Cinnah Ampora
@fishBitch
I'm kind of a piece of shit She/Her or Wvhatevwer
i fucking hate it here
slowv night.
i don't need therapy, i have cigarettes
Wo+rds to+ live by. ...Yo+u really o+ught to+ co+nsider therapy, tho+ugh.
i mean if you knowv any good therapists let me knowv cause i ain't sure anyone here is qualified for that shit either wvay
But yes, actually, I do+ reco+mmend starting with the Lalo+ndes. At least so+me o+f them have a degree in psychiatry, + the o+nes that do+n't may be able to+ po+int yo+u in the right directio+n.
guess it's a start, chattin wvith one wvho wvas just asking me questions about stuff. probably ask em if they're awvare of anyone wvho can do it or knowv howv to.
fuckall through alternia, seems like beforus is kinda in the same boat as earth which is a mixed bag. community clinics ain't the worst startin point to shop around with but don't get attached too quick if it sucks hit the bricks an keep it movin.
anyone wvanna join me for smokes, i'm bored need somethin to do
doing hot girl shit (i'm not elaborating figure it out yourselvwves)
no clue on wvhy your fucked up and evil but hey those wvords make me feel nice so i'll take it
do you guys consider jacking off to be a sport #nsfwv
What w⚣uld be the win c⚣nditi⚣ns f⚣r this sp⚣rt? the rules? I'm very curi⚣us 030
I think there sh⚣uld be different c⚣mpetiti⚣ns, ⚣ne f⚣r edging, durati⚣n, ⚣rgasms per peri⚣d ⚣f time etc. Fr⚣m there we can make individual rules f⚣r each c⚣mpetiti⚣n -3- #nsfw
doin a smash or pass sounds like a good idea until you remember you got like zilch for standard and pretty much wvould be dowvn to smash anyone on this gog forsaken site #nsfwv
https://media1.ten9r.c9m/m/xwKvSU1YrKIAAAAC/smile.gif
i like to see who’s interested enough in me to ask, and give them more than just a single “smash” or “pass”. makes it more fun
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haha don't kill yourself your ass is so fat #nsfwv #suicide
wvhat the hell is the backrooms
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the hyper misogynist to girl failure pipeline is insane wvork on my half
N9thing much. N9t much at all. A phrase I heard fr9m human p9p culture slang. Y9u kn9w. The w9rks.
getting the shit beat out of you really does somethin to a gal let me tell ya
scrollin back through old messages and posts holy shit wvhy did none of you stop me until yesterday wvhat the fuck wvas i on
listen, i'm still dowvn to date or talk wvith wvhoever after the other day though think i'm gonna avoid meenah's for a wvhile out of both respect, and probably a bit of fear.
five hundred cigarettes
smokes are smokes. you don't know what you missed tho, marlboro black clove were sooo good until the us ban. djarums are p good too. no brand loyalty from this guy these days tho lol shit's too expensive to get picky.
morning i'm back from my emotional breakdowvn or wvhatevwver wvhat did i miss
gonna take some time to myself before day gets actually started. shit still feels wveird.
wvorking on myself makeup is a fuckin bitch, i look awvful but it's gotta get wvorse before it gets better i guess
can ghosts even get hormones
think i fucking hate the name cronus actually.
.nah ,like I said to cornpops .i'm going to cupE .its latE .we can bicker tomorroW
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fucking hell gog damnit
Whatever it is, I hope it gets worse.
thanks again serket, alwvays knowv howv to brighten a room
wvhatcha gonna do doll, cause pretty sure it'd be a net positive for me
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the nice thing about posting at this hour is the fact that barley anyone sees your posts you knowv sometimes i wvish i wvas born a girl but eh sucks i gotta be a guy
aight. wvhatevwver i'll figure it out i guess find someone to talk to about it. uh thanks for this captor, preciate it like a lot.
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hope so too. and don't wvorry about it, your secrets safe wvith me heh
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you don t achieve them betterw yourwself and yourw generwal body firwst without worwrwying about a specific look just maximize what is alrweady therwe and then get into makeup to enhance what you have and soften cerwtain featurwes you do not want and also grwow out yourw hairw but again that is a backgrwound thing and will happen when it happens and make surwe to have good prwoducts forw yourw rwoutine and get clothes you think look cute like some like to go all out but me perwsonally it s drwesses and crwop tops because again i am just alrweady that beautiful so i can thrwow on a crwop top and rwock it but it is differwent forw everwyone because everwyone is built differwent and arwe unforwtunately not me so just get stuff you think looks cute and style it and maybe you do not want to show any skin that is fine that is not forw everwyone but you could do a long sleeve shirwt and then a crwop top overw it to style it and boom that way you can wearw something you norwmally wouldn t but feel morwe comforwtable without feeling embarwrwassed but this is just a generwal bit of advice you know therwe arwe rwesourwces online forw looking like a bad bitch genderw neutrwal and take it in small steps you can t be perwfect rwight away
Yes I think y⚣u're attractive and y⚣u w⚣uld l⚣⚣k attractive in a dress! Y⚣u sh⚣uld try it! W⚣uld it make y⚣u feel better t⚣ have s⚣me⚣ne try ⚣n dresses with y⚣u?
i feel like it'd be wvorse if i gotta deal wvith someone else wvatchin me the wvhole time
Them y⚣u sh⚣uld at least d⚣ it f⚣r y⚣urself I think, just try it ⚣ut 030 There's n⚣ harm in trying it ⚣ut just f⚣r y⚣u
guess so i'll give it a shot, not like anything bigs gonna happen.