Hope Nichols
@todaysDreamer
Human (enough), 30, she/her 🏳️⚧️. I guess I'm kibty?? Cross universe traveling pain in the ass. Voidsent Reject. Poly, ♡ Locke (not here), Kismet
And then I proceed to argue with the powers that be because poking the eldritch bear with a stick is always wise
Poking the eldritch bear with a stick is, in my experience, how one comes into their own. Poke away. Find yourself in it.
Eh, me and the eldritch don't see eye to many eye. I'm a statistical anomaly that exists outside of their purview being an elusive speck from a place that was never real.
I myself have no need of the Outer Gods. We are simply.. neighbors. Occasionally I have conversations with them, as I have had before. But I neither serve them, nor believe them to be the greater powers to which I answer. Continue being an anomaly, Miss Nichols. Become something other. But never become the person giving orders.
Chat, I promise if I ever become something greater against my will that I'd be one of the more blunt and direct ones because I hate the vague bullshit
Mmm. I'd understand that the vague bullshit and mysterious pretenses don't really help anyone, yeah
Or I go the direct route. "Hey Joe Schmoe, in about four weeks, god is going to smite you, here's the steps you need to take to sucker punch them in the cock to make them stop in direct detail"
Even higher powers answer to something else. Sometimes mystery is all we are permitted to give.
I've done well to not listen to authority, I think my methods would to be clear as day anyway.
You will learn in time. Fate itself is not predetermined unless you let it be, but you seem to squirm against that which holds you together for fear of being trapped. Your aspirations are commendable, but your processes are not. It is not about bending to authority but about remembering not to become authority itself. My cryptics leave room for free will, Miss Nichols.
I'm happy and everything is fine for now, I just wish things would stop looming over the horizon, for me and for those I care about. I know I can't stop everything bad from happening but like. I don't know. It'd be easier if I could just snap the issues away for people.
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- Ɨ ⴵȺd ♱ⴵ-∊ ΣȺm-∊ ♱ⴵΩugⴵ♱ ȺΣ 屮-∊ll Ⱥnd.. 屮-∊ll yΩu ΣȺ屮 屮ⴵȺ♱ Ɨ'v-∊ b-∊☪︎Ωm-∊. -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
Our paths of suffering look different. Different end results. I just don't quite know the shape or mine yet
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- Ωnly ♱Ɨm-∊ 屮Ɨll b-∊ Ⱥbl-∊ ♱Ω ♱-∊ll. -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- Ɨ m-∊Ⱥn 屮ⴵȺ♱ -∊lΣ-∊ dΩ yΩu 屮Ⱥn♱ m-∊ ♱Ω ΣȺy? Ɨ♱Σ lƗ♱♱-∊rȺly juΣ♱ ΣȺyƗng "屮-∊'ll Σ-∊-∊ ⴵΩ屮 ΣⴵƗ♱ gΩ-∊Σ Ɨn ♱ⴵ-∊ fu♱ur-∊." Ɨ♱Σ lƗ|⟨-∊ ȺΣ|⟨Ɨng ♱ⴵ-∊ qu-∊Σ♱ƗΩn Ωf "屮Ωuld yΩu dΩΩm Ⱥ rȺndΩm p-∊rΣΩn Ɨn ♱ⴵ-∊ 屮Ωrld yΩu dΩn'♱ |⟨nΩ屮 rƗgⴵ♱ nΩ屮 ♱Ω ΣȺv-∊ Ⱥ frƗ-∊nd." -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
I suppose. I'm just frustrated in general and shouldn't turn it back around towards you.
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- FȺƗr -∊nΩugⴵ. B-∊Ɨng 'LȺ bȺrr-∊ur' Ⱥnd 屮ⴵȺ♱nΩ♱. Ɨ gΩ♱♱Ⱥ |⟨-∊-∊p ♱ⴵ-∊ ΣⴵƗp ΣȺƗlƗng Ωn屮ȺrdΣ Ⱥnd pr-∊v-∊n♱Ɨng Ɨ♱ frΩm ☪︎rȺΣⴵƗng Ɨn♱Ω Ⱥ m-∊♱ȺpⴵΩrƗ☪︎Ⱥl Ɨ☪︎-∊b-∊rg. -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
https://open.spotify.com/track/0tSRiwLvn7acLiMCoMuI8F?si=fSK-SJ-LRmq9-buCPWCVmQ&utm_source=copy-link #musicposting
Things eventually have to settle down yeah? I'm tired.
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- NΩ mȺ♱♱-∊r ⴵΩ屮 ⴵΩ♱ ♱ⴵ-∊ fƗr-∊Σ mȺy b-∊, Ɨ♱ Ⱥll -∊v-∊n♱uȺlly dƗmΣ. -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
now, can everyones problems like, stop for a week or so. I'll be there to help when i'm able to
nah man if u in charge a somefin you can bet ya bottom sand dollar that people gonna be up to some bullshit there gonna be prawnblems galore when u get back
I wouldn't say I'm "in charge" so to speak, just someone usually willing to give someone a helping hand if possible and not disrupting whatever fate threads they got going on.
Only if people want the help! I don't jump into situations if I'm not welcome. Or try not to.
I try not to fight but the fights come to me, so I always keep a baseball bat on me ready no matter what
nothing more intimidating than a wild-eyed bulky scarred old catgirl swinging a bat wildly in the nude in the middle of the night, burglars you're fuckin toast. #nsfw #notlikethatbutidontsleepinmuchwhenido ??
I dont have strife specibi. I just dont. doesnt stop me from using weapons as I see fit though.
CROSS EXAMINATION TESTIMONY! i just think committing to one specibi is more fun is all
Oh I just have never had the opportunity to have a strife specibus, like, the whole system.
Got a two for one. ...more. money questions. anon: "would you rather have $2000 every week or $104000 every year" did the math, 104000/12=8667 dollars more or less a month. I'd go with that if I had to worry about rent. I can only assume this is Ptolmy given the subject and quirk. "What |s Your Game Of Preference For A Duel Of Fates?" hmmm. I could be stupid and say Caravan, but we'd both lose, so i'll say like, Euchre, Poker, or Uno? I never had the money to get into TCGs growing up, but I did play suit cards with pals growing up. #askhope
anon asked: "Would you rather have one dollar, or two dollars?" dude, what kinda question is that. Two #askhope
Chittrites, hit me with questions, they'll be a nice distraction https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSdt5rahRtVG137msw5P_JGK085xwOj7EkVbUuDYQC7InYZGiw/viewform?usp=header #askhope
maybe i need to do weed about it. usually i dont like the zone-y feeling it puts me in but what the fuck else am I doing but getting restless anyway #substances
It's just been watching youtube lets plays and streaming service stuff. I want to be up and attem and i don't know run a marathon or something. This is only after one day of recuperation as well I dread to see what a few more days bring. Maybe I should just, chill out.
C'mon, feeling in at least my fingers, with that I can get to work in fixing up the rest. My healing requires both hands for the whatever you call the hand gestures, been trying with only one and it's just fizzling out. Annoying. This waiting game is annoying.
I didn't expect my opinions to be so polarizing tonight
I mean like. swords are kinda phallic aint they? #nsfw I guess
Going To Have To Commission A Blacksmith For The Worlds First Yonic Sword
So are bullets and rockets. Wars have always been a dick-measuring contest.
Th|s |s A D|spleas|ng Perspect|ve To Hear Hope.
proper ranking (imo) S Teir: Baseball bats B Tier: Spears I guess C Tier: chainsaws (you're welcome pretty vampire lady) D Tier: All other weapons F- Tier: Swords
Baseball bats a2e stra15ht ass. Th1s d1srespect a5a1nst scythek1nd w1ll be remembe2ed.
Oh noooo, I'm so scared. I'm glad you enjoy your edgy anime-ass weapon, remember to go reap the grain fields while you're at it.
We all have a fictional character we desire to look like yeah?
... man I maybe realize with hindsight I was a lot less confident in being a guy for a lot longer than I thought I was
Can't tell if it was first crush or gender envy that I didn't understand at the time, but uhh. The one red headed lady from who framed roger rabbit. Because I mean like. Yeah
Man now I get why Feng gave up on me. "Hope you got stabbed in the chest seven times don't move" then vs "Hope you broke several ribs stop trying to move please" now.