Jake English
@golgothasTerrorized
Any pronouns will do. Dont be afraid to message me i love a good chat! #Divorced
You know if i knew why exactly she was giving me the cold shoulder i might be able to apologize and maybe fix it but im really just kinda lost here. I do miss her though. I tend to miss people lately huh!
Well thats okay i just dont know how exactly weve gotten to this topic is all. Haha.
I gave up. Ill call back later. Gosh i hate hold music.
Making phone calls is so needlessly difficult im really more tempted to just leave my issues be most times. Ive been transferred about 3 times now and im on hold again i mean really!!! :(
Ive run out of time to get back to sleep and now i have to go throughout my day running on a good 3 hours. :(
Good three hours is better than bad three hours.
Well youre right i suppose but a great 3 hours would be preferred. My sleep was painfully average and im not exactly well rested per se.
I've had zero and I feel great. Brand new. Lock in and drink some coffee brother.
Fell asleep on my phone and somehow managed to send an ungodly amount of messages consisting of random letters and symbols to jane which would just be a funny mistake and not an actual issue if not for the fact that shes still angry with me. This is also how i find out shes unblocked me which is all the more confusing.
All ive done tonight is drink barely enough to justify the amount of sobbing ive been doing and then cry my eyes out some more. Busy man i am! :( #substance
Particularly miserable night. What better way to cope than to whine about it online and maybe earn a pity or two?
wHeN ArE YoU EvEr hAvIn a gOoD NiGhT BrO? :o(
Ill say! Lately ive been a real negative nancy havent i? :(
yOu rEaLlY HaVe bEeN BuT I CaNt bLaMe a mOtHeRfUcKeR FoR GeTtIn aLl uP AnD DePrEsSeD In tHeSe cOnDiTiOnS. yOu nEeD SoMe nEw bUdDiEs.
Well now theres nothing wrong with my current chums but yeah i suppose anyone could use more people in their corner!
Okay i am choosing to blame my little outburst on the heat making me delirious because im not nearly as immune to it as i claimed! Haha silly me. <:/
Dirks too damn busy all the time and jane wont talk to me and i dont know where the hell roxy is its really like everyones got better things to do. Hahaha i remember when they all liked me quite a lot!! Those were the days. Ha ha. I am so tired.
That's just part of growing up and growing apart, Jake. It's nothing personal from any of us. We're just busy doing things in our own lives. Do you really not have anything going on outside of waiting for me to come see you? This is a genuine question.
Oh no i do! Ive got plenty to do! Just miss my buddies is all but i get it! Were all too cool for jake now! No hard feelings! Hahahahaha!!!
That isn't what I'm saying. No one is "too cool" for you and I'm sure the other two would happily spend time with you if you just asked. My circumstances are much different but you know that already.
Sigh. I'll be there soon. I can't watch this pathetic display go on any longer or I'll pop a blood vessel.
I never shouldve complained about him being overbearing really i kind of miss it!! I feel insane lately. Hes always so busy it drives me mad. Hahahahaha! Karma amirite?? HA HA HA. :/
You poor little baby. I'll try to find more time for you this week. I've been extremely busy doing those super important things I told you about in private that you cannot mention here... so it's been hard finding time to answer the phone.
I do miss my friends quite a bit.
Whatever that means!
All this fuss about the heat but im really having no issue! Its always hot as all hell over by me. Ive built up a real tolerance.
Janeys been giving me the cold shoulder real bad lately. Cant imagine what ive done wrong (this time.) Oh man.
D:
Awake at ungodly hours yet again.
Good morning! :)
Its 5pm and im already done for the day i think. I feel just dreadful.
Being called anything but "he" is refreshing its like everyone totally forgets the "any pronouns" part of my bio. :)
They say dont stick your dick in crazy but theyve never said anything about letting crazy stick his dick in you. That being said yeah we mightve done a little more than just have lunch together but we are still divorced! It doesnt have to mean anything really i feel quite normal about it. I feel. So very normal about dirk strider hahahahahaha. #nsfw
Oh, extremely normal. I'm sure a lot of people beg their ex-boyfriends for round two because he dared to pull out instead of finishing inside them. I'm sure they also get so noisy during sex that they lose their voice and have to lie about catching a cold to their friends. So very sure. So very normal. #nsfw