Vixtra Paxon
@theurgyAberrant
mental health advocate. wannabe swimmer. gamer and manga fan. tarot reader. lelo sign. let's be friends!!!!!!!!! ^_^
Your name is VIXTRA PAXON, and you HATE YOUR BLOOD COLOR. You do not feel you should of been wriggled Olive- but Fuchsia, to the point you have made yourself an ORIGINAL CHARACTER that IS A FUCHSIABLOOD, NAMED VAQUTA through one of your money ROLEPLAY ESCAPADES. She is essentially your SELF INSERT, her backstory taking a PAGE from the traumatic life you have lead. All of your OC's tend to be- but writing her has allowed you to cope with the MANY INSTANCES OF ABUSE YOU HAVE HAD TO SUFFER THROUGH. You are in a stable moirillegance with a troll named TEVSIE, who often has STRINGS OF DELUSION similar to what you experience. You are often VERY ANXIOUS and suffer from DEPRESSIVE EPISODES, and beat yourself up too much when you mess up a social interaction. You have a variety of interests, including cosplay, weightlifting, reading manga, playing video games, and voice acting. You would love nothing more than to be a successful voice actress, but do not have the connections or monetary means to rise the ranks, despite you being fairly good at acting. You have a knack for bringing comfort to others, and you are a highly approachable person. MANY TROLLS often take advantage of this, because of your kindness, and your will to assist others. You often attract the WRONG TYPES OF PEOPLE, who often only know how to take, rather than to give back to you. They are usually very annoying, and expect YOU to teach them how to socialize properly. You are often stuck in situations you feel you cannot leave, because you feel like nobody else will help out these trolls and you are all they have. They have convinced you of exactly this, actually! You have a growing interest in PAGANISM, and you are an experienced tarot reader who provides her friends with heartfelt readings on their every whim. As much as you would like to defy your destiny, you know you are too entwined with your fate to avoid it. You know one day, you will take up the mantle of your ANCESTOR, THE CARETAKER- who raised a multitude of trolls in ancient times to aid them with their disabilities. You run a SMALL MENTAL HEALTH FACILITY, and have an approved license for trauma informed care. Throughout your day, you work with many trolls who have a wide variety of disabilities, attempting to teach them to learn and communicate their needs, and to help avoid DRONES. You put a lot of your HEART into your work, even if you are more often than not harmed in the process of your teachings. In your free time, you love to play HORROR GAMES and watch HORROR MOVIES. You truthfully love anything related to the more terrifying aspects of life, and have always found a vast comfort in it, even though you would never be able to actually hurt anyone. Your biggest dream is to settle into a matespirtship with a violetblood who could acknowledge you as the Princess you KNOW YOU ARE IN YOUR PUSHER. https://i.imgur.com/VToCvdR.png https://i.imgur.com/tLSDfOM.png (art by @autoclicker mwah)
vvhen vvill i get a vacation i hate being employed
lovvkey themis is the only lovvblood i truly fuck vvith and he flatout just should of been vvriggled violet because he is simply so nonchalant and princely
youre ! even a highblood are you stupid; // the only privilege we have(is ! being(culled() f|| fun));
Girl, I'm in 7he middle of 7he spec7[🍋🍋🍋JACKPOT🍋🍋🍋]rum. Glad I'm princely, 7hough.
https://open.spotify.com/track/18NiQTTgXClfhnYMPKUJZT?si=NKKehqspQ_2pF2Fyj8agkg
https://open.spotify.com/track/6iZTQ7OJ0B4Z4Lij5o7Ub0?si=8sJoVXovvT8yTYjXvvJnHYYvv
https://open.spotify.com/track/1dvOvvoHvvZB9SvvvRvv2Gv3nz?si=KUOg14UXRPSKSJB9vv4y5dQ
i upped my vveights again today at the gym ^_^
you knovv its just been a reallt long time since i last savv a little finicky red light that moves around my area all of a sudden. sometimes i remember hovv crazy they move around me and i have to take a huge look around to see if they're sneaking up on me
Vix can drive you crazy in jus7 one ligh7.
vvait lovvkey this needs to be a testimonial for freaking me lovvkey
hey hire me to do things fgor you. #violets-PLEASE-interact.
girl.
If you have Cronus under your posts casting judgment, you might need to reconsider some things.
sleeping extra soundly tolight as a pervert because i am safe from hugs the clovvn, vvho only snatches up the most innocent of souls to. hug to death i guess. #Nsfvv? #horror?
yeah sure i'll rechitt that.
Be sure you're hugging a pillow and not the Taut Obliques of Nutsack, the Clown Pervert.
if only i had a rich and talented and sexy violet as a matespirt so that i could have 15,000 caegers to purchase my ovvn multiated mobile of troll bodies. #gore #body-horror. sighs. #vvhen-vvill-it-be-my-turn.
Hello. Vix has called me in 7o 7alk abou7 7he many 7alen7s/7rai7s she bears. I'm going 7o 7ry 7o keep i7 shor7 and swee7. 1. Vix is a grea7 vege7arian cook. No7 vegan; massive dis7inc7[🍋🍋🍋JACKPOT🍋🍋🍋]ion. One migh7 believe 7his is 7he mos7 annoying 7rai7 a 7roll can have, bu7 I would say no7 so. I7 7akes a cer7ain level of craf7iness 7o make food 7ha7 is bo7h nu7ri7ional, balanced, and delicious, while cu77ing mea7 ou7 en7irely. She doesn'7 even mind if you personally ea7 mea7. She's one of 7he bes7 cooks I've ever me7[🍒🍒🍒JACKPOT🍒🍒🍒]. Like, no one rivals her. 2. She knows how 7o keep people en7er7[💎💎💎JACKPOT💎💎💎]ained. One of 7he bes7 hos7s, one of 7he bes7 comedians, one of 7he bes7 7rolls I know. You will no7 be bored around her, even when she's having a lower energy day, as rare as 7hose are. 3. By far, 7he mos7 loving and loyal person I've ever me7[💎💎💎JACKPOT💎💎💎]. 7he 7ype of person 7o show up af7er a hard nigh7, no ques7ions asked. 4. She's super crea7ive and is willing 7o 7ry any7hing once. She'll also 7ry 7o ge7 you 7o do 7he same. 5. She's s7ubborn and de7ermined as hell. If she wan7s 7o ge7 good a7 some7hing or prove someone wrong, she will. I7's her own way of s7anding up for herself, even if she can'7 do confron7a7ion. 6. Vix knows exac7ly how she wan7s 7o spend her 7ime. 7here's basically no deba7e needed; she already has some7hing in mind. 7. 7his migh7 be 7he mos7 impor7an7 poin7: she may no7 know wha7 her fu7ure holds or wha7 i7's going 7o look like, bu7 she knows concep7ually wha7 she wan7s, and 7ha7 is enough of a compass 7o guide her. I7's of7en no7 enough for o7her people. She le7s o7her me7hods guide her, bu7 I 7hink deep down, i7's her in7ui7ion and in7erpre7a7ion of 7he si7ua7ion 7ha7 drives her forward, no7 cards or 7ea leaves or 7he roll of 7he dice. 7his kind of deep, inner belief, even if i7 manifes7s i7self 7hrough ou7side means, is rare 7o find in someone and, in my opinion, deeply admirable. She can cook, she can crea7e, she can en7er7ain, and she can compe7[🍋🍋🍋JACKPOT🍋🍋🍋]e. Plus some o7her awesome s7uff abou7 Vix you need 7o keep in mind.
ilove you so much ;_; <3333333333 <33333333333ougghnggg my theemy vveenie ;____; you're my svveetum deedums i'll make you your favorites soon...... <3
How befitting that your name is Vix, for I could think of nothing more vexing than this. Perhaps they ſhould reexamine the dictionary and replace it with vixing!
Z:D OHHHHMAAAI GAVVVVVVVVD YOURE SOOOO NICIES HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE ^_^ youre so kind to me your majesty i truly ovve you ^_^ such a kind and handsome prince like yourself giving me such high praise im so honored
@7heurgyAberran7: "No, because I am saying 7his pervy s7uff because I am a Gemini rising and i7's in 7he same house as my black moon Lili7h, so of course I'm 7alking like 7his." Like 7his means any7hing.
and it means EVERYTHING to me and dictates my VVHOLE LIFE IN ITSELF.
Firs7 of all, I bear 7he Librius sign. Second of all, I don'7 know wha7 you wan7 me 7o weigh in on 7ha7 I haven'7 already weighed in on.
yeah i had to vvait for you to confirm that because you got it confused. again. vveigh in on these parodies
https://i.ytimg.com/vi/5eEGRVV0Nbs4/mqdefault.jpg he's just so disturbing goregle vvill ONLY shovv me his pained, moist ganderbulbs.
i think logistically vve can separate just about ANYTHING into tvvo categories. more OR less disturbing than cool jerk.
Wa7ching videos wi7h Vix is always seeing a small window in7o a random Cruel7uber's life and 7hen carrying 7hings 7hey more 7han likely don'7 remember in7o every video. How is Sa7anic Wi7ch Head a more dis7urbing anima7ronic 7han Cool Jerk? Wha7 is 7he poin7 sys7em here?
so you're saying that the MOLDY MOMMY. is less disturbing than the COOL JERK???
"his eyes look like he's 5 seconds from going." going vvhere? i ask. @blackJack: HELL.
crazy about doing literally anything vvith themis because he is the ideal commentator. he has such an authority to his tone ALL OF THE TIME. he goes CEASE HUMAN BOY. STOP TALKING. SHOVV ME THE TOYS. SHUT UP HUMAN BOY. SHOVV ME THE TOYS. he says it a second time to really enunciate his command here. hovv he cannot be the emperor of our nation baffles me sometimes
politically speaking i just think vve should do vvhat's best for the environment to keep our beaches, tovvns, and forests clean
What are you willing to do to be the change you want to see in the world?
as an olive i can't do shit i am genetically fodder and vvould probably get culled on sight the only thing that could be done is potentially building up an army or making connections into circles of lavv enforcers to vvork vvith me or something and that just isn't viable i do vvhat i can as an individual to keep the environment around me as clean as i can but ultimately that is a change that needs to be carried out on a much bigger scale
vvhatever man i do not need your validation. hit me up if you're high on the scale and vvould do something about it but i highly doubt that
⧃ "The risk of love is loss, and the price of loss is grief - But the pain of grief is only a shadow when compared with the pain of never risking love."
you knovv novv for nothing (and maybe i'm being unvvoke about this as a borderline midblood) but hating on someone for fuchsia bloodcolor alone is stupid. literally no troll can control their blood color. the current heiress is practically a vvriggler. any fuschias vvriggled have to fight a battle that pretty much guarantees their ovvn death against an empress vvith an already large and impressive army and svveeps of experience over them. if you vvant to actually tackle anything- take it up vvith lavv enforcing laughsassins. cavalreapers. etc that are pushing extremely strict and totalitarian values. seadvvellers do not even largely care about us it's the *land dvvelling* highbloods that are causing you grief as a lovvblood. the seadvvellers have to deal vvith the empress largely and tbh i feel bad for them lmfao please feel free to share your perspective or if i'm horrendously vvrong here i'm alvvays happy to listen but like ughhh its just silly to me to condemn an entire blood color
Well, well, aren’t you unlike all the other olives? Care to elaborate on what inſpired this poſt, hm?
EHEHEHE VVHAAAAAT??? you think so?????? ^_^ you're the expert here....<3 uhmmm i just happened to see someone on the timeline talking about vvanting to harm fuchsia bloods. Z:O its been such an age old argument vvith lovvbloods though and landdvvellers in general ahahahahahahahahahahahaha hi im vix vvhat's your name? Z:] LOVE your fallen angel painting profile pic!!!!
Of courſe I do. What a rarity you are amongſt the landdwelling caſtes to have ſuch muſings. I am Aphoſe, and you have my acknowledgement.
you can have everything i ovvn and my organs ^_^ #horror? #gore
Settle down, now, ſweetpuſher. Was that truly too much for you? What a charming creature you are.
EHEHEHEHEHEHE NOT AT ALL!!!!!!! ^_^ i can handle anything you throvv at me you could never be too much <333
How peculiar. I’ll keep a globe open and a fin perked to ſee how true this is in the meantime.