♦ pitied by @terribleTherapist
Would it help to hear about how things are in my universe? Or would it just make you jealous.

I made a mistake, it's supposed to be Deceiver, not Rival, by Soen

i re(ommend just leaving

The weather is quite nice today in a rainy sort of way. Perfect for a book and some tea.
later would be nice. i hope you sleep well!

i am genuine1y azking f0r a friend. d0ez any0ne kn0w anything ab0ut h0rr0rterr0rz
i really do appreciate it. i think i actually ran out of sad sack things to say that wouldn't just be me being on a loop at this point, but i don't really know what to do about it all.
i don't want to put everything onto you, because i mean, you have your own stuff to deal with, but it sucks. it all sucks. even when it doesn't, there's a layer of everything sucking.
i don't know if understanding is even the problem, if i'm being honest. like, i feel like i understand myself plenty. it's just that the world doesn't feel like it was built for me. no world was. i've been to a lot since, well, everything.

ive had an #ok day which is weird and fucked up i gotta do something no one will like and quickly before things #happen
yeah, yeah, i get that. i know it in theory. but depression is a fucker. it's like it never matters how good things actually are. i don't know how many people really relate to that, but i am trying.
i guess i thought i'd have more figured out when i figured out my gender a couple years back. but nope. still a mess. siiiiiiiiiigh, why are things like that?
time has been kind of a lot to all of us, huh?
i don't think i've ever seen a mass rose-wilting event before. things really have changed, huh?
OKAY, HERE WE FUCKING GO. https://hyperbeam.com/i/10JZwhSp CHICAGO. MOVIE. BE THERE. BRING SNACKS. IGNORE THAT THIS IS MARKED 'OOC' WHATEVER THE FUCK THAT MEANS IT WAS THE ONLY WAY I COULD TURN OFF MY QUIRK FOR THE LINK TO WORK. FUCKING ABYSMAL. CONTENT WARNINGS FORTHCOMING: DEPICTIONS OF SEX, GUN VIOLENCE, VIOLENCE IN GENERAL, COURTROOM SETTINGS (I KNOW THAT MIGHT BE SKETCHY FOR SOME TROLLS WHO ESCAPED A CULLING PROBABLY), MUSICALS, UHH...FAKE PREGNANCY?? OH, AND ARTISTIC DEPICTIONS OF EXECUTION, THOUGH NOT DIRECTLY SHOWN. I WILL WAIT FIVE MINUTES FOR PEOPLE TO ARRIVE AND THEN NO LONGER. BE GRATEFUL.
i didn't even know it was a thing that could happen. i'm just really surprised.
the roses are fighting? not something i had on my bingo card.
Of course! We must always look out for our fellow Midlight Hungerers. Who know what might happen if you are not satiated...
Something light, but filling. You will be asleep before you know it. Some can handle sleep as a meal, but not I. I hope not you, either.
Is that worse than being kept awake by hunger? The choice is yours, of course.
That is perfect snacking time. Haven't you heard?

Rose dear you know time is an illusion.

I'm a bit needybfor someone to touch me. Again. Haha. #nsfw #substance
It was kinda ass.
wingin it.

it's ver7 ni(e, 7eah!

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