♣ mediated by @nightterrorPsychologist

It's a stormy day, but rainbows will follow. And with it the scent of rained-on earth.

...offer from yesterday still stands if you need anything
¨°o.O. breakfast time hi everyone :) 💖 https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/b327769a67a8.jpeg .O.o°¨

okay i just want to make you happy okay rose? sleep well please. :(

okay, yay :)

... glad we're in agreement

i'm a dog and i was practically in a war and i don't have trauma though
[ 9i dnuof 9nieb me ot kcul doo9 ....dddrieW ]
[ nuf on ruoY ...oooB ]

𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @nightterrorpsychologist it Feels Like Second Nature By The Time You Reach 14. you Wake Up Feeling Awful, You Didn't Even Get A Full 5 Hours In So You Go To Make A Cup Of Coffee, There's A Reason You Keep The Coffee Maker In Your Room Now. it's Practically Routine. you Don't Remember Who You Were Talking To But You've Been More Irritable Lately, The Blood On Your Arms Is The Only Blanket Of Comfort You Have. it's Practically Routine. you Go Out For A Walk, Once Again A Small Part Of Your Brain Hoping To Die. It Would Be So Easy To Jump Into The Falls. You Don't, But You Wonder How Your Mother Would React, If She Would Even Notice. ga: Rose Please Back Away From The Falls tt: Sorry Kanaya, There's Nothing To Worry About I Just Got Lost In Thought Again. why Does She Worry... it's Becoming Routine. you Follow Strange Noises, Investigate Anything Off. Something Does Lunge At You And Your Forget Your Goal And Instead Hit It With A Book. Great Going Rosalina. another Failure. It's Time To Go Home. it's Routine. you're On Your 8th Caffeinated Beverage Of The Day And Talking To Your Friends. You Don't Talk About What You Did Today, They All Know, All Of This Is Normal, It's Routine By Now, Day After Day, Wanting So Badly To Escape This Cycle. it's Routine, It's All A Fucking Routine. why Does It Feel Like A Decade Later Time Is Repeating Itself? #cw-self-harm #suicidal-ideation #gore tick Tock 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗 ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀

Indeed You Are.

It Won't Be.

IT NEVER IS ENOUGH!!!!!!!!

Shame, Were You Trying To Get My Hopes Up? -syrma
I don't need Wordle to do that I just log in here.

Already Had One, Don't Need It Back -syrma

make sure to drink water and eat something after
STUDY.MY.BEING.IF.YOU.MUST ARCHIVE.IT EXPERIMENT.WITH.IT THEORISE.AND.RUMINATE Print("No matter what, this ends with you bloodied, broken and forgotten.")

never cull yourself #cw-suicide #vagueposting

just hate me

my condolences

🤝

misery love's company i guess. we can be miserable together for a while. as a treat.

join the club. sorry to hear it though

ignore error theyre trying to upset you. the truth does hurt sometime's but no ones incapable of becoming a better person...

of (ourse she’s l7ing? she’s digging her fingers into an7 sore spot she (an find be(ause she hates 7ou. 7our wives love 7ou

you want my advice? keep cutting. #cw-selfharm
useful neighbors to have if you need to shoot someone.

no, no, i think thats right.
i'm hurt, rose. why would i lie? :(
hey wait have you not been?

because it is :)







