♦ pitied by @undyingDescendent
Id b3 down a2 fuck for that bro2ki! That 2ound2 2ick a2 fuck tbh 3v3n if I cant 2kat3 for 2hit I gu322 I'm al2o ju2t tir3d of b3ing th3 only on3 to ho2t 3v3nt2 (anoth3r 3xagg3ration for 2ur3, but not much of on3) and whil3 I lik3 putting parti32 tog3th3r and that whol3 proc322 of 233in it com3 to fruition, I al2o wi2h I could ju2t go to a party and 3njoy it without b3in th3 r32pon2ibl3 party makin 2ur3 folk ar3 havin fun and thing2 ar3 running 2moothly. I think back in th3 day b3for3 my br3ak from Chittr I wa2 th3 on3 runnin and fundin 90% of th3 3v3nt2 on thi2 2it3
I mi22 wh3n w3 had crazy 3v3nt2 and did cool parti32. Whil3 I will alway2 2hit on 3ridanW33k, i mi22 thing2 lik3 3ridanW33k or th3 OG day2 of Fight Night. I mi22 throwing bonfir3 parti32 and going to folk2 conc3rt2 and th3 cool gala2. Now it ju2t f33l2 lik3, movi3 night2 (which ar3 2ick dont g3t m3 wrong. I lov3 ABCC and th3ir variou2 movi32) and 23x parti32. Fight Night ha2 dwindl3d to th3 point that th3y only do it onc3 3v3ry two w33k2 b3cau23 th3 numb3r2 ju2t ar3nt th3r3. I mi22 th3 2hitpo2t2, th3 funny id3a2, th3 int3raction2 and th3 cool/cr33py/2cary/funny ARG2. P3opl3 int3racting and having fun without th3 3xp3ctation or n33d for it to 3volv3 into g3tting na2ty with 3achoth3r My po2t la2t night might hav3 b33n a bit of an 3xagg3ration, I dont think p3opl3 n3c322arily ONLY want m3 for tho23 thing2, but I 2till f33l lik3 thi2 plac3 ha2 2lipp3d into a bunch of p3opl3 in on3 big cycl3 of trying to fuck 3ach oth3r or 233 3achoth3r2 bit2 and 2hit and if you dont f33d into that cycl3 you fall to th3 way2id3. I know that 2om3 of thi2 might b3 b3cau23 th3 Chittr population d3clin3d a way2, but 2till. 2om3tim32 it f33l2 lik3 if I aint po2ting 23xy cont3nt or talkin about my bulg3 or what3v3r p3opl3 want nothin to do with my po2t2. If I aint throwing crazy rag3r2 with a bunch of drug2 and alcohol p3opl3 2top r3plying and talkin to m3. It f33l2 lik3 2inc3 I aint availabl3 for folk to g3t in my pant2 that th3y dont car3 to hit m3 up, chat with m3/int3ract with my po2t2 or hang out or hold a conv3r2ation I cam3 h3r3 aft3r a point in my lif3 wh3r3 I 2p3nt 23v3ral 2w33p2 without any hop3 of 3v3r 233in a fri3ndly fac3 3v3r again. I got lucky and I want3d to mak3 fri3nd2, and hav3 fun parti32, and hav3 a 23cond chanc3 of b3ing a 2ocial cr3atur3. Nowaday2 I find my23lf thinking mor3 oft3n what2 th3 point of po2ting anything wh3n I only 3v3r g3t a coupl3 of lik32 and mayb3 a 2ingl3 r3ply if I'm lucky. My DM2 cov3r3d in du2t and got cobw3b2 and 2hit. I dunno, mayb3 im ju2t b3ing dramatic but thank2 for coming to my t3d talk anyway2. #Rant #RantOv3r #Ju2tOn3OfTho23Night2 #T3dTalk #n2fw? #2ub2tanc32
8=l < Rope burn on my bicep and I licked it 8=l < Sad they're almost healed
learnin about taoist cultivvation kinda does feel like dyin ngl
i finally got a take of yi jian mei (xue hua piao piao) but chittr aint gettin it because i sound eww and my pronunciation is shit but lines ivve said in reponse to it "im really takin my nascent soul golden pills" "wwe gettin outta the foundation stage wwith this one"
i gotta start making less pitiable chitts holy fuck
∙☾__☽ can't play my lil games can't hate chits in peace messiah can a ̶f̶ucking devotee do ANYTHING ANYMORE
Dudes love to be like, oh, I would die for you. Oh, I would kill for you. Okay, well, I would be kind for you I would reject the impulses to indulge in my violent nature for you I would wake up and get out of bed an hour early every morning to make coffee and breakfast for you I would be there for you No matter what I would leave the light on for you until you felt safe, and I would hold you so tight Until you felt at peace Sure I can be strong if I have to. I can fight if it's truly necessary But when I think about the way that I love you, it does not make me feel violent It makes me feel quiet And gentle And calm When I look at you, I know that I am not a violent dog And I will not bite
What the fuck. #nsfw ? https://file.garden/ae6_q1AoTDGIu7_4/Illustration22.png
good evening chittr! i am quite under the weather i am sitting next to a giant pile of tissues 0n0 i heard there was a gala tonight while i was recuping off my sickness! did anything interesting happen that i might like to know (tags: The Rankmaid/Chittr, mysterious stranger, meet cutes, formal wear, archive rating: G)
They shoulda built a religion on being bulletproof then maybe things would start panning out a bit better for 'em.
Shit. I hate that I can respect that.
GONNA START WITH A THRONE ROOM. WHERE MY FAWNING WORSHIPPERS (WHICH I DON’T HAVE) CAN GIVE ME OFFERINGS (WHICH DON’T EXIST) WHILE I SIT AND LOUNGE AND HAVE MY SERVANTS CRAWLING OVER ME TO FULFILL MY WHIMS. HEH. GOD, GOOD TIMES.
the lyrics are escapiNg me today.
And it''s nice to meet you as well Doctor, Freeman!
I wish I had more friends,,,,,,
Fuck.. I Definitely Drank Too Much.. My Thinkpan Hurts . All Of My Friends Are Idiots Based On Posts.. Why Were They Up That Late Anyways? #substances
typ3 shit anyways i gotta find out how to g3t back to th3 murd3rshor3
We were dysfunctional. We were toxic and awful as a group. But they're still my parents, and I just can't seem to resent them, not fully. Perhaps I should rest. I can't trust any thought I have past 9pm.