happy? -
(˶ˆ꒳ˆ˵) —— It's always gOOd tO try new things! If yOu find yOu dOn't like it, then yOu dOn't have tO keep drawing it! (✿◠‿◠) —— (˘ ³˘)
I think you should challenge yourselves with drawing something that is not as easy to draw. perhaps you may end up enjoying the process if you do it enough.
+ alright + - thank you secret - + this aligns with instructions + - we will give it a try -
+ we do not have anything of each other's colours on us, only our own + - this is because we are always together so we do not need to signal our duality - + we are already two + - we are always two -
+ discussions of outfits and clothes and style + - we wear the same thing every day - + different versions of the same thing + - if we had any choices to make we would be in trouble - + wearing the same thing all the time means no choices + - it is a good system -
(˶ˆ꒳ˆ˵) —— EveryOne has their Own style and methOd! DO whatever wOrks fOr yOu bOth ❤︎ —— (˘ ³˘)
+ thank you + - we do not think we have a style - + we are very practical + - we did not choose anything - + we never do + - thank you missie -
+ we have been informed not to eat mold + - do not eat mold -
some mold is edible. but most are not. there are some cheeses that have mold that enhances their flavor.
+ we are being given mixed signals on mold now + - some types are good and some are not? -
there is a type of cheese called blue cheese that is made with a special kind of mold growing on the cheese. that is safe to eat unless one has an allergy or intolerance for dairy.
+ special mold grown to be eaten + - hm - + thank you for telling us about this + - thank you secret -
Whiłe it’s true there are søme edibłe møłds, they are exceptiøns in a vast grøup øf very dangerøus fungi. They døn’t just grøw øn føød, either, thøugh that’s the møst cømmøn vectør før them; płease ałsø keep an eye øn any areas that grøw very møist and humid, such as the abłutiønbłøck, før øff-cøłøred patches ør grøwths øn the wałłs. I’m sure yøur caretaker døes wełł at keeping yøur quarters cłean, but knøwing what tø łøøk før yøursełves is ałsø impørtant.
+ we do not currently have a caretaker + - we do basic cleaning in the rooms we use as per routine - + but we need someone to instruct us on expanding our routine to look after other rooms also + - we are not allowed in the trophy room however - + we have been told we are not allowed by two people + - so we cannot clean in there - + thank you for the warning + - thank you for teaching us -
Øf cøurse, apøłøgies før the misunderstanding. I’m quite gład I tøłd yøu that, then, as it can be very detrimentał tø yøur heałth øver time.
+ it is alright + - our saviour died 2 days before we joined chittr - + so it has not been very long since we have had someone taking overall care of us + - we have had people visit us often since, however - + we like having people visit + - we are enjoying it - + you do not need to apologise + - thank you for telling us viriad -
+ watching and learning + - watching and learning -
+ it is convenient having people present in person to answer questions for us + - this is why we have not been asking as many on here - + when the two of us are alone together again we will ask more + - we will ask many things -