@karmaDagger — #cw-self-harm
this topic is reminding me of the time i literally gave a lalonde like a liter of my blood to drink in a bottle lmfao. actually lost way more than a liter too cause i was tryna fill it all messy style oop's. #dashwatching #blood #cw-self-harm
i need... a list. ok. hm. heres my to-do list 1. get someone who can alchemize shit to try and make a portable version of wingding assholes universe-teleporty-machine because transportalizers with universal coordinates is too complicated for dumb puppie's and i want the freedom to go wherever whenever 2. design an outfit that doesnt suck ass. right now ive just gone back to the pale dirty yellow shirt with the dark green jacket. i need something new that i can wear consistently thatll be as iconic as the grey striped sweater look was 3. get a new apple pfp because i dont want to use the one wingdings...Read more
-- karmaDagger [KD]'s phone was clogged with blood -- -- karmaDagger [KD] is now offline --
[another photo, blurry and shaky. its a green toilet bowl, full of blood with red chunks in it. karmas hand, covered in blood and vomit, grips the bowl. their skin is grey.] @knownResonance ddid ii ddo ggoood
[a photo of their hand covered in blood and vomit, the background green ceramic tiling] turns out i CAN still bleed. just have to get it from inside rather than damaging my surface. maybe if i force myself to puke enough ill choke and drown on my own blood.
oh wait hold on. he got rid of my blood but he cant get rid of my vomit. bathroom time yay
so stupid how i cant even bleed anymore. is there even any benefit to that happening to me. like narratively speaking. @snaggedWritings hey asshole answer me whyd you replace my blood with smoke
this is the only way it could have ended. this is the only way it should have ended. i still dont know where haruko is right now. if the doctor. "gman". wingdings. whatever. tpd her out or. what. maybe shes asleep. but im going to. go find a hallway to crawl into. or a room or something. avoid her. and hope i just die. die so i dont become my future self. die so i dont kill anyone else like i just killed my moirail die so i dont have to be a fucking puppet to the whims of a narrative anymore die so i dont have to be a stupid fucking. npc. a character.
Q123: "moral of the story https://files.catbox.moe/s93xfi.png " (@daquaviousBingleschnort) A123: theyre calling it the biggest gambling loss of current year. im being kicked out of the eldritch casino for this one Q124: "stop being so weak and kill yourself. its pathetic." (@destinedKiller) A124: nah. im gonna keep holding onto hope. aint turning into your sorry ass. im gonna break fate or something. get a different future. cry about it. die mad about it. #cw-suicide #cw-suicide-baiting #cw-self-harm(? does it count as self harm if its my ""future self"" saying this shit to me) Q125: "i ain't got...Read more
this shit along with the failed suicide attempt (why i was gone for a whole week) paired with the gradual increase of depressive episodes and a feeling of deep loneliness even when talking to and hanging out with people i give a fuck about is really doing number's on me. but i guess thats the point. break the vessel until its suitable enough, right? ...wonder if that implies the demon eye thing is the cause of my mental health issue's recently. it isnt, ive always been this way. but i guess itd be nice to have something to blame.
VvvvvvvvvvvV ^^^^^^^^^^
VvvvvvvvvvvV well now im in a mood. time to cut myself and imagine its someone else gently dragging the blade along my skin while i whimper beneath them ^^^^^^^^^^
wish me luck chat
i hate knowing im not even a person. created by a bunch of peoples options to be a "vessel" for some evil fucking demon eyeball and then i guess thrown down to earth like 20-something year's ago where i experienced abuse first at the hands of my sister then at the hands of the people i fell in with after running away from home when i was i didnt ask to be created i dont want to be this fucking thing thats only purpose has been to serve host to some shitty fucking eye was me being sent to earth part of it how much did wdg know would happen have i been fucking groomed for this broken so that ill make...Read more
cruel joke of the universe that i cant even cut myself to assure myself im real cause i dont bleed ever since that fucking piece of shit demon eye-knight-whatever thing possessed me. lol. lmfao. fahahah. heheheh. copies are monochrome. gman made this account for me along with the apple pfp. apparently kris deltarune has association with apple's given a couple people have mistaken me for them based on pfp alone copies are monochrome. my skin literally turn's grey when im away from the bunker-mansion for too long copies are monochrome. my older sisters name was destiny which everyone would always sh...Read more
iillalwsyss neverbbe a person iillalways bejust a bad ddog whohurtd people ttheonky way tostop it is ifi die ismrkrry imsorry
just noticed my chest scar looks slightly like... off-colour. didnt look like this yesterday. man i cant go even a day without some weird shit happening #suggestive #suggestive-cause-this-is-right-between-my-boobs #myboobs #cw-selfharm #cw-self-harm
this is kind of a fucked post about cutting and stabbing for sexual purpose's. unquirk to read it. V post start's here V ^ post end's here ^ #nsfwe #nsfw #violence #cw #gore? #probablyyeah #cw-gore #cw-blood #cw-self-harm #cw-selfharm