♦ pitied by @threnodysThorns
You wound me.
Fell asleep iin my damn chaiir.
8=l < I am drunk and keep typoing my 8=D face and I can't find a way to say "i can't find my D" without putting my face in my hands
BLU3 SOLLUX SOUNDS SC4RY BUT 4LSO 4 B1T W41T 1 R34LLY SHOULDNT S4Y
8=l < Why must my inhibitions always be the first thing to go 8=l < You w001d not tell I was inebriated at all if not for that
T0day's g0ing well. T00 well. S0mething's g0nna get fucked, I can feel it in my 80nes. And it's n0t g0nna 8e me #suggestive 8ut n0t really
.that feeling when the sopor hasnt kicked in yet so you fuck around on your palmhusk but then you scratch your scentnub and then you realize there was slime on it and now it is on your frond nubs and therefore your palmhusk screen and you try to rub it off but it just smears everywhere instead so you have to grab the shirt you just fucking took off and use that and its stll kinda smudgey but you cant be fucking asked to get out of the damn cupe you just got comfy in to go fix it properly so you just give up and throw it across the roghfkdfojvS
I wish I h★d the will to tell you how I feel, or the wisdom to know if how I feel is ok★y. M★ybe it's fine to just let things lie though, or m★ybe th★t's just me being cow★rdly ★g★in. Wh★tever. #v★guepost
I have absoludely no inderesd in playing dhad liddle game dhad everyone dells you nod do play, bud I won'd lie, I do wonder whad I would be. ..Mosdly because I am wondering whad color dhe garb would be. I look good in plendy of colors. And I doooo love a dheme.
I should try to sleep soon, but I don't know if I'll be ★ble to.
AT TIMES I WONDER IF SLAUGTERING MY SIBLINGS WOULD HAVE BEEN THE BETTER OPTION. WHAT WORLD WOULD WE BE IF NOT FOR COWARDACE
⦓ That being said, if I could go back and stop myself... I don't know if I would be able to. I am no Time player, and there's a reason for that. Damned if I do and damned if I don't. But who cares! It's raining and I'm free! I have friends and people who care about me! I am not stranded or alone anymore! I am not the fragile wet pulp of a thing that I was when I was left abandoned after our horrible victory. There is more to life. ⦔
DO YOU REGRET? DOES IT ACHE? EVERY MOMENT LOST TO FEAR WAS ONE THAT BURNED US BOTH. BUT I WAS STILL RIGHT, AND SHE WAS SOMETHING EXTRAODINARY WITHOUT ME.
DO YOU KNOW? SHE IS YOUR IMAGE. SHE LOOKS SO LIKE YOU, MY SISTER, I CANNOT LOOK TOO LONG. I CANNOT BURDEN HER WITH MY MISTAKES.
၄⋆၃ not religious but i need to believe in SOME SORT OF HIGHER POWER if i want to xope with these feelings preferably not an entity that has dubious intentions taking deity applixations #joke
I'm struggling to commit as stupid as that sounds.
Feels like I would look a lot better if I shaved and dyed my hair again but I don't know exactly why I just don't want too.
god im so fucked up but laika and i fought to the death and i almost came when they killed me hghhghgjfjjhhj
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i i dnt liek lookin at myself in the mirror
Ingenious, but vaguely uncomfortable.
Please refer to last third of previous chitt.
I'm So Busy With Work These Days I'm Surprised I Get A Chance To Be On Here
The truth of the matter would be more upsetting than me having a chilkeycheeseboard
၄⋆၃ me when the voixes start whispering sweet sexrets of the universe and worlds just outside of my reaxh as a mortal dirextly into my pan xonstantly over and over and over anddddd overrrr
.can we please not have the creepy eridaN at #gothnight ,k thX
https://i.postimg.cc/JzYnv2yC/Untitled296-20260510140149.png ( OOC: #ic-vent #generallysad ) Then I think of her like this. Capable. Protecting. Nurturing. I think of how it felt to be in her arms, how she would rush to school to pick me up on the worst days of first grade, when I felt so homesick I would cry. And I miss it. Sometimes I wish I could see her one last time. I wouldn't want to say a word. All of the mistakes, the misery, the ire and the regrets - I would let it fall by the wayside. Just for her to hold me before she has to go again. (( #rosessketchbook ))
Migraine time, joy.
It's either very entertaining or incredibly sad watching people avoid or ignore the inevitable.
:33 < nah. im okay :33 :33 < thank mew though! :33 < i dont wanna get into it, i'd f33l silly complaining to a god
၄⋆၃ uhhhh ohhhh matesprits maddddddd hahhhhehhehehehbebebbfbbfhfhfhhfhfh #substanxes #suggestive
That is my secret, I'm always needy. #suggestive(most likely)
i just woke up. again.
at leadt u cant rly run out o booze in hell lmao
I Find It Strange How My Hunger Has Never Faded, Despite My Death The Pit Has Never Truly Been Satiated
Yeah? Where else would I be :? Also idk maybe my account was hacked? Everything's gone!! X(
// Does it squeak when you walk is pissing me off so bad (I say playfully) her red dress is latex it literally does
veerggryyyy bad!!!!! vertgygygy bad droorguy triedsd to keep othner enditieis off chiddr veryghy bad :(((((((
၄⋆၃ if i wasnt desirable and xute i would have killed myself SWEEPS AGO what am i if im not agreeable and pretty question mark #xutiepatootie
+women are overrated #iprefermen†
Please gods don't let anything ruin this
▲i really picked the only one that isnt fucking insufferable huh?▼
I Need Too Get Out More
kning in yellleow :(
Do other versions of me have success with finding partners? I don't really have any eligible candidates out here so may as well introspect on my hypothetical love life.
B// < sh33sh be careful with your bs rose BX33 < nobody in your timeline would appurreciate you tempting fate to post on a website like this
I have to piss soooooooo 8ad 8ut Eirene is laying so cutely on my 8oo8. I suffer. ( @composedGrievances )
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▲okay, gotta leave the planet for a little...▼ ▼I feel like shit doing this▲ ▲but i just, need to not collapse from exhaustion again...▼ ▼come hive soon wanshi▼
၄⋆၃ Ruby is in stupid gay wriggler jail i am trying to take advantage of her aversion to sitting still as a form of punishment for her evil xrimes and yet i think shes enjoying staring at me how to get your matesprit to stop biting your xhargers question mark
Well! She is dead. Fuck. Fuck. [ todaysDreamer uploaded an image! ] [ * It is thankfully not the body. It is, however, what looks to be a 'get well soon' card with the picture of a setting sun in a tranquil sky overlooking the ocean. It has a note that simply reads. 'It's a beautiful sunset, isn't it, Hope?'. Some blood splatter is stained into the card, and more is on the table. The upload is labeled as "I think I'm going to be sick." ] [ Autoresponder has labeled this post as #violence #blood #cw-death ]
it's great, and also, god was i a mess!
There is no spoon.
dumbest fun thin 2 do if ur god teir real russian roulet bc if u shoot urself ull b fine just wait a bit ive died playin 6 times #violence
sCRATCHES MY HEAD, rEACHES INSIDE AND SCRATCHES MY PAN, dO YOU THINK I CAN GET A DISCOUNT ON STUFF LIKE POKEMON BECAUSE I'M A #FREAKYCLONE GUY,, i'M RUNNING OUT OF FUNDS, tO BE COMPLETELY HONEST, dON'T KNOW HOW I GOT THE MONEY I HAD, bUT UHHH, i AM RUNNING OUT,
got so hot i started cryin
I Did Just See A Post With The Term "Cullmommy" In It So I Think That Would Be My Cue To Log Back Off Its Time I Got Back To My New Hobby Which Exclusively Consists Of Sitting Between These Attentive Human Lesbians That Are Usually About Twice As Married As I Am
>>| .i'm .in this stupid limbo. my liquor cabinet .if .empty. chitting feeling .exhausting, but fun. .every step .is heavier than previous, yet .all .are the same. .as wish .i could stop .at .one point .and forget .everything. memory wipe. but .in the meantime .i will lose good memories too. .an .offer with .a price. .uhhh... .i don't have nothing to lose, yet .i'm still scared sometimes. that's sad display .of myself there. .ar .one point .i want to be hugged, but .on the .other side yelled .at .and commanded to do something. life was .easier when you don't think too much. but now this game .and .all crap .about .it. .it scares me. want to stop chitting, yet .it feels .awesome somehow, .i guess. #substance mention, .i guess.
#nsfw See, some part of me thinks perhaps I should have simply excused myself to deal with the interesting mood I woke up in rather than posting about it on chittr. But sometimes you just want to chat about things. And then sometimes you get post-chitt clarity and you go "ah. Nobody needed to hear all that" and get a little embarrassed. #humbled
My word, you are all insatiable demons.
fuck its wwoofbeasts all the wway dowwn aint it
Love passing out and waking up at the most odd fucking hour, just wasted most of my morning basically being asleep.
TH4NK YOU TO ROS3 FOR 1NTRODUC1NG M3 TO HUM4N BUSSB4LLS! >:]
rly hopin 2 wake up bein fully recovered
the one time i want an answer is the one time no one has an opinion like alright
so anyone know when the hrt starts making you feel good instead of want to cry over small stupid shit asking for someone who might be me
I think the worst thing about that green fuck is that he always posts some random ass bullshit while I'm already overstimulated and disregulated as fuck
:33 < f33ling like nothingburger today :((
«is any¤ne else feeling parti¢ularly yearnful right n¤w, ¤r is it just me? #yearning»
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oh god i have to do things to do them
being a woman would fix me alas destiny