
Eeybie Deebie
@goingDown
A simple bell[][]op, perusing t[][]e web in my free time. ]:> [][]e/[][]im ♠ [][]isProp[][]et ((all art by corvidoodle on toyhouse/tumblr unless stated otherwise))
T[][]at feeling w[][]en you're ex[][]austed, yet don't want to climb into cupe because t[][]at means tomorrow will come sooner; at least from your point of view. It can seem like lose-lose situation, but I look at it t[][]is way: If tomorrow is going to arrive anyway, you mig[][]t as well be ready for it; even if you [][]ate every moment. Keep s[][]arp.
Continuing to live stems from a primal desire wit[][]in us all. Despite everyt[][]ing t[][]at bears down on a troll, we continue. By fang and claw, knuckle and [][]eel, we fig[][]t to survive. No matter t[][]e situation, no matter t[][]e caste. Even w[][]en bloodied and at deat[][]'s door, we wis[][] to see anot[][]er nig[][]t. By everyt[][]ing in our power, no matter t[][]e amount, we WILL see anot[][]er nig[][]t. A bit of freeform #poetry
(( i know Eeybie laughs like “nhnhnhnhn” like a quiet, evil little laugh but idk how to type that out in a way that reads as a laugh. he’s not a “nyeheheh” guy either. he rarely uses acronyms if ever. all this ignoring his fuckass quirk lmao so just assume if he sounds ominous, he’s laughing like that. my nefarious little man (i say as he’s 5’9” but hunches) ))
Many in t[][]e [][]otel treat spirits as pests, but t[][]ere's one t[][]at [][]as earned [][]is stay; to t[][]e point w[][]ere proper exorcisms are forbidden on t[][]e floor [][]e resides, lest [][]e get caug[][]t in t[][]e crossfire. [][]e peris[][]ed long before I began working [][]ere, but [][]as been t[][]e main [][]andy-troll for sweeps. W[][]en asked w[][]y, t[][]e answer is usually akin to, "'Cause nobody else does it rig[][]t" I respect t[][]is fellow. ]:>
If I am to propose #Wretc[][]edWednesday and not make a post about my kismesis, t[][]at would seem quite [][]ypocritical, wouldn't it? As muc[][] as it pains me to do somet[][]ing t[][]at would inflate [][]is ego furt[][]er. T[][]at [][]orrid priest Gideon. I feel only loat[][]ing unparalleled. My life is made all t[][]e more grating because of [][]im. It's funny t[][]at even w[][]en [][]e's not online, [][]e [][]aunts me. T[][]e t[][]inkpan [][]as a strange [][]abit of making connections. I know [][]e'll only [][]old t[][]is entire t[][]ing over my [][]ead, but call t[][]at fuel for t[][]e fire. My most beloat[][]ed. <3- I suppose t[][]is counts as #yearning
I got curious and looked into different denominations of [][]uman C[][]ristianity. A lot of it seemed standard fare, at least from t[][]e perspective of someone wit[][] t[][]e displeasure of dealing wit[][] t[][]e fait[][] on a semi-regular basis. But pardon my language w[][]en I say t[][]is: Mormons feel like a w[][]ole different genre of fucked up.
Over t[][]e sweeps, I've found t[][]at w[][]en upset, t[][]e solution falls into similar categories as fear. Fig[][]t, flig[][]t, or feel (instead of freeze) Fig[][]t being "Maim or kill somet[][]ing to feel better" #violence Flig[][]t is "A distraction is gravely needed" Feel is, well, facing t[][]e problem and letting yourself feel upset. It's a fascinating parallel.
T[][]e [][]otel lost and found sometimes yields interesting results. If a troll does not collect wit[][]in a certain amount of time, it becomes up for grabs. Most recently, someone left w[][]at seems to be a remote control toy scuttlebuggy. Seemingly broken. Per[][]aps t[][]is could be tinkered wit[][] to be more useful?









