♦ pitied by @pseudoAnthium
It is the easiest thing that I have dealt with in three days.
Yes.
It is... Difficult. To see the lives of so many others who are supposedly variants of someone dear to you... Yet so alien and divorced from that person as a concept. The same in name alone.
It gets harder harder to be quirked up and goated with the sauce as the days go on.
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too many barkbeasts around... i fear for my life...
[The edges of this chitt are also dreamy, vague and blending into the background of the webpage. It seems Arty is still asleep.] Do d d d oo I exist o o nly When/if;;perceived by: VALUE = > 1 = self If if if/then what should VALUE: self be when it is f o for being KNOWN [VALUE: REGISTERED, FIXED QUANTITY] Or or if/or [EXCESS OF DATA] then [REDUCE TO MANAGEABLE PACKET] then wh a wha t which ONE
[INITIALIZATION:RECALL LOG - GUARDIAN VERSION 1.0 - 463.5 SWEEPS PRIOR] [It must be dead. Yet it wasn’t. “Why…” it said, the word slow to come, hard to say. “Why am I…” it gestured to itself. Speaking was difficult, so terribly difficult, and it had so much to ask. The person - the troll - fidgeted and patted its arm. “Oh, you poor thing…I meant to be here when you finally woke up! You must have so many questions…ah, but having questions is such progress! I was beginning to think…never mind! This is my first great breakthrough! All that work wasn’t for nothing!” They sounded so jubilant, and yet…it couldn’t share in their joy. “Arty…I promise this isn’t forever. We’ll get you fixed up! You’ll be able to do everything! Anything! You’ll be just like a normal troll, I swear. Better, even! The first living security system!” It shrank back. What did that mean? They were talking so loudly, so fast. It put its hands to its head, dropping the glass of water. It wanted the animal back. The troll startled at the shattering glass, but its own head already ached along with its body now. No energy to react. They smiled apologetically. “Ah…oh dear, you’re probably a little overstimulated, I’m sorry. I’m just…you have no idea how much this means to me. But you will! I promise I’ll teach you everything. You’ll understand just how wonderful you are.” Wonderful… It didn’t feel very wonderful right now.]
Wrrong, if I hate someone they've earrned it and imma stay by that hate.
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⦓ Once again I find myself truly, truly grateful for the kindness and support from people on this site. I have quite publicly shown major outbursts of emotions and each and every time I have been affirmed, or politely corrected, and talked down so very kindly. I have made friends. I am truly so, so grateful. Just wanted to get that out there. ⦔
V^ Just g0t revenge 0n s0me0ne wh0 wr0nged me 3 sweeps ag0. Never be relaxed ever. I'm c0ming. ^V
. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ݁ . ⊹ ₊ ݁. Stars abov༄; th༄y r༄ally ar༄ mor༄ troubl༄ than th༄y'r༄ worth . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ݁ . ⊹ ₊ ݁.
and y0u, zunnie.
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