Muiren Neille
@restorativeSommelier
xx Tea Sommelier, Proprietor of the Serendipitea Teahouse. I have another name, though if you are familiar with it, know that I will not answer to it. xx
I Feel Selfish For Holding On As Long As I Had. In A Way It Felt Like I Had To, In Order To Justify The Way I Felt To Myself. I Think He Would Want Me To Let Go. It Is Hard Not To Think Of That As Something Selfish As Well.
xx Grief is funny in this way. xx xx That he would have wanted you to let go is not at odds to you not being ready, it would have been born of want for you to be happy. xx xx It is not selfish to be unhappy in such circumstances. xx xx It is not selfish to hold on to what remains, it is simply part of grieving. xx xx Just as learning to let go is part of it. xx xx It takes time to be ready to accept such things. There is a reason grief comes in five stages. xx
xx I suppose the matter cannot wait any longer. I was so hoping not to have to do this. xx
I have never known Death to wait by the wayside.
xx Death has already come and gone, dear boy. This is going to be a forceful cleansing. I was hoping it would not have to be. xx
xx Unfortunately so. I fear this will be detrimental to her already fragile emotional state. But as she is actively harming others with this.... Well. It is a question of Cost vs Benefit, no? xx
Somebody asked me recently wvhat my name wvould be if I could choose it. “Dualscar” alwvays feels wvrong considerin’ I’m tryin’ to distance myself from the empire that gavwe me that one. …But it’s been swveeps since I wvent by “Cronus.” Regrettably, I’m askin’ the hivwemind of chittr for suggestions.
xx It is never too late to go back to your given name, if it's what you prefer to answer to. xx xx I myself abandoned my Imperially given title after centuries of answering to it exclusively. xx
[↑DATE BEATLE I$ #OMING BA#K WITH ME $HE DID NOT WANT TO LEAVE $O I GUE$$ IM A FULL TIME LU$U$ NOW]
xx This is the thing most do not understand about grubs. They are easily attached. One should never adopt one lightly, or expect that they can simply rehome them once they've gotten attached. xx
[NO NO I MEAN I WA$ #OMPLETELY EXPE#TING IT I JU$T DIDN'T THINK IT'D BE $O HARD FOR HER TO LET GO QUITE LITERALLY HI$$ING AT THE JADE$ AND $TU#K TO ME LIKE A TI#K]
xx They are very particular about their care. Especially as I am quite sure your grub was given a particular standard of care. Which is to say, far more spoiled than she might have been in the caverns. Which isn't necessary a bad thing, mind you. Of course she would not want to return. xx
[OH OKAY $HE WANT$ TO $TAY WITH ME BE#AU$E I $POIL HER AND NOT BE#AU$E $HE LOVE$ ME YEAH OKAY GOT IT]
xx At her stage of mental and emotional development, that IS love. Grubs and other infants seek care before anything else. You are providing. This is good. xx
(̥ ̥এ́⍜এ̥̀)̥̥ he’s g◕ne I’ve l◕◕ked in every single inch ◕f tha hive my matespriy is missing and fl◕rid is g◕ne t◕◕ tha wind◕w was ◕pen I d◕n’t kn◕w what t◕ d◕ his palmhusk is just ◕n tha table he can’t even c◕ntact me
xx All will be well, dear girl. Take a few deep breaths. Would you like me to come and help you look for him? xx
(̥ ̥এ́⍜এ̥̀)̥̥ yes please please I d◕n’t kn◕w where he c◕uld be he didn’t tell me he was g◕ing anywhere he’s just g◕ne all his stuff is here tha c◕mputer is still ◕n
xx Hm. I do not think they make such things in my size. xx
Not Yet. All You'd Need To Do Is Ask. #positive
xx My friends always get me into the most interesting of situations. xx
$orry @g@in, Muir :-[ You Were Ju$t The Fir$t Tro77 I Thought Of...
xx It is alright, dear boy. I have said before that I do not mind you reaching out when you need help. xx
@re꠹torativesommelier 𓁹＿𓁹 #a llardlove꠹ h.i꠹paint
xx There is no shame in it, I assure you. I just think it does not warrant a tutorial is all.xx
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#hateall.ard꠹joyou꠹𓆙him꠹y
xx You'll have to forgive my shortsightedness, dear boy. I am quite old, whimsy does not come so easily to me anymore.xx
NEW LAW! I have recently ratified a new law, banning the act of Crumbs in Recouprecoon. If anyone currently has crumbs in their recouprecoon, the crumbs are now forced to vacate. Any crumbs that still remain will be forcibly removed. Thank you.
They will be forcibly removed.
xx I have been encouraged to make a page here, for the sake of my shop. Very well. Hello, netizens.xx
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xx Hello, dear Larkso. I was gladdened to hear you're recovering well.xx
Muiren! It's Been Too Long. Yes, I'm Recovering Well, Well Enough That May Visit Soon. It's Been Too Long.
xx I'm overjoyed to hear it. Please reach out when you do, I'll make sure my favorite table is free for you (and perhaps Joster as well, should he join you.)xx
---- |hello what do you sell in your shop?| ____
xx It's a teahouse. I sell loose leaf teas, tea paraphernalia including handmade tea pots, and have formal tea service as well as brunch on the weekends.xx
---- |um I'm sorry I don't know what nearly all of that is I only know weekends leaf pots and I found out that tea is a drink so I think it's made with loose leaves maybe in a pot but I'm not sure about the last part that you said I'm sorry| ____
xx Interesting. Well tea is a kind of plant that grows as a shrug, or short tree. We brew it by steeping it in hot water. There are many benefits to drinking tea. You can steep it loosely in a pot or with a straining basket. Formal tea services are a mealtime ritual involving various kinds of foods and served with tea, specifically. Brunch is a meal that is had in place of breakfast and lunch, and often includes foods typically associated with both, and is often served with mild alcoholic beverages, though I do not serve alcohol at my establishment.xx