#cw-religious-trauma
Ah... Im bEIng cAllEd In tO wOrk... thEy knOw I jUst wEnt tO thE clOwnfEssOr thE nIght bEfOrE yEs? I... sUppOsE I cAnnOt lEAvE my brOthEr wAItIng... blEssEd bE
I sUppOsE It wOUld bE In my bEst IntErEst tO fInd A mEdIcUllEr tO fIx thE scArs... As my tUtOr AlwAys sAId, Its ImpOrtAnt tO lOOk yOUr bEst, And nOt sUlly A schOlArs bOdy wIth A wArrIOrs scArs...
thEy mIght dO It AgAIn...
thE wOrst pArt AbOUt tAkIng lAshIngs Is thE wOUnds On yOUr bAck ArE vEry lOng, And In A pArt Of yOUr bOdy thAt mOvEs And chAngEs A lOt, sO OncE A scAb fOrms yOU nEEd tO kEEp It stIll, Or rIsk It OpEnIng OncE mOrE lUckIly, thIs tImE I dId nOt rEqUIrE stItchEs, sO, vEry kInd Of thE clOwnfEssOr... AmEn
[you would never tell those on chittr, but you flinched like an abused dog when you saw a a purple name next to the term 'hate' for one of your chits] #cw-abuse #cw-religious-trauma
Oh, hmm It sEEms thE lAshIng hUrt mOrE thAn I ExpEctEd, gOOdnEss, wEll, I hAvE stOppEd All Of my IncOrrEct thInkIng fOr thE tImE... my pAn Is nIcE And clEAr, my sOUl Is prOpErly mIrthfUl, And thOUgh thE bOdy AchEs It Is Only A tEmpOrAry vEssEl pErhAps I shAll rEtUrn tO mAtEsprIt chIxIE thEn... lIE dOwn... fOr A fEw nIghts... (( #cw-AbUsE #cw-rElIgIOUs-trAUmA ))
i mIsS It. LiKe sItTiNg hErE DoInG My gReAsE FoR ThE NiGhT. i lIkE MiSs tHe fUcKiNg rItUaLs. ThE CoMiNg tOgEtHeR AnD ShIt fOr wIcKeD KiCkBaCkS. tHoUgHt lIkE It wAs hOw hEaVy tHe aIr wAs wItH BlOoD. sHiT StIlL GeTs mY PaN SpInNiNg cAuSe lIkE ThE BlOoD WaS ThE BeSt pArT. wAdInG ThRoUgH AlL ThE DiFfErEnT CoLoReD PoOlS, cLeAnSiNg mY MeAt bEfOrE AdDiNg mY OwN To tHe dEeP, dEeP PuRpLe pOoL. tHe lImE TaNkS HaD RuN DrY By mY FuCkInG TiMe. ThEy dIdN'T EvEn bRiNg tHaT ShIt oUt fOr sPeCiAl oCcAsIoNs. i mIsS ThE HoRrOrItUaLs aNd tHe hYmNs. MiSs fUcKiNg fEeLiNg lIkE ThE WoRlD WaS FuLl oF AlL ThEsE BiG N LiL MiRaClE...Read more