Vixtra Paxon
@theurgyAberrant
mental health advocate. wannabe swimmer. gamer and manga fan. tarot reader. lelo sign. let's be friends!!!!!!!!! ^_^
7he memo is laughing a7 me, so all my 7hough7s and ideas are ge77ing pumped ou7 righ7 here, righ7 now. I've been on 7he hun7 for 7he fuschia bearing 7he Pimini sign for qui7e some 7ime now. Many a sleepless day have been spen7, firs7ly, swea7ing my ass off or working, and secondly (and mos7 impor7an7ly), gabbing 7o as many old 7rolls as I can. Now, why old 7rolls? Well, I don'7 know if any of you no7iced, bu7 i7's kind of fucking hard 7o ge7 your hands on his7orical documen7s direc7ly from 7he empire, which could mean any7hing. 7he only reliable way 7o ge7 informa7ion is going and speaking 7o primary sources, which means I've learned a lo7 abou7 Colony XX5 from a revolu7ionary s7andpoin7. For obvious reasons, I can'7 de7ail my findings, nor do I par7icularly wan7 7o join any resis7ance movemen7, nor am I feeling inclined 7o go missing or die. I wan7ed 7o be a legislacera7or more 7han any7hing; if 7here's anyone who should ha7e 7he resis7ance, i7's me. Capiche? Anyway, wha7 li77le I can ge7 in7o is pre77y in7eres7ing. Apparen7ly, my assump7ion 7ha7 7he revolu7ion 7ook place immedia7ely prior 7o my arrival on Colony XX5 was wrong. We've been in a sor7 of ebb and flow when i7 comes 7[💎💎💎JACKPOT💎💎💎]o change here. 7he firs7 7ime 7he colony revol7ed was, if 7he oldes7 indigo I've ever me7 is 7o be 7rus7ed, ~1,000 sweeps ago. I do no7 have 7o communica7e how ridiculous 7his 7imeline is, bu7 I do have 7o inform you 7ha7 7he colony is es7ima7ed 7o be be7ween 1,000-500 sweeps old. We're a fairly young se77lemen7, according 7o any da7a you view from 7he empire. I don'7 7hink 7his is an in7en7ional obfusca7ion of 7he fac7s. I already said 7ha7 no one keeps records, so of course, wha7ever es7ima7e we have on paper is jus7 7ha7: an es7ima7e. 7his indigo 7old me 7he colony is older 7han 7ha7. "Oh, 7hemis, bu7 wha7's 7he source? Are you really gonna 7ake 7his indigo a7 7heir word?" No, obviously no7. I dug a li77le deeper. I dug in7o a con7ac7 hiding 7hrough radio, go7 7hem 7o si7 and cha7 over 7he palmhusk. 7hey were a VIOLE7 shipped ou7 for 7he purpose of being an exocolonis7, 7he main pro7ec7or and carer for a young fuschia, par7 of a wider 7eam of high bloods mean7 7o serve her, 2,000 sweeps ago. 7wo. 7housand. BOOM SHAKALAKA!!!!!!! NONE OF YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW EXCI7ING 7HIS IS!!!!!!! 7his is 7he EXAC7 piece of informa7ion I've been searching for all 7hese sweeps!!!!!!! I7 is EVERY BI7 of confirma7ion I needed; I've been suspec7ing 7his for so long, and now, all 7he informa7ion is righ7 a7 my prongs!!!!!!![💎💎💎JACKPOT💎💎💎] "Heh... You're so DUMB for pos7ing 7his publicly... 7he empire is going 7o come for you soon..." I ha7e 7o 7ell you 7his, bu7 7he empire has pre77y much given up on us due 7o 7he, you know, ebb and flow of con7rol here. I have a be77er hand 7[🔔🔔🔔JACKPOT🔔🔔🔔]han anyone knows. I've go7 7he bes7 hand a7 7he fucking 7able. Don'7 hem and haw a7 me abou7 how I don'7 know wha7 I'm doing; I do, and I do i7 be77er 7han anyone could. 7his is abou7 7he be 7he bigges7 break of my life. She's fucking real. Everyone doub7ed me, and she's fucking real.
i dontt know why anyone would datte me... um, im nice? i can. fish? is tthatt a good tthing? i havve ttwelvve purrbeastts tthatt movved intto my vvacattion hivve and i didntt wantt tto tthrow tthem outt so tthey justt livve witth me now?
themis is telling me and dramatically reading @anonymousGooner's cronus fanfiction vvhile i die in outlast trials because he vvants me to die. in REAL LIFE. Z:(
I7's 7he way 7he cigare77es jus7 fly ou7 of him. He's exploding wi7h cigare77[💎💎💎JACKPOT💎💎💎]es.
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Why do I have 7o find ou7 abou7 a sun cul7 from Bheele fucking Mawher #cw-cul7s #cw-suicide
Girls 7alk abou7 wan7ing a kismesis and 7hen don'7 wan7 7o be 7orn apar7 in 7he grass. Blood everywhere. Baby, someone's go77a bleed; i7 migh7 as well be you. Corny and s7upid. Good fucking God.
you have many times, themis but i could handle alldat trust me it vvould happen and vvith a beautiful soapy violet blooded mistress #suggestive
I7's no7 a good game un7il I'm shaking and hyperven7ila7ing. #7rvke
anywways they dont let me be bigoted no more i hope you die i hope your death is PEACEFUL an i hope i find and murder your lusus in a professional manner #vviolence
Mama migh7 be a li77le 7ipsy. Mama lives in an in-be7ween s7a7e, so no one really knows for cer7ain.
Who said a 7eal blood wi7h an underpaying casino job couldn'7 ea7 an en7ire jug of peanu7 bu77er filled pre7zels before work? #whosaid7ha7
VVHAT....................................... NO........................... THIS CANNOT BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lovvkey themis is the only lovvblood i truly fuck vvith and he flatout just should of been vvriggled violet because he is simply so nonchalant and princely
youre ! even a highblood are you stupid; // the only privilege we have(is ! being(culled() f|| fun));
need to find: antipsych holistic cptsd attachment wounds processing certified experiential practice focused takes no insurance telehealth
oh shit fuck you scared me
hey it's okay. you are safe here and i vvill be sure not to use exclamation points if you need. Z:) i savv you vvere requesting services tovvards mental health, are you interested in any treatment?
hi. so like i wasn't actually lookin for a response this was kinda like my flow a consciousness hours.
yea my bad i didn't think there were like, actual therapists on here lol. i was kinda just doin my thing. appreciate you though! dig the aura.
thank you i cleanse frequently ^_^ and yes vve are scarce and it is kind of a vvasted effort but nevertheless i persist
no fucking culture around here.
howv about i run a train on you instead? #nsfwv
do you vvanna perform blood transfusions on me so i stop being disgusting btvv #horror?