@karmaDagger — #cw-selfharm
cruel joke of the universe that i cant even cut myself to assure myself im real cause i dont bleed ever since that fucking piece of shit demon eye-knight-whatever thing possessed me. lol. lmfao. fahahah. heheheh. copies are monochrome. gman made this account for me along with the apple pfp. apparently kris deltarune has association with apple's given a couple people have mistaken me for them based on pfp alone copies are monochrome. my skin literally turn's grey when im away from the bunker-mansion for too long copies are monochrome. my older sisters name was destiny which everyone would always sh...Read more
iillalwsyss neverbbe a person iillalways bejust a bad ddog whohurtd people ttheonky way tostop it is ifi die ismrkrry imsorry
not feeling good, i got no idea why. type of feeling "i should block everyone i know, go and cry" seeing stars in my sight now im scared im gonna die with just 3 years left already a month has flown by time flies. to summarize: haunted by demon eyes wanting to use me as disguise, no surprise. aint no lies that im spilling, blood gone from my filling now ive got a lust for stabbing gotta crave a fuckin killing and i swear aint no truth hurts more than "im scared" only fair, never thought id have to be prepared, to worry bout when im gone, cause no one used to care and now im stuck in my own...Read more
just noticed my chest scar looks slightly like... off-colour. didnt look like this yesterday. man i cant go even a day without some weird shit happening #suggestive #suggestive-cause-this-is-right-between-my-boobs #myboobs #cw-selfharm #cw-self-harm
this is kind of a fucked post about cutting and stabbing for sexual purpose's. unquirk to read it. V post start's here V ^ post end's here ^ #nsfwe #nsfw #violence #cw #gore? #probablyyeah #cw-gore #cw-blood #cw-self-harm #cw-selfharm
Q57: "decided to take a peep at your bio or whatever the shits to find the askbox and yo "hollow inside"? wtf is this edgelord bullshit. stupid idiot fuckface. fuck my og question wtf is this shit." A57: dude i WISH it was edgelord shit, but no im literally full of fucking darkness and dont bleed anymore. see attached photo: https://file.garden/XAsN_1TsSgUyUt-R/Chittr/KD/smoke.png #cw-selfharm #qna https://forms.gle/3p7xuaHPga6o28Yn6
maybe it has something to do with the fact theres smoke in my eye's actually. this is getting annoying im getting gman to patch me up again. i guess playing piano like that with smoke in my eye's mean's im not as rusty as i thought id be but fuck if i know #cw-selfharm
wasnt joking btw https://file.garden/XAsN_1TsSgUyUt-R/Chittr/KD/smoke.png #cw-selfharm
fuck it yolo. walking around with dark smoke trailing off my wrist's like a demon or something. not like im losing blood anyway. #cw-selfharm
should probably get gman to patch me up again. then again maybe i should see if this dark smoke is infinite and will pour out forever #cw-selfharm
mfw i can only be genuine in either a videogame or anonymous otherwise i go into dumbshit nervous wreck mode mfw cant even get the satisfaction of using my knife anymore because i no longer fucking BLEED AND ALL THAT COMES OUT IS THIS STUPID BLACK FUCKING SMOKE #cw-selfharm
ok now that my heads cleared a little i guess i should clean all this blood. fml worst part of cutting is the cleanup. still dont know why i didnt get lightheaded but whatever #cw-selfharm
weird. usually by this point id feel lightheaded. #cw-selfharm
i wanna compose but i dont wanna get blood on my keyboard but i dont want to bandage my cut's but i wanna compose but I dont wanna get blood on my keyboard but i dont want to bandage my cut's but i wanna c #cw-selfharm
sometimes i wonder stop at wrist? or cut the throat whatever. fuck this. #haiku #vent #cw-selfharm
knife on skin. dagger carving out my life. karma. its my name. karma. its my dagger. karma. its what i deserve. feeling the blood flow is better than feeling nothing at all like some kind of hollow vessel. #poem #iguess #vent #cw-selfharm
> be me, fan of knive's, history of losing lot of blood from self-harm > someone wants blood, not paying attention to why, doesnt mattter anyway > "sure why not, better than it stainign the carpet" > fill entire fucking bottle, make massive mess because filling a bottle with blood is way harder than youd think > lost at least a liter and then some of blood. lightheaded and delusional for hour's > now, hour's later > "hm i should eat something" > eat entire fucking bar of chocolate, stumble out of bed to drink water > msotly no longer lightheaded after a while > get sick from eating entire fucking...Read more
jesus i feel lightheaded. i think gman bandaged me up cause i dont remmeber doig it myself. hope rose appreciate's the blood i guess, no idewa what she eveen wanted it for but thats none of my buisness. or maybe it is smince its my blodo. blood. im gojna go eat something #cw-seldharm? *#cw-selfharm #yeahsure
ok bottling this stuff is actualy kind of hardf. the lgenth's i go for people. ok ok ok whatever #cw-selfharm
"puppet" 'nother song written by me. this ones also deeply personal. mind the content warning's #violence #cw-abuse #cw-selfharm i think im scared of hurting others, so instead i hurt myself. i cut open my own chest, show all the doctors my bad health. and now im waking up inside, watching, forced to do things that i find funny, heartless, caring, cold, faithful, charming, scary, bold, THE DICE ARE ROLLED im a puppet on a string, cannot say a damn thing, about my fucked up situation. im the freakshow of the town, always staring, lookin 'round, i think i need decapitation. onl...Read more
why did i say that dude fuck my life maybe i should gouge out my remaining eye so i dont have to read that #cw-selfharm
cleaned and bandaged im good. roommate helped a little. lost more blood than i thought. gonna lay down and just sleep for a while #cw-selfharm
feel bad and weird. kinda regret finding my old knife now too. oop's #cw-selfharm