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remember "knife guy" frꙮm that ꙮne shꙮrt hꙮrrꙮr stꙮry? yeah, that was me. - The Mystical Potion Seller Guy Man
i wonder if i’ve ever had a day where i existed for my own sake.
i’m a coping mechanism, or a form of self harm. either one depending on the day. #cw-self-harm
i know i don’t feel like one most of the time. but i am a person. i exist even when it isn’t convenient for you.
.•° soMetiMes i get hella paranoid when i walk into a rooM and forget what i went in there for.
~I missed sm~Oking. Well, mO~re the being my O~wn ashtray part. I'm frugal like that~ ~#substance #cw-self-harm~
whatever your guess is is wrong.
having fucked up urges and cravings. feeling sick.
still waiting for someone who gets it again.
jack shit.
i’m dirty.
nothing comes out right. where’s my guide.
it feels filthy. it borders on nauseating. i can’t help myself.
↗️DO NOT EMPLOY A LESSER CASTE TO DO WHAT A HIGHBLOOD IS CAPABLE OF DOING, TENFOLD.↗️ ↘️literally why would you have some kind of biological lesser scrubbing the floor and cleaning the grout↘️ ↗️A TASK THAT WOULD TAKE THEIR INFERIOR BODIES LITERAL HOURS, IF NOT THE ENTIRE NIGHT↗️ ↘️when a tremendously more powerful↘️ ↗️AND PHYSICALLY STEELED↗️ ↘️low indigo could handle the task moderately well.↘️ ↗️AND COMPLETE IT WITHIN FIVE TO TEN MINUTES.↗️ ↘️of course, i would literally never ask a great superior, such as a violet or purple, to lower themselves physically to any kind of manual labor↘️ ↗️BUT IF I WERE DOING IT AND I WAS APPROACHED BY ONE, AND MAYBE KICKED IN THE SIDE WHILE DOING IT↗️ ↘️i would accept it↘️ ↗️AND ALSO SAY THANK YOU.↗️
Can I come over and Study You? (I'll say "Let Me ✎ That ↓" whenever you do Literally Anything.)
it’s pervert shit. telling me about ‘gentleness’. i’m a freak in a lot of ways but not for this shit. fuck you. stop talking to me.
Anything further to add?
A lovely evening, a$ al₩ay$. The air above ha$ that ¢lean, dam₱ quality after rain. The $treet$ have ju$t been rin$ed, and no₩ they almo$t $eem bright. ₩indo₩$ glo₩ from the light$ ₩ithin your little hive$. Refle¢tion$ gather in the gutter$ like loo$e ¢oin$ ju$t ₩aiting to be ¢olle¢ted. It ha$ al₩ay$ intere$ted me to $ee ₩here troll$ end u₱ ₩hen they believe the night belong$ to them. The door$ they favor. The ¢orner$ they ¢ut. The route$ they take t₩i¢e, maybe even three time$, until habit be¢ome$ a little ma₱ they have dra₩n for any ₱atient onlooker$. No judgment, of ¢our$e. Everyone ha$ ₱attern$. Even if it i$ going to that $ame ¢afé, turning out of that little alley, or ₱au$ing beneath the broken $treetlight ₩ith that little glan¢e over the $houlder. ¢harming, really. ₩a$ it a ¢oin¢iden¢e? Maybe you heard an e¢ho. Maybe you felt $ome ganderbulb$. Not to ₩orry. Mo$t thing$ in the dark are only hungry in the general $en$e of the ₱hra$e. The dangerou$ one$, ho₩ever, do tend to get more $₱e¢ifi¢. And if thi$ feel$ addre$$ed to you, I ₩ould en¢ourage you not to run. You ₩ill make a me$$. #$talking #im₱liedhunting #₱aranoia #₱redatoryimagery #vaguethreat #im₱liedviolen¢e #violen¢e
no i don't need agency for anything :)
Sometimes I ponder how easy it would be to erase and rewrite someone's identity..
n/)t my issue rn s/) it’s fine
ever get the feeling u as a pers/)n r a very small part /)f /)thers st/)ries but that’s /)kay because like at least side characters r usually the m/)st liked. wh/) even gaf abt the main characters anym/)re