♦ pitied by @normalEveryday
⛥ No, it's not normal. My family just has problems.
.oh please, no need zemich. save those for yourself .as you gave me .a place to sleep .at, which .is better than .a layer .of dirt. .i'm quite thankful that .i can help people .and serve them needful medication .and treats. keeps myself busy.
... .i see. .i took .a wrong road, which .i never regretted before... now .i do. ... to be honest, .i just lost .all trust .in .everyone. like... .at .all. this .is why .i ranted .a lot .about not having friends .and betrayal .and .other cruel stuff. friends .in which .i believed before. .until .i got confused, .i guess. perhaps .it was me who never showed .and never .asked for help, for .assistance. to which .i'm .a fool... no. not .a fool. .i was too .anxious to .ask for help. .i'm sorry. @.eclecticengineer @normaleveryday .i deeply .apologise to both .of you for my most .inappropriate behaviour. zemich, .i've showed to you the most worst side .of mine, blinded my .own .anger. .i'm sorry. for now, .i'll stop chitting .until... .i don't know. .if .uhhh... .anyone wants to talk, .i still will keep checking dms. .i'm genuinely sorry. so so sorry.
well... test say that .i'm still .a loser... sad...
friends .is .a disease. .and .i got rid .of .it.
----- |I I'm not allowed to ask but I I I [indistinct] um don't know if you can but I| _____
Ok II need two vent. II hate how whenever IIm alone wiith my thought2 all II can thiink about ii2 how pathetiic II am, how much of a fuckiing lo2er II am. II hate how II get mad for the 2tupiid rea2on2, even when II know iit2 2tupiid and II am 100% iin the wrong for beiing mad, IIm 2tiill mad and 2tiill up2et and II fuckiing hate iit. II hate no matter how much or liittle II do, II feel the exact 2ame about my2elf, feeliing 2HIITTY about my2elf. II hate how everyone for 2ome fuckiing rea2on thiink2 IIm 2mart! Liike II 2omehow have the an2wer2 two everyone2 problem2 when II cant even fuckiing 2olve my own. II hate my2elf, II hate beiing me, IId rather be anyone be2iide2 my2elf.
c< OKay, i seeM 2 be iN a MOOD rigHt NOw.... tHat beiNg yuriful aNd self-lOatHiNg ....sO My NOrMal state, basically >c
onne of the few thinngs im conntennt with is stayinng right here annd nnever movinng. i donnt nneed to eat annd i donnt nneed to sleep
no sadly. .i'm .at furthest ring to be .exact. .i .abandoned my team because .uhhh... that .is that...
.i'm .alright.. .i'm still sorry for words. .uhhh... .i'm currently just still drifting .in space pretty much. but .i'm safe.
.i'm so, so sorry for choice .of my words. .i regret what .i said. @normaleveryday
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Earth-c Actually.
you mean worse right
if I change my display name will my legacy fade away....
you're right
here. done. .i said goodbye.
.i still do not .understand why should .i still need to live? .i... left brooding caverns, left my life behind which .i did not had. .i have no purpose, no destiny, no meaning to live. .i have nothing to losez so why should .i care to keep .existing .in this pathetic, cruel world? to keep suffering? why
well. .i'm .one .of those people then. .i don't see meaning to live. .i'm not .even posnah. you know what? screw this, .i don't mind to keep this part .of my secret .anymore. .i had no name to begin with. .i was nameless. you can believe this .or not, your choice. but .i don't care. like, why do you .even type this to me? what's the point .or like. benefits from that? who .am .i to you?
who .even cares. .i'll stop .using chittr because .it just waste my .energy .into nothingness. .i'll rot somewhere, where no .one will get me. .i'm .already crazy. .i started to see .in myself .as my .own moirail. .is this like... selfcest? .it was .all platonic with him but... .i fucking culled him. #gore .and #.incest because well .uhhh. .it was getting .into quadrant .and .uhhh. screw this. my .existence .is not worth .it. .i'm done. .i'll be no .one .and will be forever. .i'm too tired.
<[emotion_detected: envy] action; statement input; statement: svave thsiunit input; statement: thoghths oif pai||ong [#nsfw #suggestive] savee iit />
my therapist says i should do stuff for myself more often weird
You prob★bly don't re★lize how much hold those words h★ve over me, nor did you me★n them how I hope you did. But for now I'll repl★y them in my he★d, ★ little delusion just for me.
[emotion_detected: frustration] action; statement input; statement: but i wi|| have to time it carefu||y so i don't get yanked away by the he|m summons input; statement: case in fucking point.
action; statement input; statement: thinking about #suggestive #nsfw things |ike my |ife depends on it input; statement: kind of want to ta|k about it but i wi|| have to t error:inputdenied
၄⋆၃ haha yeah no uh not many mental health faxilities here im more likely to just be xulled dot dot dot ive been uhm "editing" a few of my doxuments over the xourse of my life due to never really having a quadmate along with the faxt theyll simply kill me just for being "insane"
၄⋆၃ im going to dress up all xute and sit in my respite bloxk and stare at the xeiling :D
[Another photo attachment. Not taken from the mostly-broken palmhusk, but from some external source. Vessie's curled up on the floor, and it seems like she's sobbing. The area can now be seen to be a winding labyrinthine palace.]
florid hint: if the universe keeps telling you no, may8e listen and stop going so hard against it
---- |[This post has been deleted! Sorry!] ((OOC: The video was deleted, but feel free to say that your character downloaded it/saved it or otherwise saw the contents)) [vindictiveTautophony has uploaded a video!] [OOC: The video lasts about 4 seconds. Clear water reaches to halfway up the camera's view, the waterline seen behind thick glass. The metal wire hatching in the glass shows it to be the reinforced type. There is the shadow of something at the top, above where the camera shows. A young adult troll can be seen from the shoulders up, reaching inquisitively towards the camera with blunted claws, their head tilting a little. It's immediately clear why they've been having such trouble with the voice-to-text; a metal muzzle has been fastened to them, the straps going behind their head. The muzzled troll is a violetblood, clear from the colour in their eyes and the gills and finned ears they sport. Their black hair is roughly jaw-length and rather tangled, and their horns swoop back neatly over their head to cross over at the ends, the points tilting upwards. They're shirtless; their physique is lean and scarred, but not the kind of scars that result from fights and accidents -- these are all deliberate. Extremely surgical. They try to say something, the sound muffled and slurred. Someone speaks from offscreen, sharp and forceful, footsteps punctuating their words. "Did you just turn the camera on?!" The seadweller's eyes widen in what could only be terror as they flinch backwards. And a split-second later, there's the dull 'whomph' of something wide moving quickly underwater to nearly hit against a glass wall. More of their body can be seen, littered with those surgical scars -- a few of their grubscars, more of their arms, and for about half a frame, the edge of a thin, violet membrane of some kind. The footsteps rapidly approach from somewhere behind the camera, and the video cuts out.]| ____
do not get maternal over the egg do not get maternal over the egg do not get maternal over the egg
they say "go travel planet". no .it .is bad. .i sorry. .i may shut .up...
xx_hes_liek_nawt_even_cute_but_i_still_want_him_yfm?_hes_got_weirdguy_aura_https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KTfXUXqtkQw_xx
---- |hard [indistinct] talk [indistinct] move jaw| ____
.uhhh... .i don't think so.
action; statement input; statement: yeah. input; statement: they a|so haven't asked me my opinion
⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ If a human being found my post and thought it an attacked ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ I have no interest in talking to that person, much less teaching them ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ⋅˚₊‧ ଳ ‧₊˚ ⋅
U HATE ME !!!!!!!!!! U HATE ME !!! !!
I feel annoying.
HOO HOO HOO HOO HOO HOO HOO HOO HOO. HOO HOO HOO HOO HOO! I can't breathe. I can't breathe.
[BEGIN MESSAGE] 0ne 0f tthe cadetz juzt accidenta||y ca||ed me "zhip-mum". z0. tthat iz... tthere. ugh. [END MESSAGE]
>>| .i... .i don't want to be mood killer, but may have to. .i'll be playing that stupid game that .is so .i don't know .if you can .assist me .any way. maybe supplies, but no less.
Being a sex averse asexual on this website is like living that one dead dove do not eat gif on loop every time I refresh the tl btw.
[BEGIN MESSAGE] az we|| az i can be. [END MESSAGE]
SYSTEM MESSAGE: [UNIT PW4282EX is now ONLINE] [PASCAL] SYSTEM: ONLINE [PASCAL] SYSTEM: [Run "social_media" subroutine? Y/N] Y [SYSTEM MESSAGE] user_eclecticEngineer has logged on.
---- |it is hard to think speak and use the palmhusk I'm sorry if it annoys anyone| ____
I'VE BEEN THROUGH WORSE
no it wwouldnt evven be fun at this point id just be doin the motions havve a good life out there
((OOC: Characters in the same universe may see the following announcement on Imperial Fleet networks and communication channels, if they have access to those. This is not a search and rescue mission, and nobody needs to mobilise. However, if you think your character has information that could help, please message @darnersDestreza [ATTENTION: The following helms have been reported as stolen in the recent attack on Agare Station: UNIT-LP8954EX UNIT-PW4282EX Be on the lookout for these valuable assets of the empire, and remember to report any unusual behaviour to your local Correctional Office.]
[⚙︎ B|ock and move on, Raksha, b|ock and move on. @in't worth feeding that. ⚙︎]
xx_DONT_SWEAT_IT_LAWL_ik_how_it_soundz_wifout_context_x)_xx
xx_JOKE_JOKE_ITZ_A_LONG_STANDING_JOKE_SORY_xx
---- |I was trying not to um thanks zemich for telling him to stop| ____
nnnnnnnno
they need to invent the Time Stop Nap in which I can freely nap as long as I wish without time passing
---- |hi zemich oh I see I think um can I um can I ask why are you playing a game games aren't good things| ____
Maybe so Zemich. Maybe so.
---- |oh they're coming in goodbye chittr hopefully I'll be able to use the palmhusk again tonight| ____
Sugrub shit
so i am massively turned on when anybody degrades me for my #patheticposting but then the fucking badge guy put judging replies under my chit and now im just mortified #nsfw
Mentioning $omeone$ trigger$ But tghwre wa$ tghi$ guy Ar$$on Wgho got triggered By fucking five ligght$ at freddy$ $o a lot of people got kicked out bc of tghem
Y0u think i hang 0ut with highbl00ds f0r their wh0les0me attitudes and zest f0r life?
oh I see how it is everypuppy HAAATES the yaoi fairy's ask8ox it's okay
unchained's credit card send me forty caffeinated 8everages this puppy is gonna 8e up all light
Guys I'm so fake I wasn't even following Calderus that whole time. I need to be mocked and shamed. Okay, go.
8LOOD 8LOOD 8LOOD
:33 < *ac has a really extensive list of ships involving these two, but she thought she should start with her favorite* #earth-tships https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/ede671e2a5fb.png
I think if anypuppy came to my hive right now I would do things I will regret later
Thank you. I do not mean a break from Chittr necessarily, but a break from my current project. A brief one. It would not be good to be unprepared... But I appreciate that, Zemich.
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i tthink i have f0und a g00d rage zpace f0r her. tthey have dummiez f0r y0u tt0 ttear apart and tthey d0 n0t are what c010ur y0u may uze az fake b100d. it iz a 1arger area and tthey a110w f0r pzi0nicz. i tthink zhe needz it. #vi01ence in caze. #b100d [END MESSAGE]
medicullers fear me
y'all are sleeping on raw meat. why are we wasting time cooking it just 8ite into them.
|ts bettr lAte thAn never. therrell b A serv|ce th|ng|e for bbg th|s wednessdsAy from 5 pm to 8 pm estt. |m postt|ng t|hs herre |n cAsee Any off her frr|ends on here wAnttd to come.
--- |no and if I ask too much I might get in trouble not a lot of trouble but some and it adds up and it's not good when they're annoyed with me| _____
--- |okay but that's weird normally people know everything about me already| _____
>>| .i don't know, sorry. but .i .always come .out .alive.. no matter cirumstace just maybe too much, .i
>>| sorry .i may passt .out no.. #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- Ɨ♱Σ ΣΩm-∊♱ⴵƗng ♱Ω ΣȺy ♱ⴵ-∊ l-∊ȺΣ♱. -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
rare aesthetic: suddenly losing your ability to create art after dedicating years of your life to it
it's. fine.
it's fine
my heads bleeding again :/ #gore(?)
It is purely the lack of caffeine, sincerly someone with a sever caffeine addiction.
--- |I don't think any of them are closer really but I like the ril bit I think the lack of other letters might be oh I think they're-- but I was talking to someo--| _____
[BEGIN MESSAGE] ... yez. aza1ea. i w0u1d appreciate it if y0u did n0t ttry tt0 tte11 my zecretz tt0 tthe ttime1ine. it iz crue1 and unbefitting 0f y0u. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] ... my ap010giez. it w0u1d zeem i am in a m00d tt0night. i zh0u1d n0t have ttaken it 0ut 0n y0u. [END MESSAGE]
gog.please.shut.up
solid food was a mistake if anypuppy wants to attend my funeral make sure it’s yaoiful and that my eulogy is propped up with exu8erant claims of my greatness
i think there may be something deeply wrong with me
no!!! in fact i dont think anything can change it
(( hi its me Real florid I am so sorry for being so slow with the dms right now daddy is having medical issues kitten BUT I WILL GET TO THEM))
<action; statement input; statement: head tech said i was not to be uninsta||ed whi|st we make this stop input; statement: apparent|y it wou|d be too much of a bother to have me rehe|med after a night or two & he thinks i wi|| try to resist input; statement: i cou|d not te|| him definitive|y that i wou|dn't />
IONKNOW
-- [imperialistHalcyonite Has gone offline!] -- it feels weird to be conscious without a pulse. #horror #bodyhorror
<action; quote input; quote: but first they must catch you action; statement input; statement: unfortunate|y i was caught input; statement: i was not ki||ed which is good input; statement: but that is on|y because i am far more usefu| a|ive />
꧁Hello Chittr! uhm. ivegot a cardhere. In the mail. Alongside this super pretty dress. the card says: Dear Vesica Anelus, It is with an utmost duty to nobility and respect that I hereby invite you to participate in the Felt. It is with great mourning in our hearts, thumpers, and similar organs that we understand you have recently left your friends at 'Team Chud' and we would like to offer to fill the void of loneliness the best we can. Inside, you will find apparel befitting your new position as my 13th addition to the Felt. Going forward in communications between us and yourself, please use your official Felt Title, bestowed by Doc Scratch. 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓟𝓪𝓷𝓸𝓹𝓽𝓲𝓬 Signed, Dictated, Curated, and Lovingly Sealed by Your Truly, Doc Scratch ((Art by @whetherNet )) https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/5f56c322ab80.png https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/1148c352d05a.png꧂
please make the screaming jn my brainstop please jmsorry im srry im sorryi just want it toend jjst let me sleep just let me die skemthing anythijg #vent
xx_chchow_needz_a_pain_pill_and_a_kissy_on_da_head_xx
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i did. i zaw tthat happen. [END MESSAGE]
Why cant he just tell me
8ad stuff stop happening 8ad stuff stop happening
>--D=Hopes=and=dreams=are=dangerous=things=rhymes=for=a=reason=haha=:P//<
[BEGIN MESSAGE] tthe w0rzt 0f tthe nervez are fina11y ztarting tt0 zett1e. ugh. [END MESSAGE]
...whathappepned wehere ami?
[BEGIN MESSAGE] ... ... ... tthey have f0und a way. [END MESSAGE]
Did You Ever Feel That Your Own Agency Was Stripped Away? That Your Choices Are Not Your Own? That Everything That Happens For A Terrible Reason That You Can't Choose? Haha. Ha.
[BEGIN MESSAGE] a few c0me tt0 mind but.... [ACTION:QUERY] iz any0ne here g00d with mem0riez? and decrypting tthem? [END MESSAGE]
and JUST LIKE THAT, the spineless and the panless are QUICK to debase me because they have NOTHING GOING ON in their nugbone. DURR.. DURRHGH.. MUST HATE.. THE TRUTH.. HUURHRHG...
=oXO i,ll do the best i can¡ thank you zemich=:) =oXO
=oXO it,s alright, things are going to be okay =oXO
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i d0 n0t want tt0. [END MESSAGE]
c< aH, NO wOrries, i realized a little after i Made tHe cOMMeNt >c
My baby had an accident. I'll be in dispose for an undisclosed amount of time.
I fucking hate trying t0 link pics 0n m0bile
How do I unrechit this.
[BEGIN MESSAGE] ... ah. perhapz it iz n0t wize tt0 0perate tthe 10ading armz whi1e i am fruztrated. [END MESSAGE]
Yeah that’s sapient beings for you, buddy.
Last post so bad im being taken out back to be shot like old yeller
DO NOT TALK TO DOOR GUY
[BEGIN MESSAGE] tthey have n0minated a new caretaker. we wi11 zee h0w tthiz g0ez. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] "y0u are t00 kind" the crew 0ften zayz zuch t0 me when i 0ffer them zma11 c0mf0rtz. my friendz have zaid thiz t0 me. i d0 n0t underztand. i d0 n0t think there iz zuch a thing az t00 much kindnezz. n0r that it iz a weaknezz az z0me imp1y. [ACTION:QUERY] iz it n0t weaker t0 f0110w the crue1ty y0u witnezz? [ACTION:QUERY] iz kindnezz in the face 0f zuch crue1ty n0t an act 0f ztrength? [ACTION:QUERY] an act 0f rebe11i0n againzt th0ze wh0 w0u1d c0ntr01 y0u? [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] ... i mizz t0uch. #he1mvent [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i am attempting c0de p0etry whi1e the 1ightt zhiftt runz. def (ze1f) { if 'pazca1' then 'kind' and 'he1pfu1' e1ze 'unkn0wn' }; #p0etry attemptt [END MESSAGE]
turning the lights off actually has NOTHING to do with the light switch. you can catch a glimpse of the freaks that unscrew them slightly if youre sharp enough
I swear on all that is holy IF SOME STRANGER STARTS TALKING TO YOU A8OUT DOORS DO NOT FUCKING ANSWER THEM !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
:33< horoscopes fur mew :33< ♈ mewre taking too long :33< ♉ thank gog mewre in a diffurent time zone than meow :33< ♊ i want mew so bad it makes meow look stupid :33< ♋ its garbage day take out the trash (meow) :33< ♌ this is a good bit and efurrybody loves it :33< ♍ two furds clawmpost dance :33< ♎ mew will purrn red today :33< ♏ the pawsition of pluto says mew should count pluto as a purrlanet still furk mew :33< ♐ mewr lucky item today is an invadpurr zim allmighty tallest purrpurr body pillow :33< ♑ get ready fur an expected trip when mew get slingshot directly into the sun :33< ♒ nyow is a great time to chew on fibpurrclawptic cables in the ocean :33< ♓ WOAH MEW FOUND A BONUS LEVEL!
she isn't gone she is n't gone shes somewhere
<action; statement input; statement: i hate being a pi|otbattery i hate being a pi|otbattery i hate being a pi|otbattery input; statement: every |ogged thought can be checked input; statement: pan & nerves & musc|es rewired to serve as a ship #bodyhorror input; statement: abi|ity to |ie & |ash out & cause harm |ocked under correction coding #vio|ence input; statement: the above are the most annoying parts current|y. input; statement: there are 738 individua|s on this ship & near|y a|| of them jump at the chance to either get me in troub|e or punish me input; statement: & this post is a|so p|aying with fire since my venting was a|so f|agged as a prob|em input; statement: i do not want to be a prob|em he|m but i do not want to be a he|m at a|| />
=oXO awawa''' (<- likes doing what i,m told but feels weird when you tell me that,s what i,m supposed to do) =oXO
ookayy tthankk you im ssorryy tthankk you
-=[https://www.apa.ing/article/caste+intelligence/testing https://ogo.hgonn.edu/articles/solstice052/ https://www.psionix.ink/doy/full/10.1080/08957347.2019.1619564 https://shredjournals.ragepub.com/doy/10.1197/20597991231213871 https://www.ripshark.com/neuroresearch/education/caste+intelligence-testing_☺]=-
ATTEMPT YOUR FOOLISH PLANS WITH SOMEONE WHO LACKS MY GENIUS, HAH!
- Me too! I'mm so normmal! I love being normmal! I lovee surviving, normmally and being normmal! 😆