His Disciple
@huntressDisciple
The Disciple of the Sufferer, faithful recorder of His words.
I miss the taste of smoked fish.
Cubs these days sure are perverted, huh? Not a judgement, just an observation.
I'm just so used to it having been in a more private setting, I'm still getting used to this sort of public platform!
YEAH, IM JUDGING.
alwaves been freaks, u jus neva got any 3B-)c
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I understand that. So long as all trolls involved agree to participating, I see nothing wrong with it. I saw a tag earlier I quite enjoyed; #FreeLove.
I died of old age so aside from ancient highbloods, I default to calling everyone else cubs just to sort of explain that particular phrasing choice! In the time I'm from, trusting someone enough with yourself took effort and time, so there was more intimacy involved. I suppose it's a good sign of the times if people can freely express these desires without worry!
I got plenty, I just limited it to three people in my lifetime.
Steel tongue drums remain my favorite instrument. Listening to them in the rain is so soothing.
"He taught that division is often taught first, because division is cheaper than chains and often times stronger." #WordsoftheSignless
may 'EES soul rest soundly now we must act on Ze words 'e left be'ind
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"He taught that the lowblood grub and the highblood grub alike are wounded by the hemospectrum. One is taught that they are lesser and expendable, while the other is taught that domination is a virtue and their burden. Both of them are robbed of their greater potentials by this system which only shackles." #WordsoftheSignless
wHOA, tHIS IS REALLY, tRUE, aND ACTUALLY, pRETTY DEEP,
"He said the wriggler of any blood will inherit the future, whether they are promised sweeps beyond counting or only a short span. They are not hatched cruel, but are handed it and punished until they learn to carry it. Therefore, he said, if the world is to be changed, it must begin in what is placed into the hands of the wrigglers." #WordsoftheSignless
Perhaps I need to step away to process. I knew it was a possibility, but the reality is a stark reminder of the weakness I still carry
lol
I miss some of the rowdier days we had, leading away pursuers so my family could get to safety because I could always give the highbloods the slip.. those were exhilarating times and then the relief and pride when I'd reunite with my family
Chittr what does "WHAT'$ WITH THE TROLL VALORANT EDATER A$$ DI$PLAY NAME" mean please respond
It is strange.. from the moment Mother Maryam taught me to write, I have been writing my thoughts about a world that I had only ever experienced through the eyes of a feral beast before. But here, the device I have to use to experience this community platform makes writing different and difficult with no quill or utensil aside from my own fingertips, and my claws make it difficult to use. So I have taken to using the speech to text manner of sharing my thoughts and it feels so much more intimate and vulnerable. I used to only speak these thoughts to my family and close followers of the Sufferer, so to do so here with so many eyes is a very bizarre feeling.
? I only speak the ancient tongue, please translate what this means
Suffering can make prophets of some and monsters of others, and for this reason pain alone should never be worshipped. Pain is not sacred and you should not build a shrine to it. It is only when it opens the path to compassion for your fellows that you should embrace it.
Very wise. Thank you for sharing. Ego sum ira Domini.
"He said that those who are suffering often believe themselves alone because pain isolates, and isolation allows one to believe in a terrible lie. It tells one that their sorrow is singular, shameful, and that no one else can understand it. He taught that to look at each other and to see what lies there is the way that you can begin to heal the wounds that isolation has piled atop the numerous ones we carry." #WordsoftheSufferer
DIVIDED WE BEG TOGETHER WE BARGAIN.
Going through all my scattered pages from journals remembered and scripture written on cave walls in blood in this bubble is quite tedious.. I guess I never realized how much I wrote since it was a passion of mine.
Eventually it gets tiring to read it all. The memurries surrounding it makes it thr33 times as hard.
=^owo^= you wrote so fucking much i am still sorting through it all
I've been dead long enough that I was able to break out of the loop I was in where I was writing my fingers bloody against cave walls as I had in the sweeps leading to my death of old age, and longer still since then. So it is easier now.
YOU'RE MY INSPIRATION AND MY MUSE.
I am just the disciple who shares His scriptures, not the great mind who spoke them originally
WE DO NOT LEARN FROM HISTORY THAT ISN'T RECORDED. YOU ARE SO INCREDIBLY IMPORTANT.
"He said that every culling and every command to submit is a confession of terror hatched in the tyrant's pusher of being victim of the same fate they force upon those below them." #WordsoftheSignless
SIGNAL BOOSTED.
Here we go.
"He spoke with anger that day, saying the hemospectrum is not a ladder to greatness, but a construct that teaches each rung to despise the ones beneath it so none will dare bite the hand that placed the damn thing." #WordsoftheSignless
His original title was the Signless, though most know him now as the Sufferer for he was forced to suffer for speaking of the before-times where trollkind was not a plague upon itself, but a place where castes could live in equality and peace.
Sometimes I still crave violence and fighting and then I remember I'm supposed to be above that but my instincts crave a good non-fatal sparring
nesben believes bloodshed is human based
nesben is nesben human is alien human aliens have saying which is "based" "based" means "this is cool and good" nesben believes violence is cool and good.
He taught that despair is a chain. Once a people believe suffering is natural, they will defend the hand that strikes them. #WordsoftheSufferer
Did one of his teachings survive and get incorporated into something accepted in modern day?
There is no blood so high that it need not answer for cruelty, and no blood so low that it was born deserving the lash. #WordsoftheSufferer
Feel free to continue listening for more of the ideals than just one small passage, cub
WE BURN FOR THE SIN OF BEING HATCHED NO MORE.
READ THE AGE ON MY ACCOUNT. REBELLION AND REVOLUTION NEVER DIES. I AM TEMPORARY BUT MASK IS ETERNAL.
The words are as valuable as the person speaking them, I hope you do not forget yourself for the cause
For any highbloods or Empire loyalists who have issue with the Sufferer's teachings, I welcome a debate and advise you to put down your weapons and sit to listen rather than attempting to silence or discredit them. Therr will be no point in reporting me as I am not alive and also even if I were, I doubt you could accomplish what the Grand Highblood himself could not in catching me to shut me up
One day you'll understand, cub
Oh wow I am so glad you seem genuinely interested and are not just trying to get the names and details of sympathizers! Unfortunately for you I am dead and there are no longer any gatherings of people listening to me and mine speak of equality
~° Well, in the name of trying not to get this site shut down, you might want to be a little less explicit about where some of your ideas come from. ~°
In the interest of sending a big fuck you to the Empire, I will continue to openly spread the words of the Signless-Sufferer. Your specific loyalty to the Empire and distaste and disgust for my words will surely be noted and rewarded in your long future, dear cub
Yeah I'll tell you all the names of the sympathizers after you listen to exactly 33 retold sermons
~° You don't know my opinions. I could be vehemently against you or even agree with you, and I would have to say more or less the same thing, because by spouting blatantly anti-Imperial ideas, you force anyone who doesn't want to be culled or at least looked at with suspicion to denounce you. It's a poor strategy. I don't have any disgust for your words, I've barely even heard them. Just for your shortsighted methods. ~°
The purpose of me saying that was to give you an out to relynon if the subjugglators or legislacerators came knocking
𐠅h 𐠦re y𐠅u 𐠦 gh𐠅st? Mmmy 𐠦nncest𐠅r t𐠦lked kinnd𐠦 like y𐠅u t𐠅𐠅. I w𐠅nnder if beinng de𐠦d mm𐠦kes y𐠅u kinnd 𐠅u𐠅
I am kind because of the teachings of the Sufferer. I was not always this way and my instincts still lean violent sometimes but I choose to be kind! But yes I am dead