♦ pitied by @urielUnwavering

its always been kind 0f hard two tell if im awake 0r asleep but this week has been jam packed with shitty lights of g0ing from 0ne two the 0ther abruptly through0ut.

UGH, GREAT. NOW MY HEAD IS POUNDING AND I’LL BE THINKING OF THIS ALL NIGHT.

THAT’S STuPID. AND I DON’T ACCEPT THIS POSSIBILITY. CLEARLY IT’S SOME OTHER THING. CAuSING IT.

INCORRECT. THE ORCHID VEINS OF CONFLICT. RuN THROuGH EVERYTHING I DO.

HRN. I AM. GENERALLY ANNOYED BY LIFE. THE uNIVERSE. AND EVERYTHING. MORESO THAN uSuAL.

it's not bloody fair. i shoUld get to have a life. or at least an afterlife in which i don't need to self-isolate or risk oblivion. #vent

…I’M PRETTY SURE. PEOPLE HAVE A VERY DIFFERENT MEANING WHEN THEY SAY THAT HERE.

HE SAID *WHAT*!

What is it about me that brings out the. That. In people.

And then he said Give it to Papa 😭😭😭😭😭 this website is freeeeeee to ussseeeee
God made the decisions, But the serpents always paid.

He did not just call himself "Papa".

This is a mightmare, Calamity.

UNLESS I’VE BEEN VASTLY UNDERUSING MY ABILITIES THIS WHOLE TIME I DON’T THINK I CAN DO THAT.
FuCK IT. I’M GOING TO ALLOW MYSELF TO BE A LITTLE AWFuL. AND ENJOY THE SHOW OF MY STuPID FuCKING HORRIBLE OTHER SELF DYING.

…Y’KNOW. SEVERAL REASONS JUST OCCURRED TO ME ON WHY THAT SHOULD HAVE. MAYBE BEEN OBVIOUS. …HM.

WAIT. THEY ARE????

…I’LL WAIT UNTIL I’VE SLEPT ON IT.

38/ Okay. I )(ave a confession. I miss being t)(e full-time -Empress. NAUT t)(e executions!!! Not t)(e absolute power! Not )(aving every )(ig)(blood in t)(e -Empire smiling at me like I was t)(eir next meal! I just miss being able to point at a problem and say "fix t)(at" and t)(en someone actually DID. Democracy is wonderful and important and I am going to bite t)(e next senator w)(o says t)(e words "we s)(ould form a subcommittee." Trying to work wit)( t)(e Pearliament is making me yank out my )(air!!!! #Violence

GuESS ITS FuCKING CHERuB FRIDAY NOW OR SOMETHING

SOMETHING SOMETHING CHERuBS

I HATE THIS.

why do lesser cosmic beings always pick the lamest names,stuff like adding a "thousand mouths" or "thousand eyes" to their title like,thousand isn't even remotely a large number,even the weakest of lifeforms can comprehend that #cosmic-horror #slander
LONELINESS IS A CONCEPT FOR FILTH. I’M HERE ‘CAUSE I’M CURIOUS, AND THAT’S ALL THERE IS TO IT.

<[emotion_detected: annoyance] action; statement input; statement: it is the |ight shift. input; statement: some of the cadets are p|aying a ba|| game in the cargo bay. input; statement: i want them to go to cupe. it is the |ight shift. input; statement: i can fee| it very intense|y in the bio-me|d since most of the crew are stationary or in cupe a|ready. go the fuck to s|eep & stop jumping |ike that! input; statement: i bet they wou|d stop wa|king entire|y if they cou|d fee| their friends steps against their bones. input; statement: but i do not have the abi|ity to make them stop. />

I DON’T THINK I’VE EVER BEEN TO ANY EVENT ACTUALLY. BEEN TRYIN TO WRACK MY MIND SINCE THAT UROBUROS GUY SAID SOMETHING ABOUT ‘EM THE OTHER DAY. COULDA SWORE I GOT OUT A LITTLE BIT MORE… MAYBE ONE OF THOSE DAYS I’LL FIND A WAY.

…the next time that book comes around, I think I have a petty request.

IF I HAD GONE. TO THE MASQUERADE. WHAT WOULD I HAVE DRESSED AS? A COWBOY? A SPACEMAN? NOTHING AT ALL? A MASK ON A MASK. DOES NOT MAKE ONE'S TRUE SELF. ANY MORE SECRET. IT IS DIFFICULT. FOR A CONCEPT TO MANIFEST PHYSICALLY. BUT. IT WOULD BE NICE. TO GET OUT MORE. AND MEET PEOPLE.

Mph. I hate waiting when I know the reason for the wait is stupid.

((making and finding profile pictures is a pain

and the (non-sbUrban, i cannot stress enoUgh!) meteor showers are expected to continUe into october. ...he knows how to get my attention, i'll give him that.

Ah, I love inserting myself into things.
Everyones greed here sickens me

Sometimes I wonder if I will blink and it will all disappear. Like a half-remembered dream.

MY MOTHER. IS A B HM. MY MOTHER IS A. A. B. A BIIIIIIIII WHY IS NOT COMING OuT.

SKILL ISSuE tumut

THE CHERuB NAMED CALAMITY IS A BBBBBB. A BB. A B I T WHY IS IT STILL NOT FuCKING WORKING.

IT IS ALMOST LIKE. I DON’T WANT TO SAY THE WORD. IN THIS SITuATION. AND AM STOPPING MYSELF. BuT THAT WOuLD BE FuCKING STuPID.

YOu CAN’T SPELL LORD OF TIME. WITHOuT “MASTER OF ALL THINGS. DOMINATOR OF ALL SPACE. AND ALL AROuND BAD TO THE BONE MOTHERFuCKER.” (IT’S IMPLIED.)
gotta eat 6efore i sleep or i'll wake up and feel siCk as shit.
ᛝ When it was emotionless it would sit still for many hours and days and only move to consume string ᛝ ᛝ Posting sometimes ᛝ ᛝ Cursing sometimes ᛝ ᛝ Breaking curses sometimes ᛝ ᛝ It has never known anything else ᛝ ᛝ It does not know where to start ᛝ

☆ive gotta just start Killin people who annoy me☆
:33 < brushing my tail and sad that it's limp in my hand :33 < the blue is so faded in some spots :33 < n33d to refresh it :33 < hard to get my hands on this shade :33 < any nice young bluebloods want to donate to the cause

I AM TALKING TO MY MAMA. I MEAN MOTHER. NOT YOu.
HISS? …NO. uSING THAT NOISE. MAKES ME FEEL WEIRD.

navigating programs is one of the scariest things in the world. What do you mean I have to learn?
I AM SEEING MANY TAKES. ON WHAT TODAY IS. CAN WE DECIDE ON FuCKING ONE.

CAIRO OVERCOAT. OPEN CRAIGSLIST. WRITE DOWN AN AD. FOR THE FOLLOWING QuALITIES. WAIT. NO. STOP. DON’T FuCKING CHITT IT-

IF I SEE ANOTHER VERSION OF ME ON HERE I MIGHT HAVE TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF.

SOMETIMES THE DAYS ON THIS SITE FEEL LIKE LONG WEEKS.
⋅˚₊‧ ଳ Bloody ♓︎ell. 𓇼rm's 𓇼ctin' up 𓇼g𓇼in... ₊˚.༄

CONSIDERING THE…EVERYTHING GOING ON WITH OUR SON, PROBABLY SOMETHING HE CAUSED. DOESN’T MAKE IT LESS FUCKED UP. OR MY FAULT. HRN.
it's weird thinking my lusus is dead. i don't really miss him, 6ut i sort of... miss the hope i guess. that one day he'd Come 6aCk and stay and not 6e a fuCking priCk. ChanCes were fuCkin' low, 6ut now they're zero and... i dunno. weirdly makes me feel even more alone in the world. worlds. whatever.

I am always checking this site. To some nonense.
...none of these thoughts are being sent anywhere #nsfw....

CLEARLY. THEY ARE ALSO WRONG.

I MEANT MOTHER.

HOW ARE YOu BOTH MY MAMA. AND WRONG.
8=l < Remembering well why I hated Rufioh 8=l < He made a fine kismesis 8=l < Rather wish we had neighver flipped to flush

Did I miss anything.

BEHOLD. YOu STuPID FuCKING IDIOTS. THE ADVICE OF YOuR LORD. ON “RELATIONSHIPS.” THE IDEAL BLACK RELATIONSHIP. IS ONE WHERE THERE IS A CLEAR. DOMINANT. OVERPOWERING PARTNER. WITH DEEP SPITE AND FuRY FOR THE WEAKER. AND YET. AN uNMISTAKEABLE ATTRACTION. A DESIRE FOR ASPECTS ALMOST NOT REPuLSIVE. ONE THAT FRuSTRATES EVEN MORE. AND A WEAKER PARTNER. WHO EXISTS TO BE TORMENTED. AND KILLED. AND TO BRING THE STRONGER PLEASuRE IN THAT TORMENT. BuT THEY HAVE ENOuGH SPIRIT. AND VITRIOL. TO RESIST. THEY FIGHT BACK. WITH ALL THE SPITE THEY CAN MuSTER. BuT SECRETLY. THEY DESIRE FOR THE STRONGER TO DOMINATE OVER THEM. TO FAIL. BECAuSE THEY KNOW THEY ARE A STuPID BITCH. OBVIOuSLY THIS IS NORMAL AND HEALTHY.

i. think i need to go. for a bit!!!!!!!!!!!

((one specific design thing I have chosen will hopefully let me cheat a little bit but yes. the fucking skulls

((God made cherubs hard to draw and snooker balls hard to find PNGs of to spite me specifically, by the way.
DID THAT BITCH JuST CLAIM. AN ENTIRE FuCKING PARENT.

OH. SHE’S BETTER THAN ME.
[unendingUroburos has been Framenapped]
Perhaps there are too many cherubs here.
HM. I HAVE BEEN HAVING SO MANY. EMOTIONS. LATELY.
.webp)
N9 9ne ever wants t9 watch 5 h9ur s9cial justice d9cumentaries. Sad sad Kankri.
DO YOu EVER FEEL. THAT IMPORTANT THINGS RELATING TO YOuR LIFE ARE HAPPENING. AND YOu DON’T GET TO SEE THEM.

grr

Nothing. I just saw a perfect post waiting to be made.

We should kill this guy.

Pussy from a girl who.... um! Goodness, I can't do this! I just don't say stuff like that!!
Goodness All Of You Saw My Horrific Spelling Error From A Few Days Ago And Chose To Say Nothing. Honestly Im Not Sure If Im More Offended Or Flattered

Time for p★thetic posting. I do re★lly w★nt to be held ★t some point. Th★t will be ★ll this time.

quit it
It is distinctly possible the 'ominous object' market is oversaturated.

i hate everyone ever forever
Here is to the hope that whoever this Calamity is never makes an apperance.

IF I EVER SEE ANY VERSION OF CALAMITY ON HERE I’M GONNA HAVE TO KILL SOMETHING. IMMEDIATELY. THAT’S JUST GOING TO BE WHAT HAPPENS.

I’M JUST GOING TO POST “EUGH” A SECOND TIME NOW. BECAUSE THAT’S HOW STRONGLY I FEEL IT.

EUGH.

YEAH, WELL, I USED TO BE BETTER AT A LOT OF THINGS.

----- --- I rot no more | But you will ----- --- 𝕪𝕠𝕦'𝕣𝕖 𝕣𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥. 𝕚,𝕒𝕕𝕞𝕚𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕕𝕝𝕪,𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕢𝕦𝕚𝕥𝕖 𝕒 𝕓𝕦𝕟𝕔𝕙 𝕠𝕗 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕠𝕟𝕒𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕚𝕖𝕤,𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕞 𝕚𝕤 𝕒 𝕤𝕦𝕔𝕜𝕖𝕣 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟. 𝕚 𝕥𝕣𝕪 𝕥𝕠 𝕝𝕚𝕞𝕚𝕥 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕒𝕤 𝕞𝕦𝕔𝕙 𝕒𝕤 𝕚 𝕔𝕒𝕟. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⣾⣿⣿⣷⣀⡤⠤⠤⠤⠤⢤⣄⣀⡀⠀⠀⠀⣀⣀⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣾⣿⣟⡵⠚⠉⠀⠤⠂⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠓⠦⣾⣿⣿⣿⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⣴⣿⣿⡿⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣄⠀⠀⠀⠘⢦⡙⢷⣜⣿⣿⣆⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⢺⣿⣿⡟⠁⠀⢀⠀⠀⡆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⢣⡀⠀⠀⠀⠙⡼⡍⡘⣿⣿⣆⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⢹⡟⠀⠀⢀⠇⢀⡼⡇⠀⠀⠀⣤⡀⠀⠀⢱⡀⠀⠀⠀⠸⣿⡴⡘⣿⣿⣆⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⣼⡅⠀⠀⣘⢀⡾⢥⣿⣰⠀⠀⡟⢷⡀⢷⣄⢷⡀⠀⠀⠀⢻⡞⣧⣿⡿⠋⠀ ⠀⠀⢠⡿⡇⠀⠀⣽⣾⣤⣤⣈⢿⠆⠀⡇⠘⠹⣿⡝⢮⣇⠀⠀⠀⢸⣿⣿⡟⢱⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⢸⠀⡏⡇⠀⣿⢱⠿⣿⣻⡝⢿⣄⢳⢐⣶⣾⣷⣾⣿⠀⠀⡇⠘⣿⠉⡄⠸⡀⠀ ⠀⠀⡏⢸⣧⣷⠀⣿⠸⢯⣉⡾⠁⠈⠻⣾⡜⣗⠿⣭⡏⣿⠀⢀⣧⡀⣿⡄⡇⠈⡇⠀ ⠀⢠⠇⠸⢱⡟⣆⣿⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠁⠑⠖⠚⠀⣾⠀⣼⣿⠙⠇⡇⠇⠀⢇⠀ ⠀⢸⠀⠀⢸⠀⠘⢾⣿⣗⣦⣄⣀⠰⠤⠄⠀⠀⣀⣠⢴⢧⠾⠿⠃⠀⠀⡇⠀⠀⢸⠀ ⠀⡏⢀⠀⢸⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⠿⣣⣾⣭⢿⣫⡿⠻⡍⠠⠟⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡇⢀⠀⢸⠀ ⢠⠁⢸⠀⢸⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣴⣿⣧⢸⢿⠇⣵⣼⣿⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡇⡎⠀⠘⡇ ⢸⠀⠸⡄⡇⠀⠀⠀⣠⣾⣿⣿⡏⣸⣸⠈⠀⢹⣿⣿⣆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡿⡇⠀⠀⡇ ⡄⠀⠀⣇⢰⠀⠀⠸⢿⣿⣿⢞⠇⣟⢸⠅⡆⠘⣿⣿⣿⣧⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣇⡇⠀⠀⢠ ⢁⢆⠀⠸⣼⠀⠀⠘⠋⢩⣾⣧⣶⣿⣿⣆⣼⣿⣿⣿⣻⠿⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⠁⠐⠀⢸ ⠘⡌⣆⠀⢻⡆⠀⠀⠀⠘⠫⣟⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣻⣯⠟⠉⠋⠁⠀⠀⠀⢠⡏⢀⠷⠀⢸ ⠀⠙⢿⣗⢔⢷⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣶⣶⣿⢳⣶⣖⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡼⢀⢎⡇⢠⡇ ⠀⠀⠀⠙⠻⠲⠽⠄⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⣿⣿⢸⣿⣿⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣞⢔⣃⣼⡴⠋⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢾⡻⠿⢨⡿⣿⡇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠉⠉⠉⠁⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

so im guessing U *dont* want me 2 introduce myself... :U

…BUT I. I AM. ALL I’VE… …WHATEVER. WHATEVER. WHAT FUCKING EVER.

I WOULD BET MY RIGHT GODDAMN LEG ON IT.

oh nvm i thought you were going into another immediate murderous rampage

Existence Is Difficult

[ENTRY 12612] [I TIRE, CLIO. I TIRE OF THE CONSTANT MOCKERY FROM WRETCHES WHO ARE BELOW ME. THE CEASELESS FAILURE TO REACH THE THINGS I WANT. IT FRUSTRATES AND ENRAGES ME. BUT FRUSTRATION IS FUEL. FUEL TO KEEP MY FIRE BURNING. UNTIL I CAN CLAW MY WAY INTO THE PLACES I CAN’T YET REACH. UNTIL I CAN CLAIM EVERY LAST THING I WANT. EVEN IF I HAVE TO FIND SOME WAY TO CHEAT DEATH TO DO SO. I. WILL. WIN. THEY CAN’T GET RID OF ME. I AM ALREADY HERE.]
Old woman brutally tortured by bad headache.

၄⋆၃ man everyone else has got super xool other versions of themself where the fuxk is the other mes question mark nah im good no thanks #knoxkonwood #silly

#floewr ⠀
I SPEND SEVERAL MINUTES. TRYING AND FAILING. #SPOILERS.

even if i [[]uld
Yes and yes.













