#mentalillness
for the record, im not religious, i just have real bad religious delusions at times and knowing the actual intent and literary details helps so like if anyone has critical christian knowledge (as in critical analysis, not atheist gotchas) please throw it at me
im so dumb im so fucking dumb im so so so fuckin dumb
i need to stop postin my "hot takes" (wwhich are right) its actually hittin my ego bad and i do not need an narcissistic collapse to ruin me last one took me MONTHS to recovver from and it wwas bad bad
its actually been hours since but someone mocked somethin and its actually still pissin me the fuck off im doin my best to just ignore it because it aint that deep, its genuinely the dumbest shit and not important at all but FUCK narcissism is a bitch
youve heard of schizophrenics refusing their meds i am stronger than them i go outta my way for my meds, im married to them goodbye religious delusions goodbye hallucinations of fictional characters that hate me hello isolation and depression
FOUND THE MEDS OOOUGHH GOD IS REAL AND HIS NAME IS CAPLYTA 42MG FOR JACE ANTHONY TEILOR