#existential
S8UR8/SGRU8 truly makes you ponder the existence of "self". What small shift stopped me from just 8ecoming one of the infinite versions of myself? When I stare into the mirror am I staring at a true Aranea or is it someone else? Where do my/our memories, fears, and passions overlap? Where do the falter? How much can I change 8efore I 8ecome someone entirely new? Will I ever 8e someone new? Will I ever 8e anyone 8ut the ectogru8 concocted in that la8 those sweeps ago? Am I anyone? It is very interesting to ponder! Infinities upon infinities and you are the version of you that exists now. It is poetic. ...Read more
part of me wants to open an askbox but i also fear seeing it remain empty and facing the reality that i am, in fact, practically a nonexistent speck in the vast cosmos of the intergalactic universe that we experience
i havent had kids in my timeline honestly i dont even have a partner but occasionally my mind drifts to my alts and how theres just a hole in existence of someone who should exist but isnt there thoughts like that... they leave me in stasis for awhile #existential
Day and Night, just words Sllumbers depth is unmeasured Was it hours? Or weeks? #haiku #existentiall
people don't like when i talk aboUt these sorts of things, so maybe i shoUld do it now when fewer people are on... if i refer to one of oUr lives as a story, i am not speaking metaphorically. nor am i implying we are empty pUppets of some aUthor's will, thoUgh!! we are real people with real lives, bUt the fact we are speaking to each other across Universes like this necessitates the meddling of certain narrative forces. it's not so mUch that oUr actions are dictated by the stroke of the pen, bUt that they are defined by it. the digits of pi contain all possible strings, bUt it takes a conscioUs mind...Read more