Cinnah Ampora
@fishBitch
I'm kind of a piece of shit She/Her or Wvhatevwer
your name is cronus (?) ampora and you are currently dead. wvell, not like that youve been dead for a wvhile. in all honesty in all the swveeps you've spent dead you really have never been that punished for anything you've said to that extent. definitely one of your newv least favorite memories. but really wvhile you've been here, it's just been contemplation you and your owvn sick mind at ends wvith each other. and finally after a fewv hours of hating yourself for various reasons you probably deserve over stupid remarks you've made or terrible things you've said. wvhy did you even refer to wvomen's as objects like that? did you really believe that? wvhat did you even have against wvomen? you dated them, fought them, loved them, admired them, and yet still you treated them like a commodity. you barely gave them any respect. given you did that wvith most relationships howvever it seemed like wvith wvomen it wvas the wvorst, you wvere vile and envious acting high and mighty above them but wvhy did you even think that? did you even have a reason? wvell you did, but being jealous doesn't explain much. your man, you have responsibilities things to uphold and emotions to bury. wvomen struggle just as much if not a million times more so wvhy exactly does this feel more like a burden then wvhatever they all go through? wvhy does everytime you see your jawv in the mirror kill your vibe, wvhy exactly does your lowv voice wvreck your mood. is it the reason you act out so smugly like an asshole? wvhy haven't you been able to hold a relationship that actually lasts and matters? wvhatever the reason its clear everything you've done is for dumb selfish reasons, you obviously owve apologies. your a man... you have to swvallowv your pride though, you can't just play it off like you alwvays do. you're a man. you're a man you're a man... your a man? ... wvhatever, back to the grindstone time to fix your mistakes. you ain't the best wvith your wvords but hey (some) people think your attractive maybe you can ride that wvith this genuine apology and hopefully fix all that. either wvay your name is [xxxxxx] ampora and you're finally acknowvledging your mistakes. #gender-dysphoria #selfloathing
i fucking hate it here
wvell shit wve're at an impass wvhat do wve do nowv
slowv night.
i don't need therapy, i have cigarettes
Wo+rds to+ live by. ...Yo+u really o+ught to+ co+nsider therapy, tho+ugh.
i mean if you knowv any good therapists let me knowv cause i ain't sure anyone here is qualified for that shit either wvay
But yes, actually, I do+ reco+mmend starting with the Lalo+ndes. At least so+me o+f them have a degree in psychiatry, + the o+nes that do+n't may be able to+ po+int yo+u in the right directio+n.
guess it's a start, chattin wvith one wvho wvas just asking me questions about stuff. probably ask em if they're awvare of anyone wvho can do it or knowv howv to.
thank maryam, preciate it.
fuckall through alternia, seems like beforus is kinda in the same boat as earth which is a mixed bag. community clinics ain't the worst startin point to shop around with but don't get attached too quick if it sucks hit the bricks an keep it movin.
anyone wvanna join me for smokes, i'm bored need somethin to do
doing hot girl shit (i'm not elaborating figure it out yourselvwves)
Whatever y9u say g9nge9us
no clue on wvhy your fucked up and evil but hey those wvords make me feel nice so i'll take it
do you guys consider jacking off to be a sport #nsfwv
:33< depends on how mew do it
cowvard
true true
What w⚣uld be the win c⚣nditi⚣ns f⚣r this sp⚣rt? the rules? I'm very curi⚣us 030
that's wvhat wve're here to figure out
I think there sh⚣uld be different c⚣mpetiti⚣ns, ⚣ne f⚣r edging, durati⚣n, ⚣rgasms per peri⚣d ⚣f time etc. Fr⚣m there we can make individual rules f⚣r each c⚣mpetiti⚣n -3- #nsfw
doin a smash or pass sounds like a good idea until you remember you got like zilch for standard and pretty much wvould be dowvn to smash anyone on this gog forsaken site #nsfwv
> hone2tly real <
https://media1.ten9r.c9m/m/xwKvSU1YrKIAAAAC/smile.gif
i like to see who’s interested enough in me to ask, and give them more than just a single “smash” or “pass”. makes it more fun
yeah you get it
:33< i f33l that pawnestly! :33< also looking good :DD
hey again vantas ;)
probably a good idea, might do it for the novelty of it if i'm feeling it
yeah but of a pain but wvhatevwver
also thanks, preciate everything leijon.
haha don't kill yourself your ass is so fat #nsfwv #suicide
⚞ I'M ALWAYS SAYING THIS!!!!!!!!!!!! ⚟
real recognizes real
wvhat the hell is the backrooms
:33 < nyat a compurriment :33 < mew mewrely pitch flirting with meow! ;333 :33 < do with that as meow will ;33
huh damn so this is wvhat it's like bein on the other side of that
:33 < of bein flirted on? :33 < nefurr happawned to mew
i mean occasionally, been mainly people fucking wvith me though usually
:33 < mew meawn literally? ;0
depends if that wvhat you wvant leijon, i'm dowvn for wvhatevwver really
:33 < WOWIE ZOWIE HAWT DAMN FISHY :33 < MEW PAWVIOUSLY WANT ;333 :33 < #suggestive
your place or mine doll? i ain't exactly picky over this stuff #suggestive
:33 < mew cave? :33 < meowre choice honestly
my place probably a bit nicer than a cave, i'll zip you chords
the hyper misogynist to girl failure pipeline is insane wvork on my half
Z99 wee mama
the hell does this mean vantas
N9thing much. N9t much at all. A phrase I heard fr9m human p9p culture slang. Y9u kn9w. The w9rks.
the 48 hr speedrun is kinda crazy lol
getting the shit beat out of you really does somethin to a gal let me tell ya
IHAVE S OEMTHING VRY IMPORTANT TO SAY BOOBIES #nsfw #boobies
re(hitt for some real shit
THANKSS CRAZY HOPBEAST THING >83
<<"true!">>
:33 < meowre a real one meawx
* #amen
This Little Hopbeast Guy Speaks For What I Think
real
#girlbulg๑ Λ∩d #b◊y∩◊◊k! Λm I d◊i∩g this c◊rr๑ctly?
⚞ HELL YEAH YOU ARE ⚟
Correct.
Correct.
defo
scrollin back through old messages and posts holy shit wvhy did none of you stop me until yesterday wvhat the fuck wvas i on
on some bullshit
feel like that's an understatement, gog damn
listen, i'm still dowvn to date or talk wvith wvhoever after the other day though think i'm gonna avoid meenah's for a wvhile out of both respect, and probably a bit of fear.
ill regret this. but like. whoever? im down. <:B
five hundred cigarettes
im. for some fuckin reason my brain and me isnt mad you called me that.
its still a lot, cinnah. its still a lot
wvait no i need those
i can save some for later if i gotta, it's an investment
you an your marlboro reds
i. hm. i guess that vworks then
have you had them? it's the only brand wvorth a damn
smokes are smokes. you don't know what you missed tho, marlboro black clove were sooo good until the us ban. djarums are p good too. no brand loyalty from this guy these days tho lol shit's too expensive to get picky.
eh can't argue wvith that, just knowv wvhat i like and that's all i need to knowv.
morning i'm back from my emotional breakdowvn or wvhatevwver wvhat did i miss
gonna take some time to myself before day gets actually started. shit still feels wveird.
wvorking on myself makeup is a fuckin bitch, i look awvful but it's gotta get wvorse before it gets better i guess
pROUD OF YOU!
thanks nitram, preciate it
can ghosts even get hormones
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uh you knowv wvhere from?
think i fucking hate the name cronus actually.
.nah ,like I said to cornpops .i'm going to cupE .its latE .we can bicker tomorroW
dunno, still wvorking that out
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i wvouldn't be opposed, i'd prefer somethin that starts wvith c tho
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don't hate corall, clover's fine too.
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i'm just trying out a bunch right nowv, dunno wvhat's gonna stick but still.
thanks doll means a lot.