
Bodie ❤︎
@invasiveLovebug
They/He Tougher than I look! ❀ Thembo Bitch - Caliborn 2026

For the ꫂ❁ast few nights I've been lamenting to myself my inability to just...dress how I want. It feels like I'm forever doomed to long coats or frumꫂ❁y skirts if I want to go out and about!! But!!! I don't think! That's necessarily true! There's always a way to work with what we have! And maybe it's just a matter of looking in the right ꫂ❁laces! So um all that to say!!! If you haꫂ❁ꫂ❁en to know any tailors who are maybe! A little oꫂ❁en-minded? Well, I know it's a long shot but! Maybe you could ꫂ❁ass along their info...I'm not!!! Uꫂ❁ to anything weird! I just have um. This temꫂ❁erature regulation thing haha. And you know some trolls are! Really very ꫂ❁assionate about culling for any and all weakness so! You know! ❣︎

ohh god there's a ꫂ❁uzzle? i can't do ꫂ❁uzzles on a good night...i mean i love them i'm just bad at them. and now imagine me coughing so so feebly ❣︎

Time to go write my will u_u <- (Sick With Cold) ❣︎

I'm so fortunate for all the ꫂ❁eoꫂ❁le I have in my life. And I'n fortunate for the ones that have come and gone as well. ❣︎

Sꫂ❁ider on the wall...Hello little sꫂ❁ider. ꫂ❁lease move away from where I am, dear!!! You are a little bit creeꫂ❁y crawly to me! ❣︎

If I ever ꫂ❁ost "who want me" on Chittr I think I have ꫂ❁assed my ꫂ❁ersonal event horizon and will never be able to return to the me I once was. Anywhosies! Do you have a song stuck in your head? What is it? ^^ ❣︎

Sometimes I think I like having something to long for. The world is so beautiful, so full of incredible things to try and ꫂ❁eoꫂ❁le to meet...There's not enough time in a life to do it all. I almost feel! Like having something to fantasize about...is a way of squeezing even more out of a temꫂ❁orary existence. Do you know what I mean? I feel so deeꫂ❁ly grateful for my life and all the exꫂ❁eriences I get to have in it. I try to take some time every night to think about all the little joys around me. Imagining joys beyond those...it doesn't make me feel sad. It doesn't make me feel like I'm missing something. It just makes my world feel that much richer. It's nice to imagine things that could be. To dream a second life for myself. Not because the first one isn't good enough...but because it made me crave even more of it. ❣︎

Do you ever wish you could lie in the sun, even just once? ❣︎

I should start asking questions here again. It was nice, inviting ꫂ❁eoꫂ❁le to connect like that. Hmm...If you're eating right now, what are you having? If not, what are you craving? ^^ ❣︎

I could see myself owning a turtle 🤔 ❣︎

I FORGOT TO MENTION. I found a really beautiful shell on the shore today :) Totally intact!!! ^^ It felt like a little gift from the universe, haha. ❣︎

Very tired, but tonight was a really great one ^^ Got some substantial work done on a big ꫂ❁roject and got to relax on the shore a bit, too. It was lovely :) ❣︎

The thought haunting me tonight: I still can't believe I made that guy a ꫂ❁lushie. So embarrassing. ❣︎

I wish I could be ꫂ❁ut on The Rack just long enough for it to snaꫂ❁ crackle ꫂ❁oꫂ❁ my sꫂ❁ine without hurting me. I feel like it'd feel really good... ❣︎

Aahh!!! I'm yelling! About Arty!! ❣︎

Gosh, it's bustling here tolight! I feel like I'm seeing so many different faces around right now! ❣︎

Been a bit lonely recently. Wondering if I should try organizing some kind of get-together. I think I'm not very good at the whole online friendshiꫂ❁ thing, haha. I don't check in with ꫂ❁eoꫂ❁le enough. ꫂ❁sych myself out when I want to say things that feel too revealing. I wouldn't say I have walls uꫂ❁ exactly...I just! Don't know how to build bridges, I guess? I want my connections to feel meaningful, you know? Like I know ꫂ❁eoꫂ❁le and they know me. Right now it feels like...I haven't given most ꫂ❁eoꫂ❁le reason to think of me when I'm not around. And I of course!!! Have some wonderful friends I love very dearly!!!!! But even still. I feel a bit adrift. But I should also say! I do feel very haꫂ❁ꫂ❁y with my life in general, and I know the tone of this might seem sad but! Really I am just musing more than anything. Thinking about where I need to ꫂ❁ut in effort to live my life to the fullest! It feels good to do that. This is all more uꫂ❁lifting to me than anything, I ꫂ❁romise ❣︎

Shaking it cutely to the clothing dryer's "job finished" jingle ❣︎

Elbowe McRoni That's my name :) ❣︎

Given that I'm not exactly ꫂ❁ublic with the full name that "Bodie" is a derivative of, I could tell you all my full name is Elbow and you would have no choice but to believe me. Actually I can make that more believable. Elbowe? ❣︎











