♦ pitied by @gardenGhylics
starting to miss my dave..... idk i brought him up awhile ago and now i keep remembering stuff from that sweep we were matesprits it was nice i think he was cute
(\ /) jade i'm so tired.
girl i am so sorry for whatever dumbass shenanigans goin on with u bc i barely understand a lick of this. prayin for u 🙏
Would it be arrogant of me to say i wish people would treat me more human sometimes because lately it seems like everyone who talks to me has an interest in something other than friendly banter. Hah.
:(
Currently trying to decipher if someones hitting on me or if they just happen to talk like that all the time.
hrmm my head kind of hurts so i think ill be heading off for the night goodnight and take care everyone!!!
...i d(.ᐟ)n't kn(.ᐟ)w...there was s(.ᐟ)mething...ab(.ᐟ)ut a human...named r(.ᐟ)se...and als(.ᐟ)...a r(.ᐟ)b(.ᐟ)t...and then als(.ᐟ)...that karkat pers(.ᐟ)n...but i think (.ᐟ)ne...may have been m(.ᐟ)re w(.ᐟ)rrying...than the (.ᐟ)thers... ...but i've als(.ᐟ)...n(.ᐟ)t been paying that much attenti(.ᐟ)n...s(.ᐟ)...take my w(.ᐟ)rds...with a pretty hefty...grain (.ᐟ)f salt...
It's more the music...it keeps me sane to have something to listen too just thought I'd share a couple tracks
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘:It was rather pleasant, I will mourn when it returns to it's owner. 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗
You're stuck to the failures of your life Marred with the sorrows of your strife And time it waits for no one It heals them when you die And soon you are forgotten A whisper within a sigh #lyricsposting
#yearnposting time missing him like im a fish taken from the sea tossed into a plastic bag theyve got me on the shelves squirmy little product to sell but my scales lost their luster im as homesick as a dog i miss his dumb face diggin under the bars of my cage lined in concrete my paws arent making any progress im too much of a wuss to see it through i was absent as he grew aint that a shame hes different now but hes still the guy thats got me swimming circles in an 8x8 bowl looking for the ocean im as docile as a well trained pooch as skittish as a feline around aluminum lined cabinetry i just want on the shelves higher and closer to him i shouldve told him before straight pathetic the way i wanna drag myself to his door bet hed look handsome even if my view was from the floor alright this is the best ive got enjoy my waxy pseudo poetry i take my half hearted bow here and wipe a stray, manly yearn tear this isnt vague btw he aint here
final thou6ht of the ni6ht: i really wish i weren't alone ri6ht now.
i've been doing great. just a little stumble. i'll be alright
she's gone now. it's fine.
-|~~ idk i think im prob some kinda dog too so theres that
it's really not a big deal, i think...it had to happen at some point. and well i'm glad it helps, even if i'm still getting used to it as well just go with your gut, after all you know yourself better than any other jade
dont you feel that urge? that unbearable urge? that eats at you from the inside? the urge that would make everyone hate you if you act upon it? an urge that will ruin your life? #insidethoughts #violence impl13d
I'm Standing Outside Her House, I Don't Know How To Knock. I Feel As If I Should Just Leave. I Will Probably Make Things Worse. She'll Most Likely Only Feel Guilty When She Sees Me.