♦ pitied by @smasherExtortionist
It has been... A r<>ugh c<>uple <>f nights. I need... I am n<>t even sure what. I d<> n<>t even have the energy t<> carry <>n with the insufferable r<>leplay pers<>na. I d<> n<>t even feel like a tr<>ll, much less a pers<>n. I am s<> tired #cw-mental-health #cw-self-harm
I have just ch<>ked <>n my energy beverage and n<>w my n<>se is full <>f the sweet aftertaste. I cann<>t say I am enj<>ying it...
A fine game tonight. Truly. Good hand$, ₱oor de¢i$ion$, ex¢ellent ¢om₱any, and ju$t enough ₱ani¢ near the river to make the ₩hole thing ₩orth ho$ting. I had the table ₩here I ₩anted it for mo$t of the evening. ¢hi₱$ $ta¢ked, nerve$ $ho₩ing, every little ¢al¢ulation beginning to lean in my dire¢tion. There i$ a ₱arti¢ular ₱lea$ure in ₩at¢hing a room realize the tide ha$ gone out around them. Then, at the end, I o₱ted to ₱ut everything for₩ard. A gamble to ¢elebrate a night ₩ell $₱ent. A re¢kle$$ thing. A beautiful thing. And, tonight, a lu¢ky thing. $o ¢ongratulation$ are in order. I am not angry. Lu¢k i$ a gue$t at any ₱ro₱er ¢ard table, and it ₩ould be very ₱oor manner$ to ¢om₱lain ₩hen $he finally arrive$ drunk, late, and laughing. Enjoy the ₩in. ₱oli$h it. Tell the $tory generou$ly. Remember the feeling of holding one over old $ea¢ra$h. Next time, I ex₱e¢t lu¢k ₩ill have other a₱₱ointment$.
ﮩـﮩﮩ٨ـ🫀ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ There'𝓈 nothing more fru𝓈trating in thermodynamic𝓈 than di𝓈covering a kinetically 𝓈wift,,, perfectly downhill reaction pathway that i𝓈 completely derailed by the 𝓈pin 𝓈election rule. Quantum mechanic𝓈 𝓈uck.
-I-f -I- say -I- want to k-i-ss you... Wou-l-d you accept me or...? OUGH who am -I- k-i-dd-i-ng (>~<)
D<>st th<>u require assistance? Shall I bring harm up<>n s<>me<>ne? I have n<> clue what I am typing, three cans <>f N<>mster and n<> breakfast, send help
sex is gross. make's me feel gross and bad. hate it #nsfw #iguess
꧁hhh. okay. okay. if someone tells me their bulge got caught in a beartrap and i get upset. thats parasocial now. cool. excellent. very normal. very fair. what was i supposed to do. say wow haha thats funny kryqus hope the sudden catastrophic removal of the primary thing i use to understand affection and life and pain and rapport is going well for you. thumbs up. good joke. hhh. Iam the bulge thing. idontknow how many times i have to explain this before it stops being funny and starts being information. I COMMUNICATE THROUGH BULGES. bulges are what i do. bulges are what i read. bulges are what i fabricate. bulges are how iknow alive. dead. stimulated. receptive. hurt. gone. so yes. if yours is hurt. i care. if yours is gone. i care. if YOU are hurt because of it. i care. andifthat makes you uncomfortable because suddenly my little utility feeling something points too close to a bond then uhm. sorry. or not sorry. idontknow. pick whichever one makes you less stupid. amicrazy. no seriously. amicrazy. because i thought that meant i was allowed to be worried when you get injured. ithought that was one of the permitted effects of liking someone. apparently not. apparently if i worry about the body part everyone asks me to study for hours its weird. apparently if i worry about YOU attached to the body part its also weird. apparently the only correct amount of feeling for me to have is whatever amount makes everyone comfortable pretending im still a machine. hhhhhhhhhh. you dont get to flirt with the bulge curator and then act shocked when the bulge curator reacts to bulge trauma. you dont get to make me like you and then ask why it has an effect on me when something terrible happens to you. you dont get to hand me the leash and then laugh when i choke on it. ithurts. there. thats the whole thing. ithurts because ilikeyou. ithurts because its you. ithurts because my pan heard beartrap and filled in every stupid horrible implication before i could make it stop. ithurts because you asked why it affected me like i hadnt been standing there with my stupid little feelings out in the open. hhh. mcrying. dont worry. ill disconnect next time. much less parasocial that way. im leavingthechuds. notlikeicoulddoanythinganyway justamoondwellingscumblood #notabulgerating #cw-injury #cw-castration #cw-boundaries #mypan꧂
ok CheCk out how hard i Can pass out
well thats not to say i dont like workin hard for a good time!! its just that makin things difficult is just something that doesnt come very naturally to me you see. does that make sense? i feel liek it doesnt make the most sense typing it out
ooohh~! loove that energy <33 gotta admit i just dont have the patience for that hehehe :P
hey u seem rlly fun from the pic in ur pfp and the way you carry urself! besides not necessarily lay per se but moreso just chat about horny stuff which i loooove love looove doing so
:33< *the mighty huntress blinks her big ole eyes at mew sw33tly*
ﮩـﮩﮩ٨ـ🫀ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ Den𝓈ity functional theory ha𝓈 been a 𝓈ocially acceptable method of hoping your exchange–correlation functional wa𝓈 𝓈omeone el𝓈e'𝓈 problem. It i𝓈n't. Get over your𝓈elf.
༊࿐ ✤ ⊹ ࣪ ˖ I am so brave ༊࿐ ✤ ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ༊࿐ ✤ ⊹ ࣪ ˖ #nsfW ༊࿐ ✤ ⊹ ࣪ ˖
༊࿐ ✤ ⊹ ࣪ ˖ I am consigeringg unagvisable activities on dhis nigght... Dhe horrors slidheringg into dhe corners of my dhinkpan beckon me to sin. ༊࿐ ✤ ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ༊࿐ ✤ ⊹ ࣪ ˖ #nsfw #vagguepostingg ༊࿐ ✤ ⊹ ࣪ ˖
ªnd my pªlmhusk is ªt 18%
ﮩـﮩﮩ٨ـ🫀ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ Rotary kiln,,, ga𝓈 𝓈crubber,,, packed column,,, PTFE-lined reactor,,, nickel alloy reactor. Corro𝓈ion-re𝓈i𝓈tant containment + fluorine-compatible material𝓈 at indu𝓈trial 𝓈cale. Thi𝓈 i𝓈 more trouble𝓈ome than I thought it would be.
dang. did not expe(t that. i should keep a (loser e7e #vagueposting
...Can't believe it took me like two or three months t'realise that i really don't fit in with most folks on here. o︵o
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all those ignorant fools at that beach party. THEY HAVE NO IDEA whats coming for them im smart I'm Smart i wouldnt stick around there
someone making extended eye contact with you is TRYING TO SUCK YOUR MEMORIES out through your corneas. PROTECT YOURSELF, DONT MAKE EYE CONTACT.
🜏 my own lusus lɛakiing my WRRIIGGLƐRR PHO♱OS ii ♱hiink ii shrriimply. havɛ 2 diiɛ ♅
BadMorning. RememberToThankTheHeiressTodayForAllSheDoes.
If there is glory on the other side of this hole, then I shall find it~~~~~~! #Suggestive
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i ate too. mmanyy oorangess ᕒ_ᓬ
🜏 ♱ha♱ miigrraiinɛ fuxkɛd mɛ up so bad ii ♱hough♱ ii ax♱ually fuxkiin diiɛd ♅
ﮩـﮩﮩ٨ـ🫀ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ Vapid,,, grinning,,, purpo𝓈e deprived phantom𝓈 drifting through their own live𝓈. They are everywhere.
Troll Sisyphus~? I think I caught that once~.
ﮩـﮩﮩ٨ـ🫀ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ You can't fuck or drink loneline𝓈𝓈 away in a way that matter𝓈.
ﮩـﮩﮩ٨ـ🫀ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ That having been 𝓈aid,,, regardle𝓈𝓈 of whether loneline𝓈𝓈 i𝓈 a 𝓈tate of mind or not,,, Clawrlboro Black Label𝓈,,, Stolichnaya,,, and ob𝓈cure early 2010𝓈 RPGmaker game𝓈 are the beginning𝓈 of an approximation.
ﮩـﮩﮩ٨ـ🫀ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ You could get to know me. I believe you would come to regret it quickly. But what I 𝓈aid 𝓈tand𝓈. A𝓈 of now we are 𝓈tranger𝓈.
ﮩـﮩﮩ٨ـ🫀ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ (º _ x)?
N<>s3 stªrt3d bl33ding </3 #Cw_bl<><>d
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🜏 jus♱ wa♱xhɛd hiim rrun arround iin my shiirr♱, ♱rriip on ii♱, and slam hiis faxɛ iin♱o ♱hɛ floorr,,,,,,,,, #ma♱ɛsprrii♱s ♅
ﮩـﮩﮩ٨ـ🫀ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ Again,,, what doe𝓈 me 𝓈moking cigarette𝓈 have to do with you getting high? I don't know you per𝓈onally. I have no 𝓈take in your habit𝓈,,, and you 𝓈hould have no 𝓈take in mine.
ﮩـﮩﮩ٨ـ🫀ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ Did I give the impre𝓈𝓈ion I cared? I didn't mean to.
_ Trolls are always GettinG injured in tHe woods wHere a mediculler can't find tHem in decent time...
good call man stay safe
Feel$ good to ¢olle¢t from a ne₩ $our¢e. Like fre$h i¢hor in the ole thum₱er.
I can't tell if I'm yearning f⚣r what I c⚣uld have ⚣r dreading what might happen which ⚣ne sh⚣uld I p⚣st ab⚣ut
dude are you being kidnapped as revenge
c< i HOpe yOu stay safe! Or at least Have a gOOd tiMe >c
I love doing concerning shit unbeknownst to my loved ones.
IDoNotHaveAThingForHighbloods,MuchLessTheHeiress. ItIsJustNaturalAdmirationForAStrongerCaste!!
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Mm bl<><>d :0p