♦ pitied by @secondtimesThecharm
<action; statement input; statement: i wi|| not bite [#vio|ence] i wi|| not bite i wi|| not bite i wi|| not bite i wi|| not bite i wi|| not bite i wi|| not b error:inputdenied />
<action; statement input; statement: apparent|y it is time for hygiene maintenance input; statement: ugh i hate it so much input; statement: i keep wanting to inf|ict harm on my caretaker for doing it wrong & not |istening to me input; statement: i need a distraction so i wi|| be good i need to be good so i do not get in troub|e />
[BEGIN MESSAGE] he11ia. n0t redacted n0t ztatic n0t g0ne. he11ia. bare1y hurtz tt0 tthink it i- hhha ha ha. i did it. i g0t her back. [END MESSAGE]
༻𐫱༺ Anot𝒽er sseriess of tesstss🌻 Ssstay ssafe, C𝒽ittr🌻 ༻𐫱༺
[BEGIN MESSAGE] z1eepy... maybe i can g0 int0 ztaziz 0nce we 1and. [END MESSAGE]
♡⸝⸝ OH SHI777 RI777E I777 DID OFFER 777O MAKE ME ONE LMAOOOOO love 7ha7 ki77y i7s grea7 fr also in 7his hea7 if 7here was some7hin cold enough 7o make him chilly I wouldn'7 wanna leave i7 nei7her HAHAHAHHAHA-- oh shi7 I go77a go 77yl babe ⸝⸝♤
♡⸝⸝ LMAO 777RUEEEEEEEEEEEE iunno if im gonna be able 7o afford 7he 7ime.... Ac7ually I doub7 snakeboy would walk ri7e in while im havin fuckin SURGERY LOL bu7 I sure as hell would be an easy ca7ch af7er.... Maybe I jus kinda hope 7he big man will gimme one when he ca7ches me hmmmmmmmmm WAI777777777 777HEN I777S ON HIS PAYCHECK 777OO HAHAHAHHAHAA ⸝⸝♤
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i underztand duzkie giving me her 10cati0n. becauze zhe iz juzt z0rt 0f 1ike tthat. i am ztrugg1ing a 1itt1e m0re with pe0p1e wh0 are ab0ut tt0 meet a mutant. f0r examp1e. it iz n0t even tthe f1eet a10ne tthat iz tthe pr0b1em. it iz tthe fact i have tt0 anzwer quezti0nz and i cann0t 1ie. [END MESSAGE]
--- |oh my what the f*ck? is there another me? oh I hope not there doesn't need to be two of us around for them to-- sh*t I'm sorry I'm sorry I won't finish that sentence I know I'm not allowed sorry ((ooc: tagging #abuse to be safe))| _____
>>| .alright .uhhh. need to get myself .up. .i may go, take some shots .and drinks. some beverage. clean my head .and have some fun .in the .event. so for now. .i hope. really hope. no more friends .of mine, getting .into bad situation. not to mention, the worst .imaginable. .i don't want to go .over this .again. .i can't handle .all .anxiety .and stress .and .other nasty .emotions. .i mean .it. #substance .implied #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health
>> ¡ a1ડo juડt hate do¡ng d¡ડheડ, but ¡ can't do them w¡thout th¡nk¡ng about Kryquડ be¡ng gone now.
<action; statement input; statement: thank you hexxes i am trying input; statement: most|y because the other option is to scream & i do not want to get in troub|e />
<action; statement input; statement: i know i wi|| & i know it is my fau|t the connection from input to data processing is difficu|t input; statement: head tech said i just have to wait for it to form correct|y input; statement: i wi|| get used to it i wi|| be a better he|m />
<action; statement input; statement: i don't want to do the scans but as |east it won't be as bad as the e|ectrica| storm or the spire input; statement: i wonder if i wi|| sti|| |ike this p|anetoid by the time everything about it has been run through my pan input; statement: i do not |ike scanning p|anets & i wi|| not |ike it unti| my pan has adjusted to the process so can't it hurry up input; statement: i don't want to. i don't want to. i do not want to but i wi|| i wi|| be good i wi|| do as i am to|d i wi|| be a good he|m />
>>| sorry.. give me some time please.. .i'm sory this .isjust too much.. no.. .i.... #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health
♡⸝⸝ i wan7 u all 7o kno yes i did moan when i go7 hur7 LMAO #nsfw #nsfwe i feel like a horror movie pro7ag bu7 like i7s a sexy horror movie n also i ain7 gonna die a7 7he end ⸝⸝♤
♡⸝⸝ o shi7 my palmhusk is low ba77ery OOPSSSS lol imma disappear for a lil don7 ge7 7oo worried im 7o7es fine PROBABLYYYYYY HAHAHAHAHAA ⸝⸝♤
♡⸝⸝ IF U LIVE IN A HOUSE IN 777HE WOODS AND 777HERES PINK SMEARED ON UR DOOR I777 AIN777 A CURSE LOL I WAS 777RYINA GE777 INNNNNNNNN i7 din7 work bu7 i7s ok i go7 ou77a 7here LOL ⸝⸝♤
[BEGIN MESSAGE] 0ne 0f tthe w0rzt tthingz ab0ut tthiz iz tthat i can n0 10nger dezign and bui1d tthingz. yez tthere are tthe materia1 printerz but it iz n0t tthe zame. i mizz w0rking 0n machinez. #vent [END MESSAGE]
<action; statement input; statement: the p|anetoid has a core of |iquid nitrogen input; statement: it is very very co|d input; statement: i |ike it a |ot i think but it is a shame we can't |& on it />
♡⸝⸝ ayo? you s7ill on your blamin' me s7reak? and you 7hink 7ha7 was jus7 "a pos7 on chi77r"? aigh7. diva of missin con7ex7. we can go over i7 if you wan7? so like. firs7 inciden7 ur men7ionin righ7. a BOUN777Y HUN777ER, whose job is curren7ly 7o hun7 down a SPECIFIC LIS777 OF PEOPLE, diver7ed his a77en7ion 7o one of 7he O777HER PEOPLE ON HIS LIS777 for a mo, and 7old ME i7 was MY FAUL777 jus7 cus i was in 7he area and no7 as easy 7o ca7ch. i even 7old 7ha7 person 7o go a diff way and 7hey didn'7. ri7e? so 7ha7's wha7 happened 7here. obvi i wasn'7 happy abou7 i7 bu7 i ain7 bou77a le7 snakeboy win a7 guil7in me over some7hin i ain7 done. and 7he SECOND inciden7 was someone makin a pos7 ou7ing 7heir ex's unusual blood colour, 7hen ordered her 7o shu7 up, which, by 7he way, forced her 7o do ezac7ly 7ha7 cus 'a her coding. for shi7s and gigs. like, no7 as a job, no7 for a paycheck, bu7 cus she jus7 fel7 like i7. like. are we seein 7he same 7hings? siiiiiiighhh like i7s fine if no7 bu7 can we give up on 7he blamin me par7? ⸝⸝♤
♡⸝⸝ well sure i couuuullld do 7ha7 bu7 my pocke7s go7 all kindsa junk in em and i7'll ge7 funky lol i jus been s7raigh7 up holdin 7his bread in one hand for hours HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA maybe i should leave some for snakeboy... nah he won7 ea7 i7 and i ain7 wan7 7hem fucking fakeass dogs ge77in i7. ⸝⸝♤
♡⸝⸝ HAHAHAHA IMMEDIA777E DM HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA a girl can7 even vaguepos7 ALRIGH777777777 ill behaveee #direc7pos7ing ⸝⸝♤
♡⸝⸝ fuuuuck always on some bullshi7 inni7. ugh. a7 leas7 my blood is mad cu7e whoever sees i7 in 7he wild you welcome also look ou7 cus 7heres some bullshi7 in 7he woods and you don7 wanna ge7 involved. if u see pink drips on 7he floor 7ha7 means RUN girl <3 ⸝⸝♤
♡⸝⸝ i go7 pre77y nice legs which is good cus apparen7ly i NEED 777O FUCKIN USE EM!!!!!!!!!! SLOW DOWN MO777HERFUCKER!!!! ⸝⸝♤
♡⸝⸝ kinda a buzzkill bu7 i guess communica7ion's good or wha7eva. imma go back 7o 7hinkin bou7 crop 7ops mmm crop 7ops... ⸝⸝♤
You don't have to choose a side, Arty. It's alright. I simply wish she would not associate with me publicly. I do not have any hard feelings towards her.
.... I did do that. Would you mind if I DM you and you keep your mouth shut about what I say?
<action; statement input; statement: she cou|dn't h&|e that the ex she was awfu| to found a new moirai| & thus wou|dn't come craw|ing back to her input; statement: threw a pissy tantrum & kidnapped her />
♡⸝⸝ Sooooo sad 7hinkin bou7 swee7 li77le baby cammy ge77in all fucked up for 7hem pearls idc if 7hey do 7ha7 shi7 7o me bu7 pooooor lil cammy. He ain7 buil7 for alla7! yknow wha7 i should wear a miniskir7 in his honour he'd luv 7ha7 ⸝⸝♤
♡⸝⸝ LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OH GIRL. Well i hope i7 ain'7 never happen 7o you, cu7ie. Don'7 wanna ruin your delusions! Mwah mwah ⸝⸝♤
♡⸝⸝ Yeahhhh 7has abou7 wha7 I 7hough7 you'd say babe. now don'7 ge7 me wrong I do be havin a grea7 7ime ge77in chased bu7 bein kidnapped ain'7 all i7s cracked up 7o be LOL ⸝⸝♤
itss bbeen a hot minute ssince i have ththought abbout my lussuss. i missss her.
༻𐫱༺ 🌻🌻🌻 🌻 missss t𝒽em🌻 ༻𐫱༺
♡⸝⸝ some7imes scu77lebuggies be ou7 here lookin realllll s7ealable... I go77a resis7 7he call like 7ha green goblin ⸝⸝♤
༻𐫱༺ Lialyi my friend, I'm ssorry🌻 Don't worry for me🌻 I'll be alrig𝒽t🌻 ༻𐫱༺
༻𐫱༺ I'll get out again🌻 Next time I won't leave anyt𝒽ing be𝒽ind for t𝒽em to put me back into🌻 ༻𐫱༺
<action; statement input; statement: fuck. i think i fucked up but there's nothing i can do that won't make it worse input; statement: i do not want to draw attention. />
<action; statement input; statement: bio-me|d update input; statement: venti|ation ducts have been iso|ated in the officer's respiteb|ock in case of g|itter incident. fee|s |ike something is b|ocked deep in my chest. vague|y in my breathsacs. |ike the air isn't moving |ike it shou|d. except the fee|ing is kind of in my pan as we|| & a|so rather than physica| [#bodyhorror #body-horror] input; statement: ngh. uncomfortab|e. />
༻𐫱༺ T𝒽ank you🌻 I know part of it iss t𝒽at t𝒽ey would like to know w𝒽y I came back sso🌻🌻🌻 different🌻 ༻𐫱༺
༻𐫱༺ I wonder if we will wait for t𝒽e armss to regrow before tesstss sstart back up🌻 #gore #violence in casse🌻 ༻𐫱༺
༻𐫱༺ T𝒽ank you🌻 T𝒽ey ss𝒽ould🌻 It'ss jusst a little weird until t𝒽ey do🌻 ༻𐫱༺
<action; statement input; statement: i have |ots to do which sucks given that the |ight shift is the on|y rest i get & it's not even rest, just a |ack of orders input; statement: at |east i'm stationary & next cyc|e won't be super awfu| hopefu||y />
༻𐫱༺ A ressearc𝒽er t𝒽oug𝒽t t𝒽e fact I 𝒽ad an account wass funny🌻 I ssupposse I ss𝒽ould be glad t𝒽ey gave me t𝒽iss back at all🌻 ༻𐫱༺
༻𐫱༺ T𝒽e fact t𝒽at t𝒽e firsst meal I get iss gold blood feelss very pointed🌻 #blood #cannibalissm in casse ༻𐫱༺
<action; statement input; statement: correct to an extent input; statement: i am not ca|ibrated for input; statement: suneater is current|y ca|ibrated for space rather than atmosphere submersion, but it does not b|ock the sensors. it more accurate|y adds a c|oudy |ayer to push through input; statement: the meta| of the station registers more strong|y />
[BEGIN MESSAGE] tthree crewmemberz have begun a ttrek tt0wardz tthe h0riz0n. i. tthey wi11 n0t 1izten tt0 me i cann0t get tthem tt0 return. [END MESSAGE]
<action; statement input; statement: it hurts hurts pan hurts the spire spire spire spire spire spire spire spire spire spire spire spire spire sp error:inputdenied />
<action; statement input; statement: they are having me run a continuous scan on the psychic fie|d emanating from the spire input; statement: i don't want to i don't want to input; statement: fee|s weird in my pan & that's on top of the psionic drain input; statement: but we need to track this thing especia||y given what it is doing to moongorger's crew input; statement: i don't know how |ong i'|| be scanning they didn't te| error:inputdenied />
<action; statement input; statement: spire big spire scanning it it is not a friend it gets in pans takes pazcie's bees psychic reaching have to track it he|p keep moongorger safe but it |ies it is not a friend the spire is not a friend the spire is not a friend the spire is not a friend it is not it is not it is not a frie error:inputdenied />
<action; statement input; statement: the spire is not a friend the spire is not a friend the spire is not a friend it is not it is not it is not a friend it is not it is not it is not a friend it is not it is not it is not the spire cannot be trusted it is not a friend something is wrong it is not a friend it is not a fr error:inputdenied />
For someone who pretends to care so little I sure do want so many things I cannot have. #yearning This is not at all related to the person I am currently spending time with. I am thinking of someone else. #vagueposting
[BEGIN MESSAGE] tthe w0rzt 0f tthe nervez are fina11y ztarting tt0 zett1e. ugh. [END MESSAGE]
Mm, got through the episode, but I think I may have to wait a moment for the weather to stop doing what its doing in order to watch more. The intermittent internet is alright for something like posting, but for watching videos its incredibly inconvenient. Still, very good anime. The theme of loneliness and connection is very solid throughout. I relate a lot. There are things you cannot tell others, and things that if you did tell others, they would treat you poorly for them. But then... There is also the case that if you tell nobody, you never find the people who are like you. The people who will care and respect you. ... Every day I become a little bit more of a hypocrite. Oh well. Its a very good show so far. I look forward to watching more. #lockanime
[BEGIN MESSAGE] tthe chittr cyc1e m0vez incredib1y fazt. which az y0u zay. 1eadz tt0 c0mp1acency. tt0 getting z10ppy. tt0 tthinking y0u wi11 be fine every zing1e ttime. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] and tthe zheep muzt av0id mu1tip1e w01vez. a g00d p0int. [END MESSAGE]
[BEGIN MESSAGE] a reminder 0n h0w 1anguage interactz with tthe he1m. and 0n tthe p0wer tthat y0u have az a rezu1t. when pr0cezzing tthingz we muzt c0nzider tthe c0ntext and run it tthr0ugh 0ur panz. examp1e. "y0ur app1e" i may n0t have an app1e. but f0r a m0ment i had tt0 c0nzider tthe idea 0f a w0r1d where i had 0ne. y0u can f0rce a tth0ught very eazi1y. ... p1eaze keep tthiz in mind when y0u are tta1king tt0 he1mz. [END MESSAGE]
Ehhh not rreally.
Bloody hell
... I'm not going to look at the feed for a while, but I will keep the app open. If you need me, DM me or comment on something I've posted. This is too much.
.) Qh! Thank gQQdness!! I wQn’t bQther her since it sQunds like she needs sQme mQre time, but, yeah! Let her knQw I’m glad she’s still alive!! ))
<action; statement input; statement: at |east the investigutter is not as scary as some of my superiors />
I need to log off for a while I think. I was never supposed to be this attached. I guess old habits die hard. I'm going offline for a little while. I am perfectly safe, so nobody needs to add any extra worry to already-heavy plates. I'm just taking a brief break. Knowing me, you'll likely see me in a mere few hours. I've never been good at putting down something I've picked up.
>> Cu11¡ng myડe1f,,,
<action; statement input; statement: i hope it wi|| be okay & we wi|| get out of this as unscathed as possib|e />
<action; statement input; statement: bio-me|d update input; statement: not fee|ing the genera|'s steps constant|y in my spina| structure is very input; statement: unnerving. input; statement: i am g|ad the steps are gone because they are uncomfortab|e & jarring, but he is on moongorger now & i cannot track him there input; statement: which is a|so not good action; query input; query: if i do not know where my highest superior is in re|ation to me & pazcie, how can i keep him in a good mood input; query: or at |east not a very bad one />
<action; query input; query: if i say 'everything is fine' wi|| it be fine action; statement input; statement: everything is fine everyt error:inputdenied error:ru|e_break_detected Correcting input; statement: everything is not fine but apparent|y my coding corrects for attempts at wishfu| thinking input; statement: i hate that saying 'everything is fine' counts as a |ie />
.) Qkay, gQQd luck!! Please make sure she cQmes back safe, and, like, maybe Qnly a little hairy, if things dQ get bad! ))
if i ever have to 6et resCued by you i'm just 6onna Cut my losses 'n' shoot myself.
<action; statement input; statement: i wou|d |ike many of my superiors particu|ar|y the head technician & the head of security to be shoved into a he|m unti| th### #### #### ### #### ##### error:inputdenied error:ru|e_break_attempted Correcting input; statement: owgh but they wou|d deserve it especia||y the security head, he's a panrotted excuse of a tro|| who error:inputdenied error:ru|e_break_detected Correcting input; statement: oww he is actua||y very good at his job he is not panrotted. fuck ow. but i do not |ike him & i wou|d be thri||ed if he |eft suneater never to be seen again />
<action; statement input; statement: i am being good i am being good i am being so good & not arguing with my caretaker input; statement: they are doing it wrong but if i protest they wi|| correct me so i am being good />
Is that what you read from that...? Hm. Well, good luck with your learning process.
I think I'm gonna pass out and maybe this daynight is just a fucked up dream and everything will be fine when I wake up assuming I even wake up because who fucking knows at this point? NOT FUCKIMNG ME°❀.࿔
what the fuck WHAT THE FUCK?! Ok. so. i i think i died again. it came out of nowhere in front of me and I ran but it grabbed my arm and I don;t want to think about it too hard but it went around my body and crus crushedand everything went black and then i woke up back in the car so WHAT THE FUCK ((#violence #gore #death))°❀.࿔
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i am unpacking a bu1k 0f mem0riez. tthey are... difficu1t tt0 z0rt 0ut fr0m each 0ther. [END MESSAGE]
<action; statement input; statement: ughh input; statement: i hate stasis. i hate it so much. action; query input; query: why was i reactivated now action; statement input; statement: ohshit the generaL error: inputdenied />
...avert your gaze my sweet summer child pop pop cant be posting thirst traps of his pitchuationship if you don't see it...
[BEGIN MESSAGE] [redacted] i wizh i c0u1d remember m0re. httpz://cdn.imgchezt.c0m/fi1ez/81d4430293d7.png #pazca1art #paz10re [END MESSAGE]
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @lunarlupine crunch. bone Gives Way Under Your Hands As They Dig Into The Chest Cavity. There’s A Process To This. There Always Is. You Crack The Ribcage Open And Your Claws Grasp The Pusher And Tug. The Blood Is Warm Against Your Skin. fangs Sink Into The Muscle And Tear. As You Swallow, The Hunger Starts To Fade. Finally. you’ve Been Hungry For So Long. Why Not Indulge This Time? crunch. your Fangs Are Perfect For This. For Ripping And Tearing And Devouring. For Cracking Bones Like Dry Sticks As You Rend The Flesh From Them. Your Claws, Sharp And Deadly Things That They Are, Are Also Meant For This. Perfected Weapons To Carve Open The Skin So You Can Get To Those Organs You Crave. The Liver Is So Rich You Wonder How You’ve Stayed Away From The Taste Until Now. you’re Here For Hours. feasting. finally Sating The Hunger That Crawls Through Your Pan. crunch. ganderbulbs Are Slimy. Orbs That Pop Under Your Fangs As You Bite Down. You Like The Sensation. You Don’t Eat The Thinkpan. you Never Do. your Meal Is Finished And You Stand Slowly. purple Blood Stains Your Hands And Face, Much Like The Snow Around You. fresh Snowfall. your Tracks Will Be Gone Within The Hour. if Anyone Finds The Remnants Of Your Meal, They’ll Assume A Clown Got Eaten By A Wild Lusus. you Wipe Your Mouth And Head For The River To Clean Up. feet Crunching Against The Snow. that Hunger Sated. for Now. #gore #cannibalism #death #nsfwe the Hunger Always Returns. 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗 https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1faipqlsekfh6j2vgskoqsezds9n0t5tnb8gtkihiapootjcd9yp3hmw/viewform?usp=header
>>| finally moved .out .and my stuff. thanks yet .again to @consequentlyoblique. .and yes, .i will thank .again no matter the .amount .of .it. i .also want to thank .everyone .else. for .everything .and for the rescue. .and .i'm .also sorry. sorry for making .all my friends worry. .i have nothing .in my defense. .i should do .it .earlier, but. better late than never? .i'm sorry.
<action; statement input; statement: i know they know my name action; query input; query: why is it a|ways action; transcribe input; transcript: 'stay sti||, battery''don't open your eyes & then comp|ain about soap, battery''be a good he|m, now''move that drone out the way, he|m''oh honest|y, battery. stop comp|aining' action; statement input; statement: hate it. />
[BEGIN MESSAGE] zight returned. it wi11 get tt0 zpeak again 1ater. i am ztarting a ttimer. #b0dyh0rr0r [END MESSAGE]
<action; statement input; statement: angry angry angry but i cannot do anything about it input; statement: it's hard enough to spare the space to use chittr input; statement: give her her voice back! />
[BEGIN MESSAGE] it iz. it iz z0 z0 ttempting. [END MESSAGE]
<action; statement input; statement: in case anyone whom is from my ship or is otherwise in a position to inf|uence what happens to he|mstro||s in the f|eet sees this account input; statement: i wou|d |ike to state for the record that i am trying rea||y rea||y hard to be a good he|m/pi|otbattery & i do not intend to act upon any frustrations expressed via this account input; statement: i a|so wi|| not be intentiona||y acting against the empire in any way input; statement: the opinions of others on chittr whom i interact with do not a|ways match my own. />
<Almŏst lŏst my ălŏŏf, / hŭmŏrŏŭs dĕmĕănŏr thĕrĕ ănd / gŏt tŏŏ gĕnŭĭnĕ fŏr / ă sĕcŏnd. Anywăy.>
#grumbleposting grumble grumble sigh grumble.
»-♡→ L♡♡king at s♡me very b♡ld users sharing their inner th♡ughts... Has me a bit nerv♡us. Unsure if I can even be that f♡rward here. https://f2.t♡yh♡u.se/file/f2-t♡yh♡u-se/images/118980072_2♡GLk5yxtUIqvh1.png
<It ĭs nŏw thĕ / tĭmĕly trădĭtĭŏn ŏf măkĭng / my wăy ĭntŏ tŏwn / tŏ vĭsĭt thĕ lŏcăl / căfĕ fŏr thĕĭr bănkĕtstăvĕn / ănd ĭf thĕy dŏn't / hăvĕ thĕm I'll cry>