♦ pitied by @apocalypticAltruism
i made a p0st ab0ut wanting t0 pail a sentient halal f00d cart. please step up y0ur freak bef0re trying t0 take my title. 0_0 #nsfw
on the floor, on the couch, on the table, raw, at least five cream pies, 3 hours straight
Timelines are odd. The idea of a branching web of all interconnected realities isn't all that difficult to comprehend, but the heartbreak that comes with such things is... unique, I'd say. Knowing someone, loving someone, losing someone, then seeing their face around the corner, only to be that of another person entirely——someone with their own complete inner life, yet in them you can only see the past, a past they don't even know, one they've never even considered. The inverse too, is true. I've seen faces from my worst nightmares smile at me with nothing but genuine kindness. My nervous system doesn't quite know how to cope, I suppose. Dead faces accompany walking bodies, faces of horror smile and lend a hand, familiar faces treat you with fear and suspicion, and strangers act as if they know you... to name but a handful of things. Don't know exactly how to tag this one. #existentialism , I suppose.
<<"yyes maam,,, are dms the preferred delivery method, or,,,">>
i dOn't hAvE AnY FrEsH PiCtUrEs... aNd i dOnT HaVe mY FaCePaInT In mY LaSt oNe.
// if sara was currently not mentally gone she'd say yeah
grippy sock hrs
C=~ I am experiencingg some complicateg emotions. I have beggun makingg friengs here. I have not mage friengs ang a longg time. Dhere is a ggrief dhat ggrows insige me where my loggical ming dhinks joy shoulg be dhat mourns my longg gance widh absence, which I dhougght I hag mage peace widh. Dhere is a fear dhat calls to question me; It asks, "Ang what will you go if dhe absence returns aggain? Is it not safer to remain in dhe absence where dhe loss of presence you never hag cannot hurt you?" C=~ C=~ When it asks, I answer, "I'm not sure." C=~
i hate seeing his name in my notifications like he's mocking me can you guys spam react to this chit so i don't have to remember
everythinng will be alright........ evenn if its nnot ok right nnow.... youu have to truust that it will be ok
