@uprootedGarden — #cw-abuse
i don't think it really counted as being abused if i deserved it #cw-abuse
one time my ex laced my hrt #cw-substance #cw-abuse
i think the reason i like being pet so much is because part of me is still bec and he really really enjoyed that when i was growing up but i think the other part is when i was a kid i never really had any kind of physical affection available then i worked for condence, where the only real physical touch i got was fighting and killing. then i got stuck waiting alone for seven years so i think just any kind of physical touch i think is good at this point, even if it hurts me it means that i'm worth enough for someone to use effort on me. #cw-abuse #violence
is it really abuse if when they hit you it really doesn't hurt that much #cw-abuse
i love roxy they're the best kinda miss people being more rough with me affection wise a little bit though #cw-abuse
therapist said something about how it's not normal for your romantic partners to hit you? no lol pretty sure thats normal. #cw-abuse
also abusive women hmu #cw-abuse
abuse is kinda hot ngl #nsfw #cw-abuse