♣ mediated by @megaloMemes
i miss my ex.
Hm.
C=~ As a lichen widhereg by grougght, in dhe geep isolation a beingg will fing itself fallingg gormant. Sleepingg much, dhe lifeform forggets to feel, to eat, to wake, to exist beyong dhe minimum. It hibernates, dhe ming mummifieg gry by neegs longg unsatisfieg. C=~ C=~ Finally, dhe rain comes. A smile, a touch, a worg. Dhe lichen springgs fordh from gormancy widh vivig celebratory color. However, it is smaller now. Dhe lichen goes not realize how much gamagge has been gone, ang how much of itself was gestroyeg guringg its slumber. C=~ C=~ Only after dhe rains come ang ggo goes it realize how far from its former vergancy it has become. Dhe sheer volume of resources requireg, not to ggrow new hyphae, but only to replace what was lost, woulg take sweeps to ggadher. Dhe memories of how it achieveg such feats dhe first time are longg geag. Dhe somnolence is all it knows. Its mycelium must start over from nodhingg. Dhe work to be gone is far ggreater dhan itself. C=~ C=~ Dhe lichen comes to a singgle, gauntingg realization, "I will never be dhe same." C=~
sometime's i lay in bed and im reminded that. the crashout and realization that wingdings is an evil piece of shit arent the only awful memorie's i have here. that. girl i met on pesterchum, while i was banned from chittr for a while, who i invited over cause i thought she was a friend and i was so desperate for contact. and she got me so drunk and high that she was able to make me genuinely think she was my older sister destiny. and she raped me. ... i cant get out of this mansion soon enough. its easier to bear with haru here but. yeah.
i hate seeing his name in my notifications like he's mocking me can you guys spam react to this chit so i don't have to remember
It's hard, 8ut y0u can't help every0ne. G0 take a nap, the w0rld will l00k 8etter 0nce y0u've g0tten s0me rest
D --> Sleeping would help yourself D --> And you are someone worthy of helping
HURRHHUH,,... C00L
You ju2t lo2t th3 gam3
//* Was it worth hurting her the way you did? Would it have still been worth it had she not forgiven you? //* You don't have to answer, I just wish for you to think about it
Last post of the night.
i wish ♀here weren'♀ people who woulDD miss me if i was gone
kinDD of wan♀ ♀o cull myself bu♀ ♀ha♀'s jus♀ because i♀'s ♀he miDDDDle of ♀he DDay anDD i haven'♀ slep♀ ye♀ af♀er i sleep ♀ha♀ feeling will bury i♀self again i♀'ll never go away ♀hough
xx_u_just_lost_da_game_btw_xD_xx
I7's ac7ually really jarring, how you aliens have alien versions of ac7ors from Al7ernia. Considering 7his viewing of "Sinis7er" a learning experience.
♀hank you everyone who cares abou♀ me i'm sorry i can'♀ be fixeDD
fo(us on saving 7ourself, first
You've done plenty of good with your strength, Karama, you can't think that way about yourself!
Will you react to this post for literally no reason at all? I just like seeing the number go up on my notifications.
shit alright. here we go. ((there's a video attached to the post. it features dave standing against a seemingly empty wall, with a heroic/just clock behind her. it's fully turned on the just side. she's holding a gun to her head, and her shades are cracked on one lens. her fingernails are painted in the colors of the quadrants, and she stares at the camera for a moment, taking a shaky breath. "alright so this is probably my last post. casey can you click off of this if youre watching it? so chittr. this is basically all that my emotions built up to. every post i made i was preparing for this shit and here it is. june i love you. karkat i love you. dad i love you. trollbama i love you. so these are my new scars and this is what it looks like when my hairs down. alright now that we got that fucking nothingburger of a suicide note out of the way this should keep me down forever" she takes one last deep breath before pulling the trigger, a loud bang peaking the microphone as her body hits the ground. there is no thud. it is instead replaced by the honking of clown horns, presumably covering the ground. the body is still for a minute, her gore and brains splayed against the walls and ceiling before a crowbar hits the clock multiple times, destroying it.)) #gore #nsfw #cw-self-harm #cw-suicide #suicide https://file.garden/adRzxZ6hMw6EHCJc/IMG_2369.png
@TIPSYNEKOGNOSTALGIC HTTPS://CDN.IMGCHEST.COM/FILES/4AA463C194AB.PNG I MADE IT MY FUCKING BANNER I COMPLETED THE DARE NOW WHERES MY HOTTED DOG FROM TROLL 7/11, IM STILL WEEPING OVER THE THEFT OF MY HOTTED DOGGERY, WOE BE UPON THE FUCKING HEATED OOBLONG TUBE MEAT THIEF! #SUGGESTIVE??
(⊱♓︎⊰) can none of you follow fucking orders???? oh my gog just stop using pitty it's not that fucking hard
i.am.curious.do.i.appear.to.have.a.gender.i.would.like.to.know.more.about.gender.identity. call.it.engagement.baiting,.but.its.an.easy.way.to.get.answers perhaps:. <3.for.feminine <>.for.masculine c3-.for.gender.neutral let.us.see.if.that.gets.some.“vibes”
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HagernSilwot tells you, 'We've all been there for sure, just got to keep on keeping on. You'll never break the streak if you stop trying.'
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I HAVE A L0T 0F SPRINGS. FR0M HER MATTRESS. I NEED T0 THINK 0F S0METHING DEVI0US T0 D0 WITH THEM.
ThiS next teSt requireS reactive cOOperatiOn. If yOu can keep aLL fOur reactS even acrOSS the bOarD. YOu wiLL paSS the teSt. Off the recOrD I DOn't think yOu can DO it.
RECHITT THIS IF U SUPPORT LOVE like = ur crush notices u pity = 1 sweep good fortune hate = good health mediate = death of ur enemies IGNORE = 10 SWEEPS BAD LUCK
naknak i found a way to link this post directly to my heros computer 1 like = 1 boondollar wired to my pockets 1 hate = 1 boondollar wired to him instead i dont know what the other buttons do
@barackObama Pennsylvania is looking pretty nice right now.
how could yoeu stay that what the fuckr oddi i ever do yo you