♦ pitied by @glamorousGladiator
c< iM NOt eitHer, My laNd quest is.... beatiNg My ass, at tHe MOMeNt, if i Had 2 put wOrds 2 it >c
got punched in the boobs by a lich. it hurt. :( #lexihayleysburb
lets all eat loud as fuck in my room first thing in the morning thats absolutely my favorite activity i love when i can hear someone smacking their lips as they eat
your name is cronus (?) ampora and you are currently dead. wvell, not like that youve been dead for a wvhile. in all honesty in all the swveeps you've spent dead you really have never been that punished for anything you've said to that extent. definitely one of your newv least favorite memories. but really wvhile you've been here, it's just been contemplation you and your owvn sick mind at ends wvith each other. and finally after a fewv hours of hating yourself for various reasons you probably deserve over stupid remarks you've made or terrible things you've said. wvhy did you even refer to wvomen's as objects like that? did you really believe that? wvhat did you even have against wvomen? you dated them, fought them, loved them, admired them, and yet still you treated them like a commodity. you barely gave them any respect. given you did that wvith most relationships howvever it seemed like wvith wvomen it wvas the wvorst, you wvere vile and envious acting high and mighty above them but wvhy did you even think that? did you even have a reason? wvell you did, but being jealous doesn't explain much. your man, you have responsibilities things to uphold and emotions to bury. wvomen struggle just as much if not a million times more so wvhy exactly does this feel more like a burden then wvhatever they all go through? wvhy does everytime you see your jawv in the mirror kill your vibe, wvhy exactly does your lowv voice wvreck your mood. is it the reason you act out so smugly like an asshole? wvhy haven't you been able to hold a relationship that actually lasts and matters? wvhatever the reason its clear everything you've done is for dumb selfish reasons, you obviously owve apologies. your a man... you have to swvallowv your pride though, you can't just play it off like you alwvays do. you're a man. you're a man you're a man... your a man? ... wvhatever, back to the grindstone time to fix your mistakes. you ain't the best wvith your wvords but hey (some) people think your attractive maybe you can ride that wvith this genuine apology and hopefully fix all that. either wvay your name is [xxxxxx] ampora and you're finally acknowvledging your mistakes. #gender-dysphoria #selfloathing
The universe hates me. I am convinced.
sigh... sééiñg fálléñ cómrádés álwáys briñgs á frówñ tó my fácé... rést iñ péácé.. át léást i kñów i cáñ máké yóur grávé márkér lóók ñéw áñd béáutiful....
Got hit by the timeout blast so I can't participate in the fight until I get out of this goddamn dimension.
<3 Dealing with complex emotions is very difficult for me. <3 It’s hard to tell whether some troll actually likes me or not, I mean I am a bit dumb- as Serket has stated many times. <3 I have such strong feelings for one of my closest friends but I don’t think we could actually be matesprites- <3 Truthfully, I don’t think I could make him happy, and also I don’t believe I’m good enough for someone like him. <3 I guess this is what humans call yearning? I’ve seen it before in the movies and shows I watch- even in music!! <3 Sometimes though, I wish he could just…talk to me more. He’s a complicated troll, but sometimes I wish he…put in more effort to spend time with me. <3 Or maybe he just doesn’t really want to?… <3 Which I understand, sadly. <3 I don’t know what to do about it really- but it hurts a lot to even consider the possibility that I am, as others have stated, not really important. }:<
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one of these days i'm going to get the right amount of sleep. one day.
i just got fucking fired
haha woof :)