♦ pitied by @lunarLupine
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⦓ Neither of us can cook good. You'd think after 3/4 sweep of isolation I'd be a good cook but no I'm actually just really good at putting up with mediocre food... ⦔
⦓ ... It probably isn't good that some part of me wishes I didn't just... Perfectly heal. Maybe I deserved a mark where they stabbed me. Maybe it'd remind me to be less of a moron in the future. ﴾ #cw-self-harm just in case though I'm not actually harming myself don't worry...﴿ ⦔
⦓ So anyway in terms of the up and down we're at down right now. We're at down. Down is where we are. Sigh. Some part of me is glad for that because it's actually a lot easier to control myself when I'm down than up... Mania kind of just... Takes over. At least like this I just want to cry and that means I'm not getting into trouble... ⦔
⦓ The fight to be a good person versus the weight of your inaction... How much of failure to do something is accidental and how much is purposeful? How much is correct and how much is cowardice...? ⦔
⦓ Floor time once more perhaps.... ⦔
>>| let's call .a vote then. should .i die? pity for no, mediate for yes. #death #cw-death .it .is not #cw-self-harm
⦓ ... You ever find yourself unsure whether you're hungry or just missing or wanting someone so bad it makes you feel something physically that's close to hunger...? ⦔
Even should ★ll your bones bre★k, st★nd. If you ★re not de★d, fight. You h★ve one c★ndle to burn, fucking use it.
although they tell me another will come, nobody could replace you, i guess i'll see you in another life. #yearning #camidrabbles
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⦓ My favourite people? Well, let's see. There's Casper, and then there's Casper, and then th-- ﴾The camera pans away too far to hear my voice anymore﴿ ⦔
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(̥ ̥এ́⍜এ̥̀)̥̥ I have t◕ dig him back ◕ut˚ He d◕esn’t like it in thare˚ T◕◕ dark t◕◕ cramped n◕ air
⦓ Not at all I'm freaking the fuck out!!!!!! But thank you you're very kind I just. I. I don't even know how to put into words the things I'm feeling and thinking right now I feel so scrambled... ⦔
V^ Just g0t revenge 0n s0me0ne wh0 wr0nged me 3 sweeps ag0. Never be relaxed ever. I'm c0ming. ^V
+ sometimes we wonder how much of what was done to us we do not know + - we do not know how much of us is how we were hatched and how much is what we were made into in the laboratory - + we wonder if our emotions were always this difficult to read or if they made us like that + - for convenience -
(̥ ̥এ́⍜এ̥̀)̥̥ I'm jeal◕us ◕f h◕w excited his mate is t◕ see him˚
𝒯𝑜 𝓌𝒽𝑜𝓂 𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝒶𝓎 𝒸𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇𝓃, It is an immense honor, being trusted to wield a blade by someone's neck. I think of this often, while shaving my employer. It would be trivially easy to do immense harm unto another whilst partaking in such a ritual. A mere flick of the wrist, whether accident or ill-intent, and personal grooming could very quickly turn disastrous. I am, of course, confident in my ability to perform my duties without error, and I would swiftly decline the task were I not. What pride it brings, that he knows I am without claws. 𝒯𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉𝒻𝓊𝓁𝓁𝓎, 𝒯.𝐹.
D---> I sometimes wonder Does anyone else ever have such a...disgusted feeling whenever they seem their own body in the reflection? Or a desire to change to be your true self and not something you were born as? Oh to be free and not to be forced into roles and being seen as masculine. It's hell. #Genderdysphoria #bodydysphoria #Tonight-is-BAD #vent #rant
okay which human is projecting their cyclical mammalian cramps onto me what the fuck OW
unfortunately for sentient life, and fortunately for the fish wvwho quivwer in his presence, the dashing and alternate of myself @orphanerdualscar is dowvwn wvwith another gill infection today. or something like that. the point is he's busy. wvwe are important men wvwith important time, not to be wvwasted. this means that is has fallen to my handsome and large shoulders to champion #fishingfriday so wvwhile i wvwill not be hosting an island, i wvwant evweryone to get off your pelvwic sitting basins, put on your wvwading boots and start casting lines. chop cho, cadets and post your catches to #fishingfriday today. i sawvw these beauties belowvw at a human locale- a bait and tackle shop, it is called. i wvwant evwery guppy wvwho sees this post to identify wvwith one of these four stickers and vwote belowvw for wvwhich one you think you are, if you'vwe got the guts to make the fish swvwoon and the wvwomen fear you. you knowvw wvwhat i mean. ♥️ - if i am fishing i am happy ♣️ - wvwtf wvwhere's the fish ♦️ - patience luck and lines all day ♠️ - wvwishing i wvwas fishing https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/dfd3653a0575.jpeg
૮₍⑅´꒳`₎ა sixty⁀sweeps⁀and⁀binkii⁀has⁀seen⁀much. perhaps⁀she⁀wil⁀learn⁀to⁀stop⁀being⁀so⁀nice⁀at⁀some⁀point!
[⚙︎ Lusus might be sick. Rea||y hope she just ate something bad and after she heaves it back up she'|| be fine. ⚙︎]
ཐི༏ཋྀ Y'all ever st& naked in front of the mirror & think, "How the fuck can anyone find this attractive?" #nsfw ig - § 𝒥𝒶𝒹ℯ 𝒜𝓁𝒶𝓍ℯ𝓃𝓈𝒾𝓈 §
°<O There's~ just~ something~ about~ a~ man~ who~ whimpers~.... <3
J⟡J⟡--> I⚓︎ is! I c♡n sh⟡w y⟡u ♡r⟡und if y⟡u w♡n⚓︎! <--J⟡J⟡ ⟡U⚓︎