♦ pitied by @hiemalSpectrolite
I’ll be back later. I have things to do that require urgent attention.
she was horrible for me bu♀ i s♀ill miss her some♀imes
NO for real yo I think this is BAD I think I'm boutta get CULLED???????
if i lay dowwn for long enough maybe just maybe i can go back to sleep
Apologies for my absence, my time is preoccupied. There is ginger to be gnawed. #IllPosting #Asin #IamIll #Andmypostingremains #Assomewouldsay #Sick
and here, another e-mail, from an anonymous account. "burn"
X I awaken Sweatily and grossly But nonetheless: I awaken x
▼can't sleep▼ ▼worried bout her▼
shoutout to that one time someone thought my ears were horns.
im soooo anxious >X3 something is happening soon and i dont know if its a pawsitive anxious feeling or a terrif13d anxious feeling
i am so embarrassing. i fumble every day fo my life!!!
[unit_CN003NF_message] (oh u-uh... thats... thats t-the taste o-of pennies i-i guess t-theyre) (putting m-me to s-sleep again...) (goodlight e-ev) (everyo) (o-one.......) [unit_offline] [end_message]
[⚙︎ Fucked up dreams, what e|se is new. ⚙︎]
Are you a komodo dragon? Because youve got me feeling very small outmatched and strangely eager to find out what happens next.
I'm awake later than usual and I'm making it everyone elses problem.
Wtf are all of you even saying.
HAVING INSOMNIA IS SURE FUCKING AWESOME.
▼gog... i think im just▲ ▼maybe a little dizzy- im just gonna take a quick nap▲
print("i would have said rise + grind + all") print("but i may have drank too much last night so i did not rise in good spirits + i doubt i will be grinding for a while #substance")
≈ Living in a stalemate such as this almost makes one wish they were, perhaps, trapped on a meteor floating through the veil. ≈ ≈ Ĩ see Chittr is up to Chittr things. Utterly banal, yet despite all odds, alluring in how dumb it is. ≈
༻ 𖤓 get me ☼ff this planet ☾ ༺
i saw everyone talkin about human names and shit a few hours ago. gee. i wonder if my name would be normal. OH WAIT. NO. >:B
sometimes.it.still.hurts.even.in.the.new.body phantom.pain?. perhaps i.suppose.no.one.gets.out.of.losing.their.entire.body.scott.free
A bird flew off with my w^ffle dvde wh^t the fvck. This is the crvelest thing th^t's ever h^ppened on ^lterni^.
[T] To pay off my ancestor's gambling debts so I can quit my job.] [MISC.] ]
O~ You know I have Seen helmSickneSS before. You know I am intimately familiar with the condition. You know I am looking for it. AS much trouble aS you give me, thiS will not happen to you. I Swear it. ~O
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༻𐫱༺ Apologiess for t𝒽e delay on flower readingss🌻 I 𝒽ave been busy🌻 ༻𐫱༺
almost puked last night so uh, that were fun. was like havin' a flake of somethin' at the 6aCk of my throat and... ugh. guess i ain't totally reCovered yet. #Cw-vomit #Cw-emetopho6ia
i'd just like t'feel 100% again, this ill shit suCks.
good drugs...needed to use the GOOD stuff for me cuz of tolearnce and all the broken bones. Worth it. goodlightnight all. Take care of yourselves. This concludes my aMAZEing adventures.
god damn it
8URN57 7H3 FUCK 0U774 MY 5QU4WK G4P3R 0N 4 P0CK37 NU7R1710N D15K 4ND 7H3 7H1NG 15 571LL FR0Z3N 1N 7H3 M1DDL3!!!!! WH47 7H3 FUCK 15 WR0NG W17H MY R07471NG R4D14710N 0V3N!!!!
((Does the kanji for "reflection" contain the kanji for "woman" because women always be lookin in the mirror? ((Ok. I guess it's not as bad as that kanji for "noisy"...
Oh!!!... It was....a crossfire....I did...nothing wrong.... (^ o ^ ❀)
W★it shit w★s th★t the somnoto⚔in I put on th★t needle?
I miss them. I kkeep lookking out of the window, aas if I could caatch aa glimpse of them coming baackk to me... BUt of course, there is no one there #yeaarning
[ lmao guêss who just atê shit on thê pavêmênt ]
I only follow people I decide are worth following. And apparently also Azalea Tulipa. That was a misclick but I am not a coward. It stands.
It's Pusher Breaking To Watch In Real Time As An Animal Realizes What It Means To Live On Alternia. I Thought Somehow That We'd Be Able To Shield Cosette From The Horrors Outside The Hive A Little Longer, But They Just Invited Themselves In.
[TEXT|SPEECH]:Gos)=( II )=(ope mom doesn't realiise II've been out... gods don't liike, smell or somet)=(iing do t)=(ey? II don't t)=(iink )=(er sense of smell iis better t)=(an miine but... a)=(, w)=(atever, iit'll be fiine!!
Golly I am so fucking tired. Waking up at the crack of dawn is terrible. My eyes hurt!
Pe0ple g0t s0 0ffended when i said being in l0ve is cringe but at the same time whenever i try t0 make a seri0us p0st ab0ut my feelings pe0ple treat it like an 0pen mic night t0 practice all their bits in my c0mments and i just think thats interesting
X I think the only human(s?) with multiple alts on here I haven’t sold drugs to is(are) John(s?) I really struggled with how to write this one ngl #substance x
DON'T LOOK AT ME 𓂃۶ৎ [ ohh thats right todays that dayy ... ]
Oh. I'm starting to see gently strobing lights with this headache now. I think it might be time to break out the heavier meds.
i dont have friendþ but in the event i meet anyone ill be þure to paþþ on your þtore dont you worry i definitely reþpect the grind
I'll Be Returning To The Hospital Tonight, Hopefully The Healing Process Has Gone Smoothly. :>
why the entire actual fuck did i just get ai slop full blown porn in my instabgram stories? i do not use that app for that shit what the fuck plus ai? absolute piss
Pickles are great until youre in one.
This one alrready has been, yeah. Hopefully when I'm back at th' place 'm stayin' it'll calm down again.
Ta, mate. Th' thin' seems prretty deterrmined t' kill me.
.) Well, the gQQd news is that my neighbQur is still alive! The bad news is that, well, they warned me abQut what happens if i "stick my nQse in Qther peQple's business" again, sQ... NQ mQre cupcakes fQr them, I guess!!! ( : ౦ ‸ ౦ : ) ))
Today it seems my back has much to protest. Perhaps rather than a spar, some good stretches are in order.
im n0t vEr7 g00d 4t this wh0lE w4king up thing #tiredforever #help
I added a honezbeas77 gummz candz in77o bz coffee and 77he milk in i77 curdled immedia77elz. I drank i77 anzwaz, bu77... Ugh.
Ha0uuuuu my fucking head #substances
༻𐫱༺ Regrowt𝒽 iss rat𝒽er itc𝒽y, it turnss out🌻 #body-𝒽orror ༻𐫱༺
slightl7 w0rriEd 4t this p0int but 0h wEll. g00dlight EvEr70nE
,,i am exceedingly emotional it just so happens that the emotion i have on excess is pain,,
print("slow day am i right fellas") print("waheyyy")
-=[i haad the dying dreamm again x-)_☺]=-
boþþ caught me watching grubtube on the clock whoopþ
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f1ying ar0und at zpeed haz z0rt 0f he1ped.
i should really post more. i'm just always so busy!
puppets are hot
sorry i was hacked
︻デ═一 y0u kn0w 1t5 gett1ng bad aga1n when that 1tch c0me5 back. 1 th0ught 1 wa5 0ver th15 #cw-5elf-harm #mental-health #vent
print("every time someone drops a pitty on my post i imagine it is just because they are ashamed they did not think of the post first") print("it helps me sleep soundly or something")
If you wake up with two dots on your neck,that was likely me
ch0kEd 0n m7 drink 4nd n0w m7 thr04t hurts. wh7 d0 b4d things h4ppEn t0 g00d tr0lls
MOSS: IT TAKE THE EDGE OFF ṴNTIL YOṴ PERFECTLY SMOOTH ROṴND LIKE A PEARL FLOATING IN THE DARK #SṴBSTANCE
>>| who works .at saturdays? .oh right, that's me. .uhhh...
t/)tally unrelated 2 the previ/)us p/)st (4 #legalreas/)ns) but i g/)t int/) a fight and s/)me/)ne pulled my hair like super hard and n/)w i have a headache what a l/)w bl/)w smh i sh/)uld’ve th/)ught /)f it first #vi/)lence #vaguep/)sting
>--D=[atomizedHobbyist's=palmhusk=has=shattered]//<
༻𐫱༺ A𝒽🌻 T𝒽ere 𝒽ass been clarification🌻 T𝒽ey will do a vivissection eit𝒽er way🌻 If I am good t𝒽en I get a plant to care for🌻 Ot𝒽erwisse t𝒽e ussual🌻 Tssssssssssssss𝒽𝒽k🌻 𝒽ow annoying🌻 #gore #cw-medical-𝒽orror #body-𝒽orror #injury #medical-𝒽orror ༻𐫱༺
i just wanted 2 make some spagetti why does it always friggin catch fire?
I already p0sted h0le f0r 20k i cant g0 higher fr0m there #nsfw
THE M⧃UNTAIN IS REC⧃VERING FR⧃M HIS FIGHT WITH THE PREHIST⧃RIC LUSII A VEL⧃CITY RAPT⧃R GRABBED THE SUPPLE CURVE ⧃F HIS MUSTACHE AND ATTEMPTED T⧃ RIP IT ⧃FF H⧃WEVER IT WAS UNAWARE THAT THE M⧃UNTAINS HAIR F⧃LLICLES ARE EVEN STR⧃NGER THAN HIS T⧃UGH SKIN AND THE VEL⧃CITY RAPT⧃R SIMPLY CARRIED HIM ACR⧃SS THE C⧃NTINENT
✨🍭🕷️ I put the site on light mode because hemo colors lowkey trend dark. And then it turned out there were bunch of pastel and neon aliens on here lmao 🕷️🍭✨
second person who’s messaged me and then talked about how irritating they find me. red eyed boys and their mixed messages huh.
The desert is so Vast. Hallucinations are little comfort from the thirst.
Plunge The Sword Into My Chest And Make Me Yours My Dear #violence #gore
(◕ ᴥ ◕) gunoooo im gyup now!!
(◕ ᴥ ◕) gueh... fraimi was going to play but guthen i fell right asleep!!! gumy pan hurts... guuuu... icy ice water for gume...
dancin9 with my d09 luzuz fi9ur3 pawz 0n mai ch3zt zuff0catin9 m3h zuff0catin9 m3h zuff0catin9 m3h ( ҂ × ཀ × ) 8ut itz FIN3 i l0v3 th3m zm (҂ > ⩊ <)
i broke my finger. annoying.
:> Fell ^sleep with my f^ce pressed into my d^mselfly plush. I think I m^y h^ve st^yed up just ^ little too l^te. But. With luck the p^r^sites will finish testing tonight ^nd I c^n move onto the next ph^se. <:
well that was a total bust. what is it with everyone being on ther palmhusk during a speed blind date? not a single one of them could get off of it long enough to have an actual conversation. pretty sure most of them were just there for the food. i guess that’s what i get for going to these things. i’ll be fine though. it’s not like i had to waste money to get there. should be home soon and be able to post another video.
Long night. Technically it's morning now, hope today will be an improvement.
c< ....id liKe tHe screaMs 2 s2p.... please? caN.... tHey s2p? sO.... lOud i caN feel My fucKiNg gaNderbulb vibrate witH tHeir vOice.... it Hurts.... >c
c< ....ive always Hated tHis cOlOr.... wHy was i cursed witH tHis sHade.... sO MucH streNgtH.... caNt save aNyONe.... >c
--- |one of them just asked someone outside the room if all the tools were ready for use and I wish I hadn't heard that ((#medical-horror))| _____
YO FUCK my life a guy punched me in the mouth and I moaned and he got all weird about it and LEFT IS this what depression feels like BRO
--- |hello internet I'm back for a little bit they gave me some new rules and also more paste which tasted kind of rotten again| _____
[BEGIN MESSAGE] ... 🤬🤬 [END MESSAGE]
Thinking of solving and/or committing a crime.
:33< mew know fur all the tea i drink :33< ive nefur done tea readings befur
I don't eat I just laid in the sun for like five hours like a lizard <3 sometimes literally as a big lizard <3
im avwake but at a terrible cost
༻𐫱༺ 🌻🌻🌻 🌻 missss t𝒽em🌻 ༻𐫱༺
>> ton1te 1s dr@ft n1ght @t d@ empor1um @nd 1 swe@r 1f 1 see @nyones swe@ty @ss cr@ck 1 w111 st@rt pour1n dr1nks down the1r p@nts!!!!!! <<
>> a1so 1ts @ ru1e 1f u ccome 1n sme111ng 11ke b.o 1 get to spr@y u down w1th deoder@nt <<
im tired as fuck but im still in a mood from earlier. lame. goodnightlight chittr #nsfw #suggestive
ivve experienced too much character devvelopment ovver the past cycle im not equipped for this
DRAWING IN THE HOZPITAL BED: FUN PEN DIZAPPEARING FOR A ZEC: NOT FUN
i miss my friends kinda
1've been a bull, a horse, a m1notaur, centaur, a dragon 1n mult1ple d1fferent formats, human and troll, synthet1c and organ1c, a rock, candy, and a heap of other sh1t 1've forgotten after all these sweeps. Maybe 1t's t1me 1 become a plant.
Anyway, I’d prøbabły be a burying beetłe. Nøt fun ør głamørøus but we can’t ałł be charismatic megafauna.
im going to die here
i am now banned from playing dodgeball. :/
"AAnxiety is not reaal, it caannot hurt you," I saay aas it proceeds to kkickk the shit out of me #cw-mentaal-heaalth
it's times like this I'm reminded of something Strong Sad said. When you fall into a bottomless pit, you die of starvation. (It would technically be dehydration, but.) #death #sburbwithkris
Me???? Who, me? You-- are you, you're asking about ME??? Me? Really? Me, you say.......... well, as for me? Since you asked? I'm incredibly normal.
That was supposed to say slugs
THERE IS NO TOIL MORE FUCKING IRRITATING THAN REPLACING THE SLIME IN YOUR RECUPERACOON. THANKFULLY YOU ONLY HAVE TO DO IT ONCE EVERY HALF-SWEEP OR SO, BUT THE CLEANUP IS ALWAYS SUCH A FEDERAL FUCKING ISSUE.
@dailyQuests hmmm... well the hog is inspecting my wares I think. the bad news is it did get into my garden and nibble at some pumpkin shoots so im gonna have to try again with those. but it seems calm!
ssometimess my handss are really sshaky, sso i accidentally like and unlike chitss,,, ssorry if like your chitss twice.
>>| greetings. .i don't want to leave cocoon. .it's too nice, but .i got my palmhusk nearby
[BEGIN MESSAGE] i kn0w. it iz juzt bringing z0me fami1iar fee1ingz. with being put int0 a b0dy tthat iz n0t y0ur 0wn. and h0w pe0p1e zee y0u. [END MESSAGE]
i shouldn’t be allowed near that ring, when i consider it longer.
and there goes the lowwwwer half of mmmmy posture pole all the ibuprofen in the wwwworld couldn't fix mmmme but wwwwhatever
Attention, There is a special elegance in watching a troll announce his own composure. It is akin to gathering fingerprints from candle wax. Your own warmth compromised you. The message arrived. It was very firm, and very full of promises. All the theater one might expect from such an eager-looking man. He pretends to be unprovoked. But he chose to misspell my name. A nice touch. Veyor. What do you expect that to mean? Purveyor, as he is under my watchful eye? Conveyor, because I deliver swift justice? Or am I expecting too much of him, and he is simply making mistakes? I am told I crave attention. An interesting accusation from someone who addressed me by title, handle, and grievance before assuring me he had far more important business than responding. The evening must be terribly crowded, if one must schedule indifference in advance. Still, I will grant him this much. He will finally have his match, and the tips of our unsheathed blades will finally grind against one another. Signed and Ratified, Marech Veylor 1st Officer of the Threshecutioner Reserve
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〚｟⦕⤊⦖｠〛My Lusus may have been a huge hoofbeast. But I'm not gonna be making hoofbeast noises. The worst behavioral tick I took from him was getting spooked easily. Though the Muscle Performance has helped desensitize me to getting touched or approached from behind. #LususTalk #Hoofbeasts #IndigoProblems
despite bein a touch higher on the hemospectrum than rusties or muds pissbloods are by far the wworst a the lesser lowwbloods if you evver see me agreein wwith a talkin battery its either a skinwwalker or ivve done too many nose clams again #substance
when will my sexy buff man come back from the war?
[⚙︎ Grain from breakfast stuck between my teeth and I've a|ready cut my tongue trying to dis|odge it. Oh I can TELL tonight's gonna be good. 8:/ ⚙︎]
౿ᓕ ̤Ꜥ·⦣ ehehe been doin a whole lotta nothin, it's been too damn hot to do nothin but just lay low on the floor. can't even fish! well i could do trout lines maybe but that's annoyin
Nothing Lasts Forever Unless You Make It
I am a fierce and start~lingly handsome troll~. I will turn my opponents to pulp and bone meal~. #NightlyAffirmations #Gladiating #Gore
i haaaaaated sewing in sChoolfeeding. ugh. i'd ask why are they forCing only lowbloods to do this, but we all know the answer. now i'm stuCk with this stupid needle as my strife speCibus, great.
it kind of hard having everyone from your original universe being dead there isn't anyone left and that hurts makes things...i dunno it just feels bad
I'm gonna do it. I'm going to go crazy one day of these days.
.) GQsh, I had the weirdest dream! I was at wQrk, and there was, like, this custQmer whQ tQld me the shelves were cQvered in meat. And I was, like, whaaat? We sell trading cards, nQt meat! And when I walked Qver, there was, like, guts everywhere! And fQr sQme reasQn, I was like, cQnvinced the custQmer put them there as a prank, because why wQuld there be guts in a hQbby shQp, sQ I'm telling them that they need tQ clean it all up, but they're telling me that nah, the card bQxes must've cQme like that, even thQugh that makes, like, nQ sense!! And I think I, like, wQke up befQre we sQlved that argument? I dQn't remember what happened after that. )) .) Maybe that's, like, a sign I've been wQrking tQQ many shifts haha ))
The Waiting The Insufferable Waiting
Alas i need t0 start my day. The tricksters w0nt b0ther me.
Midnight City Update: I’m scared.
Just finished with leaving some things at his grave...hope it's adequate.
"= cupe dry. it's ok. i can curl up in the empty crevice. and fail to sleep. ="
I can hear it again. I can see it again. I remember it again. I remember what i promised to it. #vague
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IF UR FROM TROLL EUROPE DO *NOT* GO OUTZIDE UNLEZZ IT IZ ABZOLUTELY NECEZZARY 🫠 THIZ HEAT WAVE IZ UNBEARABLE
... Sorrrry I werren't fast enough.
<action; statement input; statement: fee|s very strange to be docked at a space station input; statement: my psionics are sti|| being drawn but it's not as strong input; statement: sti|| have to keep everything running input; statement: i got used to the |ack of contact with the ship's hu|| so now it input; statement: it fee|s weird. kind of |ike a weighted snugg|esheet pressing around but most|y up input; statement: i try to scan for danger & just get the station bay wa||s input; statement: it is weird. don't know if i |ike it />
Ah. I do not think that I am training today, nor for the next fe≈ days. ≈alking is difficult. I thought I had ≈hat it took to take them on. ≈hile I ≈asn't completely ≈rong, being bold has its costs. Thanks for the fun evening, Felyan, it ≈as ≈orth it. #nsf≈ #sicknastysunday
༻𐫱༺ Got to unssettle 𝒽im again 🌻 I t𝒽ink it iss time to return to t𝒽e old 𝒽ive 🌻 I know ss𝒽e will not be t𝒽ere but 🌻 🌻 🌻 T𝒽e memoriess remain 🌻 ༻𐫱༺
༻𐫱༺ I can ssee t𝒽e old 𝒽ive now 🌻 It iss not too bad off 🌻 🌻 🌻 🌻 🌻 🌻 🌻 W𝒽y t𝒽e FUCK iss t𝒽ere a lig𝒽t on in t𝒽ere 🌻 ༻𐫱༺
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"= EXTREMELY ominous feeling. ugh. i know why, too. siiiigh. ="
I'm not sure why I'm always so surprised that people like me. I have been known to be likeable. I was liked before and I continue to be liked. I also get surprised when people do not like me, which is also funny, because I have been known to be hateable also. I suppose I forget that I elicit emotions. And yet.
i 4m so fucking susceptibleeee. i will go m4d with power. if the terrors will let me. if they let me #
I Really Do Intend T𖦏 Be Here M𖦏re B𓄋t My Free Time Is Restricted T𖦏 The 𓄋s𓄋al Sleeping Ho𓄋rs. And Time Really Can Go By So Q𓄋ickly.
Ow. Yeah uh. Hm. One of Kismet's staff found me. They weren't happy with me either. But. I'm here I'm alive. Killer migraine but I think I made progress.
im on the up and up though my cups got sevveral caegars in it the people lovve me
"= hhhhuah. good evening. ="
It doesn't seem like there would have been anything I could have done, so I am trying not to waste my energy worrying.
i dotn know
i’m not going to sa7 i’ve never dreamed of text on a s(reen, but the frequen(7 (ertainl7 has gone up sin(e i joined (hittr
am i fucking tweaking i can’t understand what i just chitted
you get busy at work and dont backread far enough and next thing you know your bestie is on a whoLLeass other pLLanet. shit just do be happening
LONG DRIVE FOR THIS ASSIGNMENT SO CHECKING MY LEGS FOR BLOODCLOTS LIKE FLEAS ON A BARKBEAST BUT YO THEY HAVE PIZZA SO IT’S ALL GOOD.
They made me in a lab on the pink moon.
well this isn’t my fault (this time)
༻𐫱༺ T𝒽e train broke down 🌻 Sso it'll be a lot of 𝒽iking for me now 🌻 ༻𐫱༺
.) SQ, I gQt tQ wQrk in, like, recQrd time and explained tQ my bQss what happened and why I was late and didn't answer my phQne, and, gQsh! I'm sQ glad he's sQ understanding!! Qne Qf my cQ-wQrkers cQvered fQr me and said I cQuld take the night Qff tQ, like, destress and stuff, and then he pQinted Qut that in my rush I'd tQtally put my shirt Qn backwards and inside Qut 🫠🫠🫠 I'm, like, tQtally ready tQ die Qf embarrassment any mQment nQw ))
A bothersome menace, crying is. Pain of choking back tears lancing through my throat. Yet it will pass. It will always pass. Everything will pass. Everyone will pass.
8><8ㅤਊne ><ust cਊnfess, this prਊfਊund desਊlatiਊn that has settled upਊn ><y ><ery being is ਊf a ><agnitude that defies articulatiਊn. It is a lਊneliness sਊ acute, sਊ all-encਊ><passing, that the ><ery wਊrds tਊ adequately cਊn><ey its depth appear tਊ ha><e abandਊned ><y le><icਊn. And yet, a><idst this ca><ernਊus e><ptiness, ਊne ਊbser><es a certain truth: whilst i><ple><ents ਊf cਊnflict ><ay indeed pਊssess a fਊr><idable, e><en terrifying, presence, they re><ain, at their cਊre, inert ਊbjects, de><ਊid ਊf the ><ery sentience and shared hu><anity that ><ight, perchance, alle><iate such a prਊfਊund absence. I dਊ belie><e the distinctiਊn, thਊugh stark, is ਊf cਊnsiderable i><pਊrt.ㅤ8><8
JUST SPENT 7 DAYS WITᚺᛟUT INTEᚱNET AND ALL I CUD TᚺINK AᛒᛟUT WUZ ᚺᛟW ᚺAPPY I WUZ WITᚺᛟUT CᚺITTᚱ LᛟLLᛟLᛟLᛟLᛟL ᛒUT Iᛗ ᛒACK >ᛒJJJJJJJ YᛟU'ᚱE WELCᛟᛗE EVEᚱYᛒUDDY I KNᛟW U ALL ᛗUSTA ᛗISSED ᛗE NEW STᚱEAᛗ CUᛗᛗING SᛟᛟN ᛒE ᛟN TᚺE LᛟᛟK ᛟUT!!!!!!!! #SUᛒSCᚱIᛒE #IᛗᛒACK #YᛟUᚱEWELCᛟᛗE
blasted wweighted blanket tore and those pain in the ass fuckin beads are evverywwhere
.) Qkay! I am, um, a little wQrried, but, it’s Qkay!! I knQw Eileit and Arty are bQth very capable peQple, and they’ll cQme back safe, but! I think I’ll just keep an eye Qnline until I hear back, just in case!! ))
i'm going to throw myself into a burning building i'm so tired
→OH SH♈︎T NAL♈︎NO FELL DOWN THE STA♈︎RS AGA♈︎N
ᕙ(•̀‸•́‶)ᕗ < Plumbing busted in the building. If someone knows a good wholesaler, hmu.
youre damn right i have fucking forever i have þpent meþþing with them with no other trollþ to talk to thank god for thiþ fucking webþite for me to fulfill the bare fucking minimum þocial requirementþ of my þtupid fucking fleþh priþon
Ough. Pain. How the fuck did I lose two whole days.
i say this a lot but holy shit im stupid
hEaRd iT SpUtTeR OuT WhIlE WoRkInG ThRoUgH SoMe dOcUmEnTs. 😩
yOu nEvEr kNoW WhAt yOu hAvE UnTiL It's gOnE... My fAn bRoKe.
Take heed, denizens of chittr. Taking aim upon thy quarry by targeting their chastity as some form of shamefull trait? This is Not It.
wait this isnt google how do i delete a chitt
Why do they always have to use her voice?
i still think about the masquerade sometimes. i met someone there, 7ou know. someone not (ompletel7 unknown to me. i'd seen her around before, on(e or twi(e, sometimes on the feed. didn't reall7 give her a se(ond thought until the masquerade. and suddenl7 she's one of the most important people in m7 life. that's a lesson there, isn't it? give people a se(ond thought. look at people who 7ou'd normall7 just kinda pass b7. ma7be 7ou (an find someone near and dear to 7ou, too.
Bug bite on my butt. If you don't pity this chitt I hate you.
[BEGIN MESSAGE] rizk azzezzment iz zpiking and i kn0w tthat it iz becauze 0f what tthe zcanz are zaying. ttzzzzhck. [EMOTION: fruztrati0n. c0ncern. w0rry. ann0yance. curi0zity] tthe zpire m0vez. tthe zpire previ0uz1y 1ined up with tthe 1ight tthat tthe exp10rati0n tteam zaw. it appearz tt0 be m0ving tt0wardz uz. very very z10w1y. tthe 0mniv0rez are ztarting tt0 m0ve further away. it iz getting zt0rmy again. #p1anetrep0rt [END MESSAGE]
hate my fucking sleep schedule.
It has also come to my attention that my Head of Health & Safety isn’t actually a licensed physician which is probably not great.
My ashtray look like an archaeological site. They can car8on-date every session! My grinder 8een working longer shifts than your fucking ancestor. Only str8 sticky-icky za in these parts, no fru-fru za or I'll fucking 8ludgeon you over the head with a radiator pipe you stupid 8itch.
I don't doubt that Ormici is older than a good quarter or perhaps even third of users too, so I'm going to use that as a metric and decide not to feel old about it.
o-|= friendly reminder that thou art very loud when thou stalks the streets! stay quieter and maybe ill stop finding thee who commit heinous actions! #violence =>
On another note, sorry for not being around, I have existence issues.
༻𐫱༺ I 𝒽ope ss𝒽e knowss t𝒽at I forgive 𝒽er 🌻 #vaguepossting ༻𐫱༺
Having multiple cats, dogs, and birds in the same house might have been a mistake.
Lords gran+ me +he s+reng+h. no+ +o lose my pan. over +rying +o find +he missing piece of +his godforsaken puzzle.
the scrybe of eyeglasses the scrybe of hearing aids the scrybe of stimulants the scrybe of opiates PERSCRYPTION
I'm going to just do heavy and very intense Pacman posting to coutneract the drop.
i went to check up on my house really quick and one of my plushies fell off the bed in such a tragic pose!! i put him back but still. :(
gUESS Who got StaaaaaabbbEEEEDDD~ haUghty acting cERULEan gavE mE a nicE gaSh acRoSS thE aRm aftER pSy-chUcking a chaiR at mE at fiRSt. DUnno What i DiD to SEt Em off, bUt i'LL givE it to Em. thEy got mE gooD!! a fEW DayS anD thiS'LL hEaL Up nicE, gUESS i'vE got a fEW bLackRom 'fanS' to kEEp an EyE oUt foR nExt timE i hEaD topSiDE~ #goRE #vioLEncE #cW-bLooD
the only head im getting right now is ache
((Dam-mun aboutta get her wisdom teeth out 😱
nak nak nak how many people on this site experience dreams instead of dream bubbles? consorts cant reach those by normal means so we have to settle for kissing fake imagination people when we fall asleep
THIS IS THE WORST DAY
i am not okay nor ever will be again
tonight my brains decided 2 beat the shit outta me with problems both real n entirely made up so anyway i made myself hot chocolate instead of a margarita small victories i guess :/ #substance mentioned
<action; statement input; statement: i don't know why i'm so on edge input; statement: i want to scream i want to run input; statement: i want to inf|ict harm on everyone on this ship who can hurt me so they do not hurt me first input; statement: i hate being a pi|otbattery i hate being a pi|otbattery i hate it i hate it it hates this />
>>| .uhhh. take care .of yourself. .i need to .uhhh. check .on myself.
i miss winter br/) i can barely g/) /)ut and d/) anything fun when it’s fucking light time alm/)st all the time! i d/)n’t have time t/) get /)ff /)f MY J(\B and g/) spend MY m/)ney in imp/)rtant things (like gambling irl) anym/)re! i have t/) d/) it all /)nline n/)w which isn’t as fun because it’s funner when y/)u can see pe/)ples reacti/)ns
I got that dog in me, 8ut something's fucking wrong with it, I think it's got parvo.
* i feel like im losing my mind * not for any particular reason i just feel really lost and aimless all of a sudden
[BEGIN MESSAGE] ... i d0 n0t tta1k ab0ut him much. but #matezpritm0nday zeemz appr0priate. and he d0ez n0t uze tthiz zite. cirrem. i mizz y0u. y0u were kind and w0nderfu1. y0u ttried tt0 pr0tect me where y0u c0u1d. i am g1ad y0u cann0t zee me 1ike tthiz. i d0 n0t tthink y0u c0u1d have managed it. but tthen. i zupp0ze tthat iz why we zp1it up in tthe firzt p1ace. tthe inevitabi1ity 0f it a11. ... i h0pe tthat wherever y0u are. y0u are happy. #quadta1k #yearning [END MESSAGE]
i feel intimidated by everything going on
#pour★beeroutontoyourcrotchch★llenge #subst★nce I h★ve w★sted ★ beer, ★nd m★de ★ mess. This w★s not worth it, ★nd yet here I ★m.
MY SIITUATIION IIS ESCALATIING RAPIIDLY AND WORSENED BY THE ACIID RAIIN PREDIICAMENT WHIICH HAS COMPLETELY HAMPERED MY OPTIIONS FOR ESCAPE THIIS IIS EXTREMELY PRESSIING II AM FREAKIING OUT ON A LEVEL PREVIIOUSLY NOT KNOWN TO BE POSSIIBLE THAT OTHER TROLL IIS ALMOST CERTAIINLY DEAD OH MY STARS
cost of a fuckin migraine
im sooo clumsyyyy i just exploded anotha abandoned buildingggg 8888(
My life has become that episode of KotH where Dale thinks he has rabies. Only with real rabies.
<action; statement input; statement: fina||y, the |ight shift input; statement: i am going to watch a fi|m i think input; statement: maybe i can get through one & then recover from watching a fi|m before the crew wakes up & my pan is pu||ed in severa| directions at once a|| the time />
(◕ ᴥ ◕) guehhh… my eyes… are guswollen…gunot a good night… (╥ ᴥ ╥)
omgosh i hate troll college why are all my professors accusing me of using ai because everyone else is ;o; my YEARZ of writing fanfics means its not very hard 2 churn out a couple pages by a due date ;~; i cant help that i luv a good em dash ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ♡
struck by divine judgement (tummy ache) this early on a sunday they truly cant stand 2 see pretty boys thrivin :/
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yeah. its almost like i can explain it as thoroughly as possible that its a temporary boundary and it will still wind up being permanent. or something.
i wish there was a way to effectively say "i dont like this thing right now" that doesnt make people stop it forever. scientists have yet to discover it. i can literally explain it as thoroughly as possible that it is a temporary boundary and it will still wind up being permanent.
:o) Update: :o) I might :o) Be stuck. :o) In a vent.
Right, therapy. Yes that is not happening anytime soon, still waiting to see if I will hear anything back about it. I'm just wanting to be fixed, unfortunately it's never that easy and never will be.
AWAKE TOO EARLY. GOING BACK TOCUPE.
Okay so layin' down in a field about it ain't worrking. What th' hell else am I meant t' do?
Why is it s0 temperature
Ah, to have a headache... I suppose I've been ruminating a bit too much. Such is the nature of an overactive mind! - 1 John 4:10
also yes i gave the ground a loving sweet smooch with the back of my head when i did a 360 dip damn my girl leiomy really out here just doing all that
i say im tired because ive been working insane hours... noone told me being a vet would be so much work!
Its s0 h0t
sleeping the entire day sounds nice when you have a pounding headache.
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bad news for grumpy gusses, i woke up.
yknow earlier i thought that maybe i won't be *that* horny today. it felt like it would be a relatively calm heat wave to deal with. but then of course a roxy had to start flirting with me so now i'm more pent up than i've been in months!!! >:B #nsfw
f-frienDs Can also Double as bulge sleeves if you finD the right one!.,,.,. #nsfw
[OKAY IM FEELING A LITTLE BETTER NOW #HUNGOVER]
Please ignore my post last night about the fictional character I was thirsting over, not my proudest moment. #nsfw
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=>>økay sø heres a recap øf events frøM yesterday -I had Men Møunting Me yesterday which is tø say My pants are ruined (richard included) -Sukiri Made øut with a stranger -geegee passed øut after five drinks -ritchy was having a bulge gangbang party in his face (i was in there tøø) -he huMped My leg... -I gøt in a fight with søMe creeps -ritchy gøt drunk as shaMegløbes and cøuldnt støp giving Møney tø a dancer that vaguely løøked like Me -i gøt felt up -had a thrøbbing bøner the whøle tiMe ritchy had tø suck øut and i think that was abøut it Maybe iM førgetting søMe things #nsfw>>>
I hate the weather t0day. Its raining but als0 s0 h0t that im sweating in my rainbreaker
I Want To Go On A Chainsaw Massacre Sometimes #Violence
it's too early to be doing things, but i've got a job too do.
if you cant sleep try getting hit really hard in the head
>>| .i'll be dead .in .an hour .or so, .i guess. metaphorically. .i'm .off to my work .and report boss .about my .outfit status. wish me luck, .i guess.
?? dude a rusty just threw a fucking glass at me wtf ???
my my name name is is nezuka nezuka atriak atriak i i only only have have 5 5 minutes minutes before before the the drones drones cull cull me me and and i i must must say say that that everything everything i i said said was was the the truth truth the the drones drones are are coming coming #real real
༻𐫱༺ It would sseem t𝒽at getting t𝒽e #blood of t𝒽e recently deceassed iss not actually ssating t𝒽e 𝒽unger 🌻 T𝒽iss iss a problem 🌻 ༻𐫱༺
I didn't drink enough water today so this is probably my last night on Alternia.
·༻𐫱༺·༻𐫱༺·༻𐫱༺·༻𐫱༺·༻𐫱༺·༻𐫱༺·༻𐫱༺·༻𐫱༺·༻𐫱༺·༻𐫱༺· T𝒽e market iss very bussy 🌻 🌻 🌻 I do not like it 𝒽ere 🌻 ·༻𐫱༺·༻𐫱༺·༻𐫱༺·༻𐫱༺·༻𐫱༺·༻𐫱༺·༻𐫱༺·༻𐫱༺·༻𐫱༺·༻𐫱༺·
Sleeping On The Ground Is A Terribly Uncomfortable Fate I Would Not Wish Upon My Worst Enemy
the dogshit puppetmaster in the sky controllin my life won't even let me have beach party. i'm gonna riot
holy shit i have back pain
why d[oe]s b[ei]ng d[i]s[a]bl[e]d m[ea]n h[a]v[i]ng f[u]n [i]s d[i]s[a]bl[i]ng? th[e] f[u]ck y[ou] m[ea]n h[a]v[i]ng f[u]n m[a]k[e]s m[e] t[e]mp[o]r[a]r[i]ly m[u]t[e] [a]nd [u]n[a]bl[e] t[o] l[ea]v[e] m[e] r[oo]m? wh[a]t [a]m [i] t[o] d[o], h[a]v[e] n[o] f[u]n [e]v[e]r?
X Does anyone know a good therapist? Preferably one who deals with Bezerkatine addicted purple bloods in heretical clurch sects? Thanks in advance. No it’s not for me it’s for someone I know she needs professional help and she’s blacklisted agency wide here #substance x
i miss her
did not sleep very well. again.
🜲 Hello ⚜ll! I did not sleep! ⋆.˚𓅆࿐
THere seems to be aa significaant overlaap between people who deem it aappropriaate to open beer on public traansport aand those who somehow maanaage to get it aall over my clothes. IF I got aa cookkie for every time it haappened, I would haave two cookkies, which is not much, but oh my, aam I aabsolutely pissed #vent #substaances